Love Me Dead
Crying Killer Series,
Chapter 5
"Intertwined"
"Everyone has a day in their past they would like to throw away. But that day in your past made you who you are. It kept you strong. It builds you up and broke you down. We try to forget, but it only makes it worse, it takes only one day to decide what you will do, the smart choice is… Let that day in the past take over you… After all, there are worse things others humans could do… ~Zenth
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"Kisame… I have to leave…" My sharky fiancé turned around and gave me a surprised look mixed with some anger. He put his hands on his hips and gave me a look.
`"Why?"
"I am going over Shikamaru's house. I left all the evidence that I was supposed to deliver to the jail there. I might be out for a bit." I bent over and gave him a quick peck on the cheek. He rolled his eyes and I took that as an 'ok'… I didn't like lying, but it was a way to make sure Kisame was in the dark about things… I didn't want to hurt him. I don't want anyone to get hurt…
I grabbed my keys and my gun and walked over to the door. I kept my hand on the doorknob thinking of the consequences that might follow this but I knew I couldn't think… This is not something I can think about it is something I have to do…
I ran out the door to the car practically holding my breath as I drove to the section of Konoha left in the will to me. I have tried to sell it many times but nobody would take it. So I was left with the keys.
I looked down as the silver key attached to my keychain that unlocked the gates. I went down the back roads that only the Uchiha's new. We called ourselves a clan. Our clan had strived since ninja times. And we kept that close to our hearts…
I drove down the dark paths remembering when my friends and I had just got our license and we drove like maniacs shredding our cars to pieces. They wanted to let Sasuke experience road rage but I was dead against it since he could have gotten hurt.
I took a left turn into a dimly lit road till I got to the usually open fence of the Uchiha Clan. I got out of my car and opened the gate walking twisting the key through the rusty lock till I forced it open. Nothing could compare to the bitter feeling I felt when I started walking through the roads.
'Click, Click, Click." was all I could hear... The sound of my footsteps echoed of the houses around me. They said that the only bird that chirped here were the crows. Though it was only 5pm it seemed darker than night. The trees shaded the whole clan. The darker it was the more candles we could have lit. Simple as that…
I jumped at the sound of he flying vultures that stood above me on the trees. Though I zoomed in on a different type of bird. Though it was still black as night… A hawk…
I stopped when I came to the house. I turn so that I stood looking up at the large house before I stepped on the deck taking my shoes off out of habit. I opened the door slowly finding everything was paused before the massacre. To the right were everyone's shoes. Mothers and fathers, Sasuke's young sandals he wore everyday to school. But one more pair was added… A pair of boots that were muddy and ripped with a steel toe top. The freshly dirtied shoes made me alert. I was right… He was definitely here…
I walked in hearing the floor creak, it sounded like I would breaking through the boards. I walked quickly to the room I remembered all too well. I came across my fathers' room where he liked to practice taijutsu, a martial art. I heard a slam from the inside and took a step back. It sounded like someone was punching something…
I open the door quickly to see a figure punching one of the hanging bags ruthlessly with power. Once they heard the door open they caught the hanging bag with both hands looking over. The darkness still covering their figure but I knew who it was. It was Sasuke… Nobody else would have called me here…
I walked over not halting a second till I was in the spot where our parents had laid dead long ago… He walked over slowly creeping around me circling me with his dark eyes watching me. He paced around me till he nudged my right shoulder as he walked right by me till he turned to face me with his cold eyes.
"Nii-san help me…" He spoke laughing.
"Nii-san! Help me! He has me! Uncle Madara! He won't let go!" I ran to the boy till I felt a punch in the stomach. I felt a knife slash my face as my little brother screamed bloody murder. My parent dead and gone I couldn't protect him. I felt blood drip from my eyes as I felt a slash once more as he lifted his leg up kicking me right in the head. I rolled to the floor while my little brother still called to me…
Sasuke's laugh bounced off the walls. The thought terrorized me… "You have to stop… What do you want Sasuke… Why are you calling me out?"
I took a minute to look at his face. Though make-up covered his skin his left eye was blood-shot and strawberry bruises covered him. It looked like he got into a fight, one that he could not win. His arm wrapped with an arm warmer didn't hide the fact that it looked broken. It was not casted. He stood there without even a slouch of his shoulders.
"I wanted to see you for the last time… Before I leave this town with my gang…", even after so many years I could tell he was lying… When he lied his voice always sounded very subtle. That might have changed but you never knew…
"Where are you going…? I am taking you back to prison before even more people die…" I want to take you home… Don't leave…
"I couldn't tell you even if I wanted to… I don't know where we are going… My love won't tell me…"
I paused and looked down. The 'body' I forgot… "Who is this man?" I predicted it might be Dr. Stitches or Juugo the Giant… He looked tall…
He laughed the replied, "You know him very well… I almost said it in my clues… Let me give you some key words… Ice, lets kick it, blood you're stepping in, and lastly the last clue I gave you… Wear a mask that grins and lies, it hides our cheeks and shades our eyes. The debt we pay to human guile, with torn and broken hearts, we smile… Don't tell me that you are that stupid Itachi…"
It was hard to think I just stared at his fake smile and his empty eyes. Nothing pasted my mind till I took look at his bruises again…
"M-M-M-M-Madara!" He started to clap and laugh falsely.
