Love Me Dead
Crying Killer Series
Chapter 4
"Teenager"
"When you are young your mind is clogged by hate, death, popularity, and pain, that is why it is in all the music we listen to… But when you grow old… It's worse than anyone can explain… No matter how many singers there is out there…" Zenth~
Last time "I cringed at the blood once more closing my eyes before I ran out of there to my car… I can't pity the souls now… I have to figure out this clue…
Before it kills me…"
Sitting on my bed while Kisame cooked I stared at the clue before me. It was tiring enough explaining why I had bloody shoes and a bucket with my name on it when I walked into the house, trust me not easy, but to add to that I have to figure out a clue that must be out of the past which I would rather not remember… I really hate this day…
'Before I forget I wish to tell you I've got no time to lose I'm just caught up in all the cattle aka the blood you're stepping on is from our latest battle,' Sasuke has a good memory I know that… But he wrote 'Before I forget,' and yet he always bragged about his memory he got from me…
I've got no time to lose I'm just caught up in all the cattle, a farm maybe? It can't be because it must be darker than that and it said I was stepping in the blood from the cattle I am predicting… So the cattle are the bodies? The school?
"Ahha! O wait, goddamn it now it doesn't sound right!"
I whacked my head. I walked out of the bedroom and headed towards Sasuke's old room. I felt tense when I entered the room but slowly I relaxed. Sasuke and I had memories in here also… It settled me, they were good memories… I sat in his computer chair thinking more.
Maybe I can find something in here that will help. I closed my eyes imagining everything that had happened in the room that happened to pop in my mind.
"Did you think of waking me up so I could go to school weasel?" I started stuttering and hit myself in the head as he got up walking into his room to get changed. I waited by my door as he changed into a pair of skinny jeans and put his black 'Disturbed' band shirt on as he grabbed his messenger bag throwing it over his shoulder.
"It's your fault that my ass is sore and I'm late…" He spoke with a smile as he walked past me. I gave a smirk and slapped him on the ass and chuckled.
"You better be quiet or I will make it hurt even more…" We walked down stairs both grabbing a fruit. I grabbed an apple and he took a peach as we started to put our shoes on.
"I will drop you off at school first then go to the scene…"
Our last Mini battle was when I joked around with him. The horrible battle was at the school… It has something to do with that since that was the last time we really talked to each other… He did kill people at the school aka the cattle… But it doesn't sound right…
I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and texted the nerd that I was coming over his house. I looked at the door thinking of Kisame but he would not let me leave when he was cooking. I eyed the window and jumped out onto the mini roof and worked my way down.
I moved stealthily to my car and took off as quick as I got in. I needed some insight and Shikamaru always had something to say…
"Sorry I had to babysit my nephew Konohamaru… He is watching MTV in the living room so he won't hear us…"
"Good…" I sat down and pasted the notebook over to him and he read the clue.
He memorized it quickly and passed it back to me.
He sighed and gave me a look, "I think it is a message within a message… We agreed Sasuke is older now and is focusing on the past… He is pointing out the obvious trying to throw us off… I don't think he suspected that he would find out the first clue so fast. He is misleading you. The past is easy but this clue is hard. What is the obvious thing that it might be…?" He spoke concentrating on the table like it held the answers.
"I figured it would be the school. But if it were a place for killing wouldn't he give us a time?" I pointed out.
"He said 'Before I forget', so it must be a very small detail in the past…"
I was contemplating his words till the next thing I knew the notepad was out of my hands and in the hands of a teenager who was big eyed reading the clue.
"OMFG AWESOME! I didn't know you and Shikamaru liked my favorite band!"
"What?" We both said in unison.
"'Before I Forget' is my favorite song from Slipknot! You even have the best lyrics in the song! I've got no time to lose I'm just caught up in all the cattle! Plus you have some other one song about blood and war with fights!"
"S-lipknot?"
"I waited by my door as he changed into a pair of skinny jeans and put his black 'Disturbed' band shirt on as he grabbed his messenger bag throwing it over his shoulder."
"Konohamaru, do you know any Disturbed songs?"
"FUCK YA!" I sighed of relief.
"Which song do you think has the most war, fights, battles, mentioned it the lyrics…?"
He put his finger to his cheek and blurted out Sasuke's past favorite song…
"Indestructible! It is the most awesome song in the world! Compared to 'Before I forget' from Slipknot it is much better. You have the two best songs on your little pad thingy!"
