Hey guise! Did everyone see Backstage Rush? I loved it... Hehe 'wordpages'... It was a completely Kames episode

Sorry for the long-ish wait... and THANKS for the reviews! I'm dedicating this chapter to my guy friend, Uzair, because he deserves it... He may never see it, but as I said before, he deserves it.

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To Be or Not To Be

My hands tugged at his hair, and he arched his back, his hands tightening in my hair. I pulled him closer and closer, until there was no space left between us. I wanted more of him, I needed more of him.

'James,' he moaned into the kiss, sending waves of pleasure riding up and down my body. 'Fuck me. Please.'

I looked him in the eyes, and seeing lust-blown pupils staring back at me longingly washed away any of my doubts. I loved him so much.

'Are you sure?' I asked and he nodded vigorously.

I crashed my lips into his once more, and we became entangled once more. Damn, Kendall was so fucking sexy, I just wanted to eat him alive.

So I did.

I bit down into his neck sucking and biting, and I could feel the blood rush through his veins, the excited buzz as it gathered under that one spot where I was attached to. It was drawing out his energy, and I could feel him getting weak, but I was supporting him, pinning him to the wall.

I pulled away, admiring my masterpiece, then stared deeply into his eyes, sliding my hands under his shirt, feeling hard ridges of muscle, not as much as mine, but fuck, he had abs. And I wanted to see them so badly.

I ripped off his shirt, and trailed my hands down to under his ass, and holding him up, I walked us both to the bed. Laying him down gently, I crawled on top of him, grinding down, and even through our pants, it was sensual. I wanted to just rip off everything and fuck him senseless.

He moaned out my name, and I bit my lip. He was such a turn-on. I trailed down his chest, peppering small kisses, taking a long journey, and loving where it was taking me. When I reached his mound, I mouthed him, and he arched his back, gripping my hair.

'James,' he said through gritted teeth. 'Stop fucking teasing me.'

I smiled and pulled down his pants and boxers.

*Kendall K PoV*

I saw stars when James took me in. I was literally trembling as I gripped his hair, urging his for more. It was like heaven on earth. 'James...' I moaned, and fuck, he was using his tongue.

I was melting like chocolate, but what the hell, I need more of him. I began thrusting blindly into the warm heat, like a bull ramming blindly into a wall, the wall never faltering, the bull never stopping.

I felt a tingling in the pits of his stomach and I immediately, forcefully tried to stop.

'Ja- James...' I said again. 'Stop. I don't wanna come yet,' I said, my voice weak, I didn't want him to stop, but I didn't want to come yet.

But I wanted him so bad, I wanted him even more than the oxygen I was breathing. My body yearned for him. I reached out and grabbed his shirt, pulling him down for a bruising kiss, pulling off his shirt. Seeing that perfectly sculpted body made realization hit me with a bang. I've seen James Maslow naked up to his underwear, never more. And I may be the first person who he's ever had sex with. Just those thoughts turned me on even more.

He stood up and took off his pants, revealing sexy black boxer-briefs. His erection was very prominent in those tight briefs. My breath hitched and I gripped the sheets. If I was standing, I would have fainted, probably. This was it. This was the moment.

He pulled off the briefs and my world spun upside down. My fingers tore into the sheets as my heart raced as I came to a conclusion. James Maslow is a god, like in Percy Jackson, like those gods that walked the earth. He was perfectly perfect.

He crawled on top of me, his bare rump brushing mine, and I shivered. It was surreal. James stuck two fingers in my mouth, and I didn't know what the fuck he was doing, because I was a freaking virgin, so I let him take control.

I sucked the fingers, before James pulled them out, smiling at me, then situated himself between my legs, before pushing one in.

I groaned at the feeling of the intrusion. There was no pain, but it was uncomfortable. He slid in another, and it was really starting to get painful. Was sex always this painful?

He added another and I whimpered as he scissored his fingers, stretching me, before pulling out then sliding back in. I don't know what he did, but I saw a flash of lightning and bliss rode in waves up and down my body, leaving momentarily blind with pleasure.

'What is that?' I whispered, jerking as he brushed the same spot again.

'It's called your prostrate, babe,' he whispered before pulling out his fingers and pasting a chaste kiss on my lips.

I shuddered, as he lined his dick up by my entrance, pushing in slowly. Pain shot up my spine, how the fuck were three fingers supposed to prepare me for this?

I tried my best not to show any pain, but James saw right through my facade. He captured me in a kiss, and that simple kiss washed away all of my pain and my body became adjusted to the painful intrusion.

James began to move, and the pain was still there, but lessened now. I was beginning to see stars, then a jolt of electricity ran through me as James brushed my prostrate, leaving me shaken.

'Ja-James...' I croaked, unable to close my eyes, caught up in hazel ones. 'Faster.'

James began to move faster, hitting my prostrate perfectly, and I moaned as waves of pleasure erupted one after the other in my abdomen.