"Finally! And they called you smart! Didn't you hear them say what prison I went to on the news! You were at the trial long enough to hear that I was being charged as an adult! Where did you think I was going! The same prison as my love! He felt the need to greet me as soon as I got there! I was even his roommate for a while… You never came to my surprise… My words must have actually computed through you head… I told you not to come and you listened to me… But tell me something Itachi? Are you in love with someone right now? Are you happy? I just want that one answer…" He mocked me and slowly broke back into his fake smile that never reached his cheeks…
"Sasuke... W-Why didn't y-…"
"I only want your answer Itachi… Are you in love? Let's start off with that…"
"But-"
"Only your answer…"
I closed my eyes clenching my fist as he walked over so he was only an inch away from me. "I am getting married… To a man named Kisame…"
He replies short but to the point. "That's wonderful…" I reached out to grasp him but he took a step back so he was only an arm length away from me. I almost reached his cheek…
"Sasuke… You have to come back and get in the car with me… I am taking you away from that man…" He just shook his head.
"I must get back to my love… Or he will send everyone out to get me… And if they find me with you… They will kill you… And I don't think I have enough power over them if you are standing right next to the person they are sworn to protect…"
"SASUKE YOU DO NOT LOVE HIM! I know you don't!" I felt tears go down my face as I spoke.
"He made you say that! I know he did! You can't love him! He is the devil on earth!"
"Then I am the Devils Angel… He loves me… I am his… I will always belong to him… I love him…"
I ran up and grabbed him by the hair and pulled his cheek over to me so his lips were close to mine. His breath mixed with mine till I saw him close his eyes with his arms to my chest bracing himself like he had to protect himself from me. I felt him push me back but I grabbed his shoulders hugging him close to me.
"You will never be his… You are my little brother… And I disapprove…"
"It's not you choice! It is nobody's choice! It's fate! You can't take him from me!"
I watched in awe as he yelled at me. He pulled back and ran across the room holding his back to a broken wall.
"GO AWAY, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU ANYMORE!" He screamed and went onto his knees to the floor. His face cringed in pain. I heard a buzzer go off and he looked down in fear. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a phone crying wiping the tears off of his face he looked up at me.
"My time is up…" He answered the phone as I heard a mumble from the other line.
"I'm sorry… I had to go… Please forgive me… Please…" He spoke into the phone.
His eyes widened as he held the phone tighter. "I'm okay… No, I am not crying… Nothings wrong…"
I heard a scream all the way from where I was standing, and then it all went silent… Sasuke hung up the phone moving his hand slowly putting the phone back into his pocket then he grabbed something else. Like a pale corpse he pulled out a gun as he cracked his back standing up again. He pointed the gun at me with no smile at all.
"I am not going with you… And I will give you one last clue… 'Don't let yourself become so angry that you stop loving, because one day, you'll wake up from that anger, and the person you love will be gone.' So it doesn't rhyme but I think it might be good enough… Goodbye…"
I ran after him and he faced the gun straight at my head as he climbed through the broken wall.
"Wait!"
He turned his head looking straight into my eyes as he was already through.
"You never got the answer to the second question… The answer is yes… I am happy… I thought you should know that… Just because that's what it looks like you want me to say…"
"I hope that is true… Because if it isn't I might have to kill you…" He threw the gun at me hitting me right where it hurts. I fell down to my knees hold my crotch as he ran. Well, he still had a arm…
His hair like a fallen angel was the last thing I saw as he ran away… Though his eyes where the last thing I remembered…
I grabbed the gun off the floor surprised that I didn't even have a chance to use mine. I disarmed the gun and attempted to take the bullet out when I pulled out the chamber to find nothing but Blanks. Even if he shot he wouldn't hit anything. All that would come out would be some noise and smoke. He wasn't going to kill me… Just scare me…
I shook off the joy of the thought that Sasuke didn't want to kill me and smiled down at the ground. He let me touch him. So now I can find him…
I reached into my pants taking out a potable tracker and called up Shikamaru.
"I got it… He is heading north east. He is going bit fast so I think he stole transportation. Great idea of bring a tracker…"
"Shikamaru…"
"Ya?"
"Sasuke is hurt… I need your help… No cops… I need to bring Sasuke home… At least for now… Please… Don't tell anyone…"
"Got it… I just sent the signal to your GPS, it will be activated fully tomorrow… I want you to sleep for now, so to make sure of that I am withholding his location from you for a while… Now sleep…"
"It's not like I will be able to…"
"Sleep… Go home and sleep…"
"I think I might stay here for a bit… Bye…"
I hung up on him and walked out of the terrorizing room down the hall way almost hearing the screams of my family with each step. But everything bad went away when I walked into Sasuke's old bedroom. I went and sat on Sasuke's old bed and laid down after a minute on my side and just closed my eyes. I can explain this to Kisame tomorrow… Right now I don't want anyone to bother me… The bubbling feeling of guilt and hate kept me away for a bit. I was scared… Sasuke is precius to me and it is my fault that this happened to him… If I actually cared when he went to that prison I might have saved him…
I curdled up and fell asleep gripping the pillow like my life depended on it. It took me time to go to sleep, but in the end I passed out without any energy left in my body.
