Chapter 10

Jacobs POV

I stared down at her sleeping form and smiled. She was perfect and all mine.

We had made love and it was perfection. But I had to go and I hated leaving her.

I would hopefully be back before she awoke. I grabbed my jeans and hurried outside so I could phase.

I met up with the pack and we made our way to the clearing to meet the Cullen's.

The newborns would be here soon and the fight would begin. My pack brothers cheered as they saw my memory of last night.

Finally dude Embry says took long enough. The sexual tension from you two was becoming unbearable Leah joked thanks now shut it and lets do this so I can get back to my girl and you to your partners I say and they all agree

We arrived at the clearing where all the others where waiting for us.

Within minutes of arriving the newborn army was running at us and we where ready to attack.

Chrissies POV

I sent Christa up the mountain to help Seth in case he would need it.

I knew we where needed on the battle area and that's where Jacob was so that's where I would be.

We arrived and the fight was underway already so we charged in to help.

One of the vamps had Esme pinned down; I rushed over and flung it from her with a growl

"Thank you" I nodded and jumped into the fight, ripping and tearing all newborns in my path.

It wasn't long before we had dealt with all the vampires and they where now being burned.

I turned to see one more coming at Leah from behind.

I phased back and using my powers I managed to fling the vampire and the second it landed it was torn apart by Sam.

I quickly phased back before anyone could get a good look at me.

Edward, Bella, Seth and Christa arrived not long after

"You should all leave. The volturie are on the way"

Sam nodded and so did I. we ran off into the woods and far enough away that we would not be detected.

Suddenly the pack surrounded us and there was nowhere to run.

Sam phased back and dressed, he stood staring me down as if it would work. But alpha to alpha doesn't work.

"Who are you and what do you want" he growls at us.

My instincts cause me to growl back at him and snap my teeth.

The other pack members growl at me ready to strike. Leah phases back

"She saved my life Sam. They helped us doesn't that prove there not a danger" she says

"She growled that's not exactly friendly is it" he snaps back

"She could just be scared" "and that makes her behaviour ok" he growls at her

I can't do this guys. He doesn't look pleased to see us at all I say to my sisters please don't do this to us Chrissie. You made us a promise Clarabelle says

I won't stop either of you. Do what you feel is best but do it once I'm gone don't do it we need our alpha Sam can be your alpha. I never wanted this, you know that

"Phase back now" Sam says there's more to why you wont tell them and hand over being alpha what is it

I want to tell you so bad but I can't. Please don't ask me to Clarabelle. You would both hate me so much I couldn't take it we could never hate you I cant I'm afraid

With that I take off past the pack and into the woods with Jacob and Sam on my heels.

I try to shake them but I'm having no luck. I stop and think about teleporting but before I can do anything I am tackled to the ground and pinned by my throat by Sam.

Jacob looks at me and he instantly knows who I am.

He shoves Sam off of me and licks me. He phases back as does Sam and I just sit there knowing there's no point in running anymore.

"What the hell are you doing Jacob" Sam growls at him which makes me growl at Sam

"It's Chrissie Sam" "what no its not" I phase back and stand

"Yes it is uncle Sam. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you but you didn't tell me either, I have my reasons for keeping secrets"

"Such as the fact that you're part vampire and an enemy of the tribe" "what no I'm not, I knew this would be your fucking reaction and that's why I didn't want to tell you. You always see the bad in others Sam but I am not what you think" I yell at him

"Than explain what you are" "gather all who need to hear this and I will meet you at the cabin. I need a set of cloths" I than teleport not caring for there reaction.

I am now dressed and sat on my bed waiting for everyone to arrive for an explanation.

I don't know how to explain this without freaking anyone out and making things go from bad to worse.

The door downstairs opens and bangs against the wall.

"Chrissie where are you" my dads voice yells out

"I'll be right down dad" I stand up and take a deep breath

I descend the stairs and see my rather worried dad, he's also uncertain about weather he should come near me.

"Don't treat me differently daddy I can't take that. I am no different than I was before" tears line my eyes but he makes no move to come near me and that opens the flood gates.

