Its only ruff (was done at 6am on the train to school) PLEASE REVIEW! I HOPE YOU ENJOY!
I turned to look at Jonny, I didn't know what to do or say. I turned to face Jonny with the note in my hand. "What's that" he said as he placed the bag in the corner of the room. "It's from Hanssen, he said to 'enjoy'" I couldn't help but feel sad. "Well Im tired so im going to go in the shower then bed" I said going over to my suit case trying to ignore what we had just found.
I took my towel and washing stuff out of my suit case and made my way to the bath room. Putting the shower on full blast, it scolded my skin as I got under it by decided not to turn it down as I deserved to feel the pain. My skin was burning as it turned bright red, I got out and looked in the mirror, the big dark circles around my eyes shocked me. I just stood there staring at myself and suddenly burst out crying. What was wrong with me? I thought. "Jac are you okay in there?" I forgot that Jonny was in the other room, I didn't mean to be so loud but I just ignore Jonny. Pulling myself together I got up and made my way out of the room as I forgot my clothes. I walked into the bedroom and started at Jonny who's eyes were glued to me. I got butterflies as I saw that face that he gave me every time I aroused him. I saw his eyes looking me up and down then they locked on mine. I took in a deep breath trying to prevent myself from crying, I was so overwhelmed over what had happened over the last few days. I couldn't keep it in and tears started to roll down my checks. Jonny slow walked over to me I could see the nerves in his eyes. I knew he didn't want to be near me. My legs went jelly which made me fall to the floor. "Oh, Jac" he said as he bent down and cradled me in his arms. He sat lent against the wall with me in his arms. I felt safe again like nothing could happen to me but I was still uncontrollably crying. We sat there for about an hour or two until he spoke "Jac, Jac listen to me" He said puling my chin up with his index finger. "What's wrong? Talk to me please, help me understand" he said wiping my tears away. "help you understand what?" I didn't want to wreck are moment, I knew we were never going to have another one like this. "Everything Jac" I looked into his big beautiful eyes.