I latterly groped Konohamaru as thanked Shikamaru for dealing with the kid before I ran out of Shika's house.
I looked at all the posters of Slipknot and Disturbed in Sasuke's bedroom and looked at each album that the poster had printed on it. I found a poster with a flaming dude on it saying Indestructible on it and slowly peeled it of the wall.
I saw an object fall from underneath the poster onto the floor. I looked down and picked it up slowly. What the hell?
It was another note…
"Wear a mask that grins and lies, it hides our cheeks and shades our eyes. The debt we pay to human guile, with torn and broken hearts, we smile."
Though the note was not just it. I picked up a picture that was taped onto the note… It was a picture of a family photo. It was the last family photo we took before are family was killed…
I zoomed in on Madara's face with hatred pouring to the fingers that started to shake…
It's all your fault you bastard…
"It's all your fucking fault…"
I kissed him deeply as we held each other close in the bed. I latched onto him in fear and in sadness. Our tongues clashed in a romantic horrifying way. My wrist bloody and skin raised, showed a sign that I should have be in pain. Funny, I didn't feel anything at all. The palm mark on my face never seemed to dissipate even after he had rubbed it affectionately for the past hour. I felt his teeth bite my lip so hard that it bled. He tasted the blood as tears were settling in my eyes…
"Madara… Please…" He raised an eyebrow and pulled back from the sadtistic kiss.
"What? Your not as playful today? Eh?"
I looked down licking the blood of my lip. I grabbed my chin and made me look into his dangerous eyes. "What's going on…? I don't like how you have been acting this week… I like it when we have fun…"
My lips moved. I could not help myself… I felt safe but hurt… I felt like I didn't need to put up with this… "We? Madara you're the only one having fun!"
But the truth was… I had to…
"You ungrateful piece of shit!" He grabbed my throat and moved on top of me pressing down on my windpipe as I gasped for breath.
"I made you… You are MINE! You love me… You always will! I am the only one who will EVER care about you! Nobody cares about you and you know it!"
My tears suddenly stopped and I felt no need to take a breath. "No…"
"What?" I reached my almost broken arm and punched him right in the nose. He let go of my neck and fell backwards off of me. I ran to a corner and backed into it knowing that the door would be futile.
"Itachi does! He has to…"
He spat in his hand and wiped off his bloody nose. I felt weak… His eyes broke me down and I had to look away so I would not collapse weeping.
"Ya right! After all, you broke his heart. You had sex with him and ditched him. YOU let him down. YOU KILLED HIM METALLY! It's your entire fault that he HATES you. You are so flawed he could have NEVER loved you… You're too pathetic for him. You're nothing… Just accept the fact that you're as messed up as me. Nothing could make Itachi care about you. Nobody would care about you, you're just a heartless killer everybody hates and wants dead. Face it; I am the only one who would ever bat an eyelash for you…"
He walked over to me as I just looked down emotionless. As he hit me, as I dropped to the floor, as my eyelids fell, as I fled into the darkness, I had one thought that locked me in my perfect mask I have made, that made my insides turn everyday so that the mask would fall in place as soon as I woke up. The one Madara had made the day he took my life away. I knew that I had to wear a mask that grins and lies; it hides my cheeks and shades my eyes. The debt I pay to human guile, with torn and broken hearts, I smile…
Itachi didn't care about me… I finally got that… And because of that, I will destroy the past forever, for once I liked the way I was right now… It protected me from reality, it protected me from Madara, and it kept me away from the man, who would never care,
Itachi…
For that… I was happy that I would never bother him again after 1 last time…
Here I come Itachi…
Watch out…
"Who do you belong to?"
"You my love… And only you…
I didn't care if it was a clue I knew the picture well… I pulled out a lighter holding the picture above the trash and watched it burn… That part of the past, was to be remained out of Sasuke's life… I figured out the clue right away as soon as I saw the two words, 'Mask', and 'Smile', because I knew why he wore a mask back then and never smiled unless he wanted something or tried to be nice. I knew the location well and the anniversary dedicated to that night was today, in 2 hours, at 5pm.
Here I come Sasuke,
I won't let you get away from me,
You're my little brother,
And you belong to me…
"Sasuke, you belong to me…"
"Sasuke, you belong to me…"
HEY GUYS ANOTHER CHAPTER FOR YOU! And sorry shinobi I drove you crazy with that one…. Hahahaha I love you Subii and wait for tomorrow! I will be back I promise!
Next time: Intertwined