I turn and run back up the stairs slamming my bedroom door and placing myself in front of it as I sob.

The one person I hoped who wouldn't act odd with me had just done much worse, he had feared me.

I could hear people downstairs but my sobbing drowned out there words, angry voices could be heard.

Someone knocked on my door but I refused to listen and tuned out all the sound around me.

I just wanted to be alone and not have to cope with all the pain and hurt or the mess that was now my life.

Suddenly there where arms around me and I looked up to see Jacob and gave him a questioning look

"Your window was open. Please don't cry baby"

"He was scared of my Jake. He's my dad and I didn't think he would be the one to act like that. Sam and the guys yes but not my dad. I can't do this Jake I'm scared"

"You can do this I know you can and I will be right beside you the whole time" "promise" "I promise"

Jake lead me down the stairs and everyone turned to look at me but my sisters where not there

"Where are they Jake" "the other wolves are outside they wouldn't turn back I don't know why"

I head outside and look at them smiling as I wipe my eyes

"Phase back guys" are you sure about this we could just up and leave if you feel it best Christa says "I would never ask that of you both. Its time we stopped hiding who we really are. I admit that I'm scared and the fear dad directed my way hurt like hell. But it's now or never and I choose now phase back"

They both nod and phase back replacing there cloths we than re-enter the house and Embry and Seth gasp than rush to my sisters sides as Jacob returns to my own.

I look at each person but can't bring my eyes to my dads out of fear. I don't want to see that look again.

"So explain what the hell that was in the clearing and again in the woods. Are you part vampire" Sam asks

"I told you no to that already Sam. This was what we feared that you would think us vampire and go against us.

I understand your worry but we are not the enemy and we are not dangerous to anyone" I say as calm as I can

"So what are you than because you have to admit its pretty odd" my dad says with a shudder and my eyes snap up in anger. How can he question his own children like there the enemy like there evil

"How can you be so cold? Where your children and you act like where suddenly evil do you understand how much that hurts us?"

"I'm sorry but I just discovered my daughters are wolves and more. What that more is worrying"

"Right but having a vampire for a wife was easy to accept. It never bothered you once to leave us in her care even though it was placing us in danger"

"You know about your mum how" "a child will eavesdrop dad and I was always good at it. Plus when I phased five years ago it wasn't hard to figure it out" "five years" Jake says and I nod "five for me, three for Clarabelle and one for Christa"

"What are the powers Sam spoke of honey" Billy asked and I smiled at how kind he was being with me

"We inherited the power on mum's side of the family. It seemed to pass her by and landed on us instead.

Mum had witches on her side Grammy was one.

When my powers surfaced eight years ago she taught me to control it and when she passed away a year later I learned alone.

I helped Clarabelle and Christa to deal with both sides of themselves while dealing with all my own"

"Why didn't you tell anyone about it" Emily asks sweetly

"I was afraid of how people would react to it. You guys didn't exactly jump for joy and welcome it.

Yeah you have sat and listened to the truth but others may not have been so happy to.

It was my order to keep it secret out of that fear. My sisters wished to tell but I ordered them not to and an alphas command is absolute"

"You're the alpha of the pack. We cant have two packs it would become a territory fight" old quill says and I nod

"I know that and I will gladly hand over my alpha to Sam but fist I need to speak with my sisters" I say and everyone nods

I have taken my sisters into the woods to talk. I turn to them with sadness in my eyes and I can see the worry in there's.

"Phase guys it will be easier if I just show you than explain" they nod and do as I say

Once we have all phased I let the memories flow from me and prey to god they can forgive me.

Once the memory of me killing my mum has been played to them I wait for a reaction but nothing comes.

I look to them and see they have phased back and dressed they have tears flowing down there face and I take that as a none forgiveness and take off at a dead run in the direction of the Cullen's.

I shouldn't have told them and now I cant take it back.

I reach the Cullen's and phase back as I collapse at the door and I am picked up as I sob and taken inside.

I am placed on the couch and covered up as my tears continue to fall.

I can never go home and face my family again. They will forever hate me and its all my fault.