A.N: Sorry I haven't updated in a while! I hope you like this depressing romantic on-shot!
Requested by: TheLaughingPanda
Song My Last Breath
By: Evanescence
Couple: Hisana and Byakuya
Hisana's POV
I looked outside from were I lay at what was my death bed, it was a beautiful spring day, the birds were singing, the sakura trees were in full bloom, and everything was just peaceful.
It was in my opinion a perfect day to die.
The only thing missing would be my my husband, and of course finding my beloved sister that I had abandoned so long ago.
hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was, "I love you and I'm not afraid"
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
Just then Byakuya came in huffing and puffing looking very un-Byakuya like.
I couldn't help but laugh. He just looked so ruffled with his hair in a disarray.
"Hisana, the doctor called, he said.." he didn't finished.
"Yes, it seems that my time in this world is coming to a close" I closed my eyes and tuned my face to the ceiling.
Byakuya's nearly silent footsteps were heard as he made his way over to me and knelt down next to me, taking my weak hand in his bigger, warmer one.
I opened my eyes and looked into his sad eyes.
Reaching a hand I lay it on the side of his face and caressed his cheek, he leaned in.
"Darling, you know that no matter were I am, I will always be with you, and I'm not afraid, I lived a long happy life, I have but only one regret, and that is abandoning my sister. Byakuya? Are you listing to me?" he seemed like he was in another world, like my words came out one ear and out the other.
"Hisana, what kind of husband would I be if I didn't listen to ever single word that would slip from your beautiful lips?" I blushed at his words, this was the man I fell in love with.
"Good, now as I was saying, Byakuya, marrying was the best thing that ever happen to me, and I I just wish that I could have given you children, and raise them with you." a sad tear ran down my cheek, which he wiped away,
"Shh, its okay, I like you, have no regrets, marrying you has been a blessing, and I don't care what the elders said, you Hisana were the one for me." he continued stoking my cheek.
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
I gave a sigh and shut my eyes a fit of coughs overcame my body.
Byakuya helped me into a sitting position so that I wouldn't end up dying then and there,
Once he lay me back down and closed my eyes, letting my brain fill with all the memories of being Hisana Kuchiki, wife to the noble and captain of division 6 of the 13 court guard squads, Byakuya Kuchiki.
There were so many loving moments, but there was one memory that sprung to my mind
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
"Byakuya do you remember my fist winter here?" I opened my eyes and looked up at him.
I could see it in his eyes that he too remembered that winter.
I remember like it was yesterday,
~Flashback~
Byakuya and I were out on a stroll, and I watched in fascination as the small delicate snowflakes fell with such grace.
I turned to Byakuya, "Darling if I ever become a soul reaper I wish to have a snow type Zanpakuto. They just seem so beautiful, almost as beautiful and fierce as your Senbonzakura." I smiled up at my husband. At that time I was not with disease.
"But Hisana, your soul is to warm and kind to be that of an ice Zanpakuto." He said in that cold voice of his.
I pouted, "Byakuya your being so cold again." I sighed, "Well Mr. Know-it-All, what kind of Zanpakuto would I have?" I looked up at him with a slight pout on my face.
He was quiet for a minute before started, "One that would suite your personalty of course" he replied.
Rolling you violet eyes I walk up ahead of him and walk onto the bridge and look onto the frozen river.
Byakuya came next to me as we both looked at the beautiful scene in front of us.
Then I carfuly formed a ball of snow and in the last second I throw it it him.
There was a moment of silence before he himself through one back.
We have never laughed so much then we did that moment.
~End~
"That was a really good day, don't you think? I wish I could just see the snow one last time" I looked at the window, and saw nothing but sunlight and a warm breeze.
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
"Is that something you truly wish?" He asked me.
I looked at him, "Byakuya even with all the money in the world you can't possibly hake it snow.
"But what if I can?" then he stood up and called a hell butterfly and sent a message that I didn't hear.
"Byakuya come back here if I'm going to die I want you here not there" I commanded.