'Fuck,' I whispered, his voice uneven. 'Right there. Right there. Oh my- FUCK!' I screamed, as James touched it again, this time he struck it with more force.

James sped up his pace even faster, and began striking my prostrate over and over again, making me scream until I was hoarse.

Strike after strike, I screamed until he was left whimpering. James bent and captured Kendall in a kiss without slowing his pace.

'Touch me James,' I said, and he wrapped his hand around me, stroking me in time with his thrusts.

'Come for me babe,' he whispered in my ear, and coils of pleasure twisted in my stomach, and I came, hard, his body jerking.

James came mere seconds later, filling me to the brim, before collapsing on top of me, both of us panting heavily.

Unable to help myself, I began to giggle. He looked up, frowning. 'What's wrong?'

'I just had sex with James Maslow!' I said, smiling happily. He blushed.

'Not that many people want to have sex with me...' he said as I raised my eyebrow, before I heard my mother yelling for Katie.

We both froze. 'Your... mother's home?' James asked me, eyes wide.

I nodded swallowing hard, then I remembered something important.

'She can't hear anything.'

James frowned again. 'She's deaf?'

'Noooo... She had the walls to my room custom-made so that you would hear any sound coming out of it, only any sounds coming in, because whenever I practice my guitar or play my music really loud, it annoys her.'

'Oh... okay...' James said, blushing.

We lay there in silence, James playing with my hair, me just staring at him.

'Um Kendall...' he started, his face heating up again. 'How... was...' he said awkwardly, gesturing with his hands.

'Sex?' I asked, James looked so cute blushing. He nodded and I kissed him. 'It was amazing.'

'And Kendall...' he said, looking cute again. 'Will you be my boyfriend?'

My eyes lit up. 'Of course, James.'

He smiled and kissed me again.

...

*Kendall S*

'Do you think they're okay?' I asked Phillip as we sat idly in the car staring at the house for some sort of movement.

'Well... Considering he's not falling out of any windows, and there are no screams for help, I think it's probably going pretty well.'

I shrugged. 'True. Let's just hope Kendall didn't kill him.'

'He's certainly capable of that,' Phillip said smiling at me.

We sat there in a comfortable silence for a little while before Phillip spoke again. 'So you're Kendall's brother?'

'That's the seventeenth time you've asked me that. And yes I am.'

Phillip groaned. 'This is the most confusing day of my life. Okay. Let me get this straight. You and Kendall are brothers, Kendall and James are probably in a room fucking, and it's not a dream?'

I nodded slowly. 'Yep.' There was a silence once more before I spoke again. 'So do you like me now?'

He frowned, clearly confused. 'What?'

'Before you said you hated me and I asked you to get to know me before you decide if you like me. Do you like me?'

I wanted him to say yes so bad, it ached.

He shrugged. 'I've known Kendall all my life, and even I couldn't have expected this to happen, but you helped him, and now hopefully he's happy. So I think I do like you, because you saved my best friend's life.'

I blew a sigh of relief. I outstretched my hand. 'Friends?'

He raised an eyebrow, before shaking my hand.

'Friends it is.'

My heart leaped, staring deep into his eyes. We stayed there for a while, just communicating through our eyes, until I felt some kind of connection pull me in, against my will, and he leaned forward also before our 'moment' was broken by a loud vibrating sound.

'What is that?' I asked, unable to meet his eyes.

'Sorry, that's my phone,' he said, fumbling for the annoying device in his pocket.

He looked up, his face filled with horror, and disbelief written on his face, until they morphed into a sheepish look.

'What's wrong? Who is it?' I asked, wondering why he had those facial expressions.

'It's my girlfriend,' he muttered before answering the call.

All the blood drained out of my face.

Girlfriend?

...

*No One's PoV*

'Logan!' Carlos whined as he rolled over on the couch.

'Yes Carlos?' Logan said from the floor as he flipped through channels.

'Let's go on a date! I'm bored.' Carlos said, sitting up.

Logan froze. 'C-Carlos a-are y-'

But of course Carlos wasn't listening. 'I know!' he snapped his fingers as he got an idea. 'Let's go to the movies and see The Avengers. I really want to see that! Go Thor!'

He sprang off the couch and grabbed Logan's hand, pulling him as he ran/walked out the door; Logan barely managing to turn off the TV and throw the remote on the dining table before he succumbed to Carlos' stampede to the movie theatre.

OMG :) I can't wait to write about Cargan's date! And the weird evil girl is coming back... Maybe I should give her a name :) Anywho... Killip's in trouble, peeps! What are we gonna do? And did u like the Kames sex? Took me forever to write cos its been a while since I've written smut. :D

Again sorry if I take a while to update again, but if I do... blame Wynter-Solstice because she gots me sick! Arghh!

SO... please review? Please? Lol the review button is sooo big now! Hehe :)

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CHELZI XD