Aloha! Gracias por tus reviews! I love y'all so much! Wooo... Did anyone see the Elevate Music Vid.? Oooh... I made me all happy inside :D I love BTR! Please enjoy this chapter... a little bit of sadness at the end but... sighs... I hope y'all like it! But MadChile1008, Wynter-Solstice and her sister will kill me if they read this chap! Cuz they love me lol :D

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Quotes/Lyrics used in this chapter:

Your lips taste like heaven so why should I stop? - Lyric from Dance Again by J-Lo ft. Pitbull

If I was your boyfriend, I'd never let you go. - Lyrics from Boyfriend by Justin Bieber

Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed. – My Paper Heart by All-American Rejects

Love At First Sight

You can't go back to how things were. How you thought they were. All you really have is...now. – Hannah Baker in Th1rteen R3asons Why by Jay Asher

*No One's PoV*

'Kendall, wait. I need to talk to you.'

James looked down at the blonde, staring into his eyes. Those eyes were so beautiful, he thought, the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.

Almost on impulse, because he'd wanted to, so badly, ever since the night before, he leaned down and pressed his lips to the blonde's.

Immediately, Kendall opened his mouth and allowed James access into it. God, it was so amazing, neither of them wanted to stop. Their hearts pounded together, at the same pace. Kendall wrapped his hands around James' neck and pulled him closer.

He never wanted to let go. He wanted to eat James alive, or at least that's what it felt like, but James didn't care. He held Kendall's waist gently, their lips moving in perfect sync. Kendall sucked on James bottom lip, and the brunet felt himself getting hard.

'Kendall, stop,' James whispered, pulling away with effort. 'If you continue, I'll have a hard-on for the rest of the day, and that wouldn't be good.'

Kendall pecked him, smiling. 'Your lips taste like heaven, so why should I stop?'

James blushed, his mind already working for the perfect comeback. 'If I was your boyfriend, I'd never let you go,' he said, hoping that Kendall would understand what he was implying.

But suddenly, the memories flooded Kendall, memories of James hurting him, breaking him, and now he just wants Kendall to forget it?

Was he just supposed to forget everything and be James' boyfriend?

That was impossible. Kendall didn't believe in love at first sight. He wanted to fall for James so badly, but the brunet had to prove himself first. But he didn't. He didn't even apologize.

'Please just don't...' he started, voice cracking, a tear running down his face. It hurt to do this, but he was afraid to let James in, afraid that James would fuck with his mind again. 'Please just don't play with me,' he said again, his voice in whispers, 'my paper heart will bleed,' he finished, looking up into James' eyes.

When he said that, all the light in James' eyes diminished, it was as if all the life had gone out of him. 'Kendall-, 'he started but the blond cut him off.

'Je suis si désole,' Kendall whispered, before rushing out the door.

James stood there, frozen in shock, before what just happened dawned on him. Why didn't he saw he was sorry before doing anything? Was he that much of an idiot? Now Kendall probably thought he was just playing him.

Je suis si désole, Kendall had said. James hadn't taken French, but he was pretty sure he knew what that meant.

I'm so sorry.

...

*Carlos PoV*

I entered Starbucks with Kendall and Logan, my mind going over all the events of today. I went back to when I told James I was gay. I'd felt like a complete asshole because of everything. Sometimes I say things that I don't mean to say. But even if I thought I had a chance with James, I was wrong.

He was absolutely and irrevocably in love with that Kendall Knight. He just needed to get his head out of his ass and realize that. And the thought wasn't as bad as I thought it to be. My crush for him was slowly fading, and it was being replaced by admiration and feelings for someone else.

Logan.

After James had left, I sat down and thought about everything. I thought about why I had a 'crush' on James, thought about life, thought about love.

Who was always there for me?

Logan.

Who always gave me advice?

Logan.

Who stuck by me, and my ideas, no matter what James and Kendall thought?

You guessed it- Logan.

Logan cared for me, not matter what. I realized that I liked him, and not just because he was my best friend.