Obediently he came and sat next to me, "Don't talk like that Hisana." He whispered.
"But it's true, and your going to have to live without me, and I want you to be happy okay? The only thing I ask is that you find my sister. Can you promise me that? Promise me that you will find her, and protect her like a sister, I want her to call you brother one day, I just wish I could meet her again, and tell her how sorry I am, but you must not tell her that I am her sister, I don't deserve to be called her sister." I let another tear slip past my eye.
"I promise love."
Closing your eyes to disappear,
You pray your dreams will leave you here;
But still you wake and know the truth,
No one is there...
I Opened my eyes and looked at him, adsorbing his handsome features, "Man, how did I get so lucky" I asked no on in particular.
"I should be the one saying that" He told me.
"Don't be silly, I'm nothing special" I told him, a blush making its self known on my face.
"Hisana you are and always will be the most beautiful girl that has walked this earth, don't you ever forget that." I smiled and closed my eyes, which were becoming very heavy as a wave of pain overcame me.
Byakuya took my hand and I squeezed it with what little strength I had left.
"I'm sorry" I apologized.
"There is nothing you have to apologize for" he replied, giving my hand a squeeze.
"No maybe if I had listened and took better care of myself I could spend more time with you, and maybe I would have been able to save Rukia from the horrors of hanging dog, and we could have lived as a family." were was this felling of regret coming from? I thought I came to turms with this.
"No there is nothing we could have done Hisana, nothing anyone could have done" with that said she bent down and kissed me tenderly on the lips and scooped me up and hugged me.
Say goodnight,
Don't be afraid,
Calling me, Calling me as you fade to black.
"Shhh, its okay, no matter what, I'll be with you" He was comfortine me.
"No I'm supposed to be reasuring you that I;m not afraid! I'm not supposed to be crying!" but here I was tears running down my face.
"If you were not crying, I would be concerned." he told me truthfully.
Then a hell butterfly came and landed on his finger.
"Love I'm going to need you to sit up okay?" I was confused but I nodded and I sat up and leaned Byakuya and faced outside.
"Byakuya I don't understand"
"Just watch"
(Say goodnight) Holding my last breath
(Don't be afraid) Safe inside myself
(Calling me, calling me) Are all my thoughts of you?
Sweet raptured life, it ends here tonight
Then the impossible happened. Flakes of snow started falling.
My eyes widened.
"You didn't, but how?" I looked behind me to looked at my husband, who's emotions were guarded.
"I called in a favor with the department of research and development." he looked down at me.
We watch the artificial snow fall and I asked one more request.
"Can you help me? I want to stand in it" I bit my lip as I asked.
He swallowed and nodded, standing up he helped me to my feet, and carefully put an arm around my waist, and lead me outside.
I was barefoot, so I felt the snow, the grass.
I held out a hand and watched as the artificial snow actually melted in my hand. I laughed and looked up, closing my eyes and basked in the sun.
I leaned up and instantly Byakuya knew what I wanted, and leaned down and kissed me, slow and sweet.
I begain feeling tired.
"Byakuya love, can you help me back? I think its time." there was hesitaion before we slowly made our way back to my bed.
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
(Holding my last breath)
As I lay there, feeling my life slipping away I gave my lasts request.
"Byakuya, remember find my sister, and treat her like a sister, she's had such an awful life, and I want you to be happy, meet someone, fall in love again, but don't forget me, because I don't know were my soul will go after this life, but I believe I can still live here, " I paused and put my hand to his chest, were his heart was, "If I'm not forgotten."
I lay my hand back, and indulged in the feeling of Byakuya holding my hand and creasing my face.
"I'll find her, and I will never forget you Hisana, I could never forget you." then I felt a tear on my face.
My eyes snapped open, "Byakuya smile, I want the last think I see be your smiling face, please?" and with some difficulty he did just that, and I finally closed my eyes, the image of Byakuya's smiling face the last thing I saw before I slipped away.
A/N: THAT WAS SO HARD TO WRITE! I'm crying a bit! I hope everyone likes this!
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