A quick update :P And thanks Seliiia for reviewing and telling me that it's not Sarah, but really Zera. :) I think I'll keep it Sarah though. I've already used her so many times already. I don't know when I'll get time to update again, so it's better now than never :D

Forgive Me?

*Knight PoV

James didn't reply.

I frowned as I picked up my phone for what seemed like the fifteenth time. I tried to convince myself that he was busy, that he had to prepare for the signing that he had in half an hour, yet somehow an annoying little voice kept telling me that he didn't want me anymore.

But he promised. Well not directly, but it was a silent promise. Wasn't it?

I had to get James back. I rolled off my bed, slowly formulating a plan in his head. I bit my lip, loping down the stairs, looking for Katie. I spotted her in the living room, watching Storage Wars.

'Why do you watch that shit?' I asked frowning.

Katie ignored me and continued watching the show. I sighed. 'Katie. I need a favor.'

Katie frowned and folded her arms. 'What do you want?'

'I need you to go all fan-girly on mom and tell her that you want to go to the BTR signing at the mall with me.'

Katie twisted her face. 'Why would I want to go to that?'

'Because you love your big brother? And I'll carry you to the most luxurious hotel in Minnesota to meet James,' I smiled awkwardly.

Katie scoffed. 'That's not gonna happen. Why can't you go by yourself?'

'I'm gonna look weird by myself among a crowd of girls. But if my wonderful, amazing, baby sister was with me…' I trailed off, looking at her hopefully.

'What's the catch?' Katie said, looking at him suspiciously.

'There's no catch, I promise. If I can't get you a personal meeting with James, then you could have my electric guitar for a month.'

A smile broke across Katie's face. She'd been trying to at least touch that guitar since I got it, but I never let anyone get close to it. It was expensive, and I'd bought it with my own money. 'Two months, and you have to give me the amp too.'

I sighed. The things I'd do just to get James back. 'Fine. Now summon your inner fangirl and get me to that signing!'

Katie smiled and got up, turning off the television. She walked up to our mother's room. I followed in her footsteps, but stayed out of sight, hiding behind the door.

'Mom!' Katie said, and Mrs. Knight looked up from reading, groaning internally.

'Yes, Katie?'

'I heard that you're letting Kendall go the signing…' she said, hope layered in her voice, and I could imagine her, hands clasped tightly with those big puppy dog eyes.

'Yes, but he said he didn't want to go,' Mrs. Knight said, a note of resignation in her voice.

'What?' Katie said. 'But mom, I want to go! Please. Big Time Rush is amazing! And James is so hot, and Logan's soooo adorable… Pleeeeease, mom!'

There was a thump, and it sounded as if Katie was on her knees, puppy eyes in full effect.

Mrs. Knight sounded tired when she spoke. 'Fine. But only if Kendall's carrying you. Now leave me alone, I need some rest.'

'Thanks mom!'Katie said, bounding out the room, giving me a high five.

A big grin stretched across my face as I ran over to my room. I needed something, anything to carry to get signed. 'Katie!' I yelled, across the hallway.

'What?' Katie said, appearing in the doorway of her room.

'Come and choose what you want to carry with you to the signing.'

Katie walked over and glanced into my room, face twisting. 'Can you give me a break? What's with all the posters? Dude, you need serious therapy.'

I sat on my bed. 'Just shut up and come here.'

Katie rolled her eyes, entering the room. 'Just get me a Logan poster. That guy is sex on a stick.'

I looked up at my sister in surprise. 'You like Logan?'

Katie blushed. 'A little.'

I was shocked. My sister actually liked someone from BTR! 'Sorry there, lil sis. Logan's fucking Carlos now.'

Katie's eyes opened wide. 'Really?' she bounded over to my side. 'Cargan is real? Omg that's so fucking hot.' There was a dreamy look in her eyes.

Was this Katie Knight? I couldn't believe it. I snapped out of my trance and searched through my drawer. 'I don't have much Logan posters-'

'Because all of them are of James. I know. But Carlos and Logan are so cute together! Do you have any of them in a picture together?'

I looked over at my sister worriedly. What's was wrong with her?

'There's nothing wrong with me, big brother,' Katie assured me, reading my expression. 'I've just been a secret Rusher all along.' She smiled.

I grinned, and continued searching through the pictures. Finally I found one with Logan and Carlos, from a photoshoot, a while ago. 'Is this good?'

Katie smiled. 'It's perfect! Do you have a marker?'

I shuffled through the tons of James pictures on my desk before finding a green marker underneath. 'Here.' I tossed it to her. 'What are you gonna do?'

She didn't respond, and I walked over. On the page was written 'Cargan Rules the World *heart*'. My eyes opened wide.

'Katie! You're not giving them that to sign!'

Katie smirked. 'Why not? I'd love to see their expressions.'

I groaned and rolled my eyes, grabbing a random James picture and an Elevate CD. 'Let's go.'

…

'Guys, I need to talk to you.' Logan said, grabbing James' and Carlos' hands. 'Where's Kendall?'

James shrugged. 'He just texted Carlos and said he'd be here in a few minutes. I left my phone at the hotel, so I don't know if he texted me. What's wrong?'

Logan frowned, as they stood outside the mall. 'They want to kick Kendall out of the band.'

The shock on their faces would've been funny, in another situation. 'What?! Why?' James said.

'They think he made a mistake when he said made up that excuse for you and Knight.'

'But he literally saved my career,' James said, anger rising quickly.

'Yeah. Some new bitch named Camille doesn't see it that way. She's hates Kendall and