'Carlos. Carlos,' I was wrenched from dreamland when I heard the object of my affections call me.

Object of my affections? What the fuck is that, Carlos?

'What do you want?' Kendall butted in.

I really had no idea what I wanted. 'Surprise me,' I told Logan.

He smiled, and my heart pounded. His actions never really affected me before. So why were they affecting me now?

One hour, three corndogs, two lattes and a banana split later, I was sitting on a bench outside of Starbucks with Kendall while Logan went to use the bathroom.

'Why don't you just ask him out? He's not gonna say no.'

What?

Kendall winked at me when I blushed. 'It's really obvious, you two like each other. Go for it, Carlos. You've gotten over James already, haven't you? Now's your chance with Logan.'

WHAT?

How did he know that?

Kendall winked at me again, the stretched across and ruffled my hair. 'He's coming back and I'm going. It's your chance, 'Litos. Grasp it.'

He got up, and I managed to whisper harshly, 'Kendall don't leave me!' But he just waved at me over his shoulder and continued walking.

Just then Logan slid into the seat that Kendall had previously occupied. 'Where's he going?' he asked, gesturing to Kendall.

'Um... I don't really know,' I said, my face heating up as I remembered what Kendall said.

Why don't you just ask him out? He's not gonna say no. It's really obvious, you two like each other. Go for it, Carlos. You've gotten over James already, haven't you? Now's your chance with Logan. It's your chance, 'Litos. Grasp it.

Why don't I do it? It's not as if I could go back and change what I said, change how James felt about me. A quote from a really good book that Logan once forced me to read, Th1rteen R3asons Why came back to me.

You can't go back to how things were. How you thought they were. All you really have is...now.

I looked up at Logan who was nibbling a corndog. He looked so cute.

'Hey Logan,' I said, drawing the boy's attention. 'Do you want to go out on a date?'

Logan's eyes widened, and he blushed.

'Yes. Yes I would.'

...

*No One's PoV*

Kendall was walking alone by himself in a park when the truth hit him like a ton of bricks. He actually staggered over to bench and sat down, his head in his hands.

Kendall's been helping so much people to fall in love; he's never got time for himself. It's shocking, really, that for such a nice, loving, caring person, Kendall's never dated anyone.

Truth was, Kendall was a hopeless romantic. So he didn't want to ask someone out, then fall in love. He wanted it to be love at first sight. Cliché, but that was his dream. And he didn't really care what gender they were. He just wanted someone to love him, and he'll love them back.

He remembered a motto the boys lived by:

I'll always be beside you till the very end, wiping all your tears away, being your best friend, I'll smile when you smile and feel all the pain you do, and if you cry a single tear, I promise I'll cry too.

Was that all he was? A best friend that helps people to find their soul mate?

Yet he can't believe that he's helped so much people fall in love, and it didn't start with James, Logan or Carlos.

In eighth grade, he got Dak and Jo together, and they never broke up since. And that was a long time ago.

He introduced his 'brother', Kevin to his girlfriend, Arianna, and now they were celebrating their fifth anniversary together. They even planned on getting married soon.

As Kendall sat there, he thought about all the people he's helped - Dak and Jo, Kevin and Arianna, Ajay and Millie, Leah and Joshua, Celeste and Dougie. Now, he can add his real brother and his best friend, and Logan and Carlos.

But he still wonders why he himself can't ever fall in love. Why he can't find the person of his dreams. Didn't he at least deserve that feeling called love? So why was life being so terrible to him?

'OH MY GAWD! THAT'S KENDALL SCHMIDTTTTT!' He heard a girl scream.

He looked up, and saw a mob of girls (and guys?) running towards him.

Fuck. He sighed, and then ran for his life.

So we end this chapter with a happy Cargan, two running Kendalls and a sad James. Sigh.

But... tell me. Do you want KendallS to be with anyone? One of KKs BFFs? A random guy? Random girl? Katie? (eew no lol)

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And you! Yes you! Go read Th1rteen R3asons Why by Jay Asher! It's such a beautiful, inspirational, motivational book. I loved it.

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