I'm going to come get you Sasuke…
Whether you like it or not…
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I drove though the dirt and mud of the back roads as I wiped the sweat from my brow. The make-up began to smooth off my face. I cringed as I felt rain begin to pour. My heart pounded as thoughts of Madara coming to get me himself ran through my mind, I could not ride along the road because Itachi might be looking for me with his car. So with my dirt bike I flew through the old thorny paths without a good view of any light.
My cheek stung and my lips felt like they were on fire. I had to run… I didn't want him to see me too long like this. I didn't want to hear his fake pledges of how much he cared… I felt like my stomach was ripped out of my body… The pain of just seeing him and just consumed me… But even through all that suffering, I was truly happy even though he showed a phony caring towards me… As long as he was happy, I would not care how long I belonged to Madara… But when we leave Konoha, my last clue with be the last part of the story I have wished to tell him… Though I don't think my story will ever be finished… As long as Itachi is happy, I will add more tragic things to the plot of my life, because it seems that the more I suffer, the happier Itachi becomes. My soul is already dead; Itachi's will forever be immortal… At least while I am around…
My driving skills became worse as it started to hail. I never was taught how to drive anything. Nothing but ride a skateboard had I learned. So the dirt bike was alien to me. When I got to the main road I saw some flashing lights and I began to cherish the fact that prison taught me many things…
"Do you have a license? You cannot ride this on the road…"
I looked down careful not to show my face. "No sir, I don't… I just live down the street and decided to test this thing out…"
"And you are not wearing a helmet… Please get off the bike sir…"
I felt awkward being called sir when I still felt 16… After all, how should I know how to act? I was confused.
"Sorry sir that would be a no…" He looked at me like I was nuts and looked at my face closely when I refused. He pulled up his radio and I stepped off my bike and kicked him in the face. He took out his gun but I dived for his legs. A shot echod through the streets and I grabbed his baton from his belt and smashed him in the back of his head making him fall to the floor before he had the chance to react. I snickered grabbing his keys and headed for his car. I picked up his radio and spoke into it knowing Madara could here me and he knew my voice from a mile away. We had hacked into the radio station with the help from Pein.
"Just a kid on a dirt bike, he was lost. Over."
"10-4, over and out."
I smiled and took my first attempt at driving. It was hailing out and I don't think I could stand one more hour out there. I drove off and turned the lights on so people would get out of my way. It worked better than I thought. I reached into the glove apartment and grabbed an extra gun and stuck it in my pocket. I heard an extra pair of sirens and realized that I must have not killed the cop as I thought. Or they just decided to follow me…
"This is unit 5446; we are in pursuit of a stolen police vehicle…"
"10-4, this is Nara Shikamaru of the closed Crying Killer Investigation, I have the authority right now over your commanding officer, stand down… This suspect is out of your hands. I repeat stand down troopers are on the way."
Shikamaru? They guy? Why is he telling them to back off? What is he planning? I picked up the radio knowing Madara can hear them. "Sorry, I might be late guys… And Shika? Nice to hear from you again… Your cops aren't backing off… If they don't back off right now they will regret it…"
"Back down men! Uchiha Sasuke, I insist that you settle down and go about your business… Remove yourself from the car and do not resist arrest, or we can get the troopers to come with some extra force…"
"Sorry Nara-sama… It's our regulations that we must remain in pursuit till others get here…"
I sighed knowing Shikamaru was just buying time for me to get away… But I don't understand why… He must be working with Itachi… But I don't need his help…
"I warn you… I don't know how to drive… So if I attempt to shoot you we might have a pile up…"
"I am picking you up…" I paused when I heard Madara's voice. Now was my time to stop the abuse for a couple weeks…
"Got it love…"
I heard a text on my cell phone and calculated the spot where I should stop around. I pointed the gun behind me and shot through the back window watching the cops swerve out of the way. I heard one of the tires go out and I quickly put both hands on the wheel. Spike strips…
The car became even harder to drive and I didn't know what any of the signs meant on the dashboard. I ran through an intersection scaring the cops behind me. I closed my eyes when I saw Madara's car and swerved the car so that I lost control…
I had to find a way to get around his anger… I hope this works out well. I under estimated the car and felt it hit a tree and it sent me tipping over since I was at the corner of a hill. I felt sorrow build up in my body and I just put the seatbelt on quickly as I felt the car go down… I needed to escape him for a bit. I have a doctor with Madara. Kakazu will fix me up if I really needed it.
I went into shock and I felt my body become nonresponsive… When I felt the car finally rolling to a stop I blacked out. The last thing I heard was Madara freaking out running over to me…
Well, at least he cared…
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SORRRY IIIIITTTTT"SSS SOOOOO LATE! I HAD TO DEAL WITH SOME PAIN THESE COUPLE DAYS! I am sorry but it is longer for you guys! LOVE YOU SHINOBI AND LOVE THE AWESOME SUBII!