Hey guys, sorry you had to wait but i'm in the middle of my finals so i should bes tudying but i just wanted to give you a short chapter to make your wait a bit more bearable. I'm afraid there isn't much fluff in this one, just a sort of link to the next that's coming up i guess. Anyway, enjoy and please tell me what you think!

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Last time on "I won't but i will" :

"You bit me? You did! You BIT me!"

She looked extremely offended and stared me right in the eye. Unaware at that moment of what had transpired just moments ago, that I was in fact stronger than the petite singer in front of me I looked at her with slight fear in my eyes. She had the look of a slightly insane person, like a mother lecturing a child. A very insane mother lecturing a very bad, ad child.

"I did."

"How dare you! I want an apology right now!"

Oh, I definitely needed help.

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You are pathetic.

Well that definitely wasn't my thought. I immediately turned my head towards my window. My neck was tingling, I could feel his presence near me. I wondered if he was in this room but I figured he wasn't or I would've seen him or heard him. Of course Rachel had been shrieking so he could've slipped passed me. I looked back at her face and saw the angry red cheeks and the glaring eyes. She was not impressed, I could tell but suddenly she didn't look so threatening anymore. I was a vampire after all, this whole situation had changed. She couldn't act all cute and boss me around anymore. Our dynamic had changed drastically and it wasn't just me being a vampire that caused that.

Send her away.

I whipped my head so fast towards the window again that I was close to having a whiplash. Seriously? He was going to tell me what to do? I could feel the outrage settling in myself, I could feel it grow. I was getting angry again. I realised I was getting angry a lot and I wondered if it had anything to do with my turning. It could be. I suddenly understood why he was here. I was a newly transformed fire, I had called for him, I had called for help. And I definitely could use him now. I had so many questions going through my mind.

That's why I'm here remember.

I promised you I would come when you called for me.

For a second I forgot about the beautiful brunette standing across me from the room looking at me with an incredulous expression plastered on her face. I couldn't seem to turn my head away from the window though, I didn't want to face her anymore. Suddenly I felt a tiredness settling in my bones. I could feel how exhausted I was becoming. These last few hours had been truly killing me. Who was I kidding? The last few months had been slowly killing me. Bot figuratively and literally, I had been dying.

"Quinn?"

I didn't answer her. I didn't want to. I felt like a whiny little baby, I just wanted to be left alone.

"Quinn?"

I didn't want her here anymore. I didn't want to look at her pretty puppy like eyes. I didn't want to see her beautiful features all scrunched up in a frown. I just wanted her to be gone already. But I knew she wasn't going to leave like that. If she wanted an explanation before, I was sure that she would not move another foot until I gave her some answers right now.

"Fabray! Lucy Quinn Fabray!"

I ignored her, still stuck in my thoughts.

"Damn it answer me LUCY!"

I think you better calm her down.

I sighed and looked up to the ceiling before I locked my eyes on her.

"Oh so now I've got your attention do i?"

I hadn't realised she'd come to stand so close to me. I immediately felt my body flaring up. Heat was cursing through me at a rapid speed, the venom was already tingling again, ready to inject itself in my muscles like a silver drug that would shoot this body of mine into action. I could see it unfold in my head. How my fangs would slip out, I would literally jump her and meanwhile my body would get even more lean, even more strong, even more beautiful. I would sink my teeth in her neck again so deep she'd never be able to lose the scars. I'd mark her as mine, suck her dry while my hands would be busy ripping off her clothes and..

You need to stop right now dear woman.

You will lose control if you don't.

Oh my god! My eyes widened and I stumbled back until I felt the back of my legs hitting the bed. I stared at her face, clearly she had seen how my eyes had darkened and I can imagine how frightened she must've been to see that primal look on my face again. I remember the fear in her eyes when she struggled me. The big wide doe eyes I loved so much. I felt sick all of a sudden and placed a hand on my stomach to quell the nausea.

"What's happening to you Quinn?"

I looked at her with a desperate face. I didn't know exactly what I was going on, I only knew what she knew. I'd bitten her and I'd turned into a vampire. I was dangerous, I wanted to feed on her, fuck her, devour her all at once and the anger I still felt towards her wasn't helping to drown the guilt I found myself bathing in.

"I don't know."

She looked at me with such concern I just felt like I was punched in the gut.

"I can't answer your questions right now. I need to know some answers myself first."

I can't give you the answers when she is still here.

She nodded but made no attempt to leave the room.

"You should just.. Just go now all right? Just forget about today, tonight whatever, just.. just go okay?"

I watched her eyes become hard and all the emotion was wiped off her face. It hurt even worse than that concerned expression.

I will make her forget this, she will never remember this day, I promise you.

"Don't ever look back Rachel. I mean it, this.." and I pointed at myself while saying it "..is not your precious little Lucy anymore. I'm different now, not that I was ever yours to begin with."

She scoffed at that and closed the distance with angry little steps. When she reached me she pressed herself up against me, both arms gripping the edge of my bed, not giving me a chance to move, to break free although I knew, as did she, that when I called it this time I would be out of her grasp. But curiosity made me freeze up.

Curiosity killed the cat.

I blocked the taunting voice out and focused on her almost pitch black eyes. I could smell her arousal pouring out of her in waves and I couldn't control the moan that vibrated deep in my throat. She chuckled darkly.

"Never yours huh?"

"Not since the day you said yes to him."

That shut her up. Now she was just looking at me intensely, trying to find something in my face, in my eyes. I knew what she was searching for and I did everything I could not to let it show.

Switch off you emotions dear miss Fabray, it will help.

I displayed my disgust and hatred plainly and of course I couldn't deny the lust but that was all she was going to see before I smoothed my face out like a plastic baby doll with a fake smile playing on my lips. I had found the switch he had been talking about. It was easy to find. It hurt to switch it off at first btu then I felt numb. I saw the hurt as she pulled away from me but I refused to let it her see how I cared. I didn't want to care about her. I shouldn't. I felt the switch pushing back up, I hadn't gotten it to be turned off completely apparently. But I still went with it.

"Just go back to your husband Rachel."

I told her with a monotone voice.

"He's probably worried about you."

I saw guilt flash through her eyes followed by annoyance. That only riled me up more.

"Has he called yet?"

I could see her hand reach for her phone but she stopped herself, already knowing the answer I snickered evilly.

"Yeah, I figured."

She looked down to the floor, I could feel the pain rolling off of her in waves but I only felt more angry by it. I was losing control real quick this time. It wasn't going to take long before I finally exploded, the last months, years of pain and hurt finally catching up with me. All the nights I spent alone reading, sipping from my wine, going out to bars having random drunken sex only to feel just as alone as when I entered the place. It was all coming back to me and I felt blinded by rage. I was seeing red now and I knew I had to make her leave. In all my hatred I still loved her, she needed to be safe. And in order for her to be safe she needed to get out.

That's what I told you five minutes ago dear woman.

"Why don't you skype him then Rachel?"

I knew it was a low blow from the moment the words left my lips. But I knew it was going to work like a charm. Wide eyes looked up at me, flashing with hurt. It was clearly written on her face.

How could you?

I knew she'd remember.