Chapter 8
Chrissies POV
I didn't want him to stop but it was too soon. He left the room and I missed his touch instantly.
I looked out the window and calmed my breathing. I need to take a shower and maybe it will calm me faster.
When I get downstairs Jake is sat watching me with a smile.
I go to sit down beside him but he pulls me into his lap with a smile
"So what are we doing today" he asks me as his hand draws lazy circles on my thigh.
"We could sit and watch a movie" I say as my hand plays with the hair at the nape of his neck. He growls and grips my thigh.
"It's not a good idea for you to do that" he tells me "why not" I ask as I continue
He soon has me pinned to the couch under him. My breathing picks up and my heart rate accelerates.
He leans down to my ear and growls as he press's his erection between my legs and nips at my neck he than pulls back grinning.
"Because you're turning me on really bad" without thinking I grind myself upwards against him and he growls again.
"You're not playing fare baby" "nobody said I had to play fare" I say grinning at him with innocent eyes.
I grind against him again I know I shouldn't be teasing him. But I just can't stop myself.
He grabs my hands in his left and moves his right hand to my breast and squeezes gently. I arch into his touch and he grins at me.
I try to free my hands I desperately need to touch him but his grip tightens. If I had been human it would have seriously hurt.
I wrap my leg around him to bring him closer to me. My eyes close and I moan as I feel him press against me.
His hand makes its way under my t-shirt and pulls my bra aside as his hand presses against skin.
It's so electric and the feeling is so overpowering. I manage to pull one of my hands out of his grasp and grip my shirt.
He moves my top up and his mouth moves over my breast as he sucks it into his mouth.
His tongue is flicking over my nipple and driving me crazy.
"Holy fucking shit, oh fuck Jacob" his hand moves down and unsnaps my jeans.
As he is about to push his hand inside my pants the door swings open and my dad doesn't look happy.
"What the hell is this" he yells as I right my clothing and Jacob stands up
"I'm sorry Adam things went further than we planned" Jacob says to him.
"I'll say it did I think you should go home Jacob. My daughter and I need to speak so leave now" Jake places a kiss to my head and leaves
"What where you thinking, you hardly know him" he yells at me
"You hypocrite you hardly know Leah and you two are at it already" I yell back
"That is totally different Chrissie" "of course it is because its you. I am not a child anymore I can make my own choices,
I have been so understanding about yours and Leah's relationship. I haven't kicked off at all so show me the same restraints"
"You're my daughter and I like to think you haven't done anything with boys. But I know there was more before Jake right"
"Wrong daddy Jacob is the only guy I have ever let get that close/ I trust him with my life he's my everything and I love him daddy"
"I know you do baby. I'll call him and apologize" "good I'm going for a run" I than dart up the stairs to change.
It's been a couple of days and Jake and I have not had any alone time.
Tonight is the party at the Cullen's and I can't wait. I need to relax and have some serious fun.
I curled my hair and left it down. Put on my make-up and some jewellery.
I put on the short dress and strapped heels and topped it off with my black leather jacket.
A knock sounded at my door "come on in" Clarabelle entered and her jaw dropped
"Wow you're actually wearing a dress I expected you to wear jeans"
"I told you Alice made me buy a dress. You ready to go"
"Isn't Jake taking you there" "he has a pack meeting with Sam and said it was council business and that he would meet us there with Embry and Seth"
"Ok than me and Christa are ready to go" I nod and follow her out the room.
Jacobs POV
We rushed to the Cullen's to be with the girls. The party had been going on for an hour already.
We went inside and I looked around for Chrissie. I couldn't find her, none of these girls looked like her.
"Get your hand off of my ass" I know that voice.
I head over to a girl in a short pink dress. Mike Newton has his hand on her ass as she tries to shove him away. I grab his hand and growl at him.
"Keep your hands off my girl or you wont have any" I say
Chrissie moves to my side and the guy gulps. I shove him away and he darts off. I pull Chrissie against my chest and she wraps her arms around me
"Sorry I didn't make it sooner" "I'm just glad you're here now. Most of the boys here are all horny sacks of shit. That looser was number seven on the list of assholes that grabbed my ass. Jazz baby scared them all off"
"I'll have to think him. I also need to thank Alice" "how come"
"For her choice in dresses you are stunningly beautiful. I don't know if I'll be able to keep my hands to myself"
"Your hands I don't mind being on me. I like them on me" "that's very good to know" I say as my hands move down and cup her ass so I can pull her closer to me
"So Mr Black will I be getting a dance tonight" "you ma'am can have anything you ask for" "that's very good to know"
We both giggle and I than lean in and capture her lips. I hear a lot of the guys grumble and make comments about wanting my girl but she's all mine forever.
"I didn't know you two where dating" I hear Bella say and turn to look at her.
I still feel love for Bella and probably always be.
I feel Chrissie pull away from me and I turn to see her walking away.
I rush after her and find her in the garden. She is stood wiping away at her cheeks as her chest heaves with silent sobs.
I head over and without seeing me she walks away. I rush to her and spin her to look at me
"Baby what's wrong" I ask her worried "you're actually asking me that. I saw the way you both looked at each other. What am I Jacob, fun when she's not around when she's with my brother? Am I just a toy to you" she screams as tears run down her face
"Baby no I love you with all my heart. I want only you forever"
"Than explain Bella, Tell me what she is to you" she demands
"I thought I was in love with her once but I wasn't. I didn't realise what love was until I met you. I have never felt this way before. When I see you, hold you and touch you. You drive me crazy"
"Do you still love her Jake" "yes" she goes to leave and I stop her "yes but not like I love you. I love her as only a friend. I love you with all my heart, I need you" I say into her ear
Small sobs escape her and her arms wrap around my waist "do you promise" "I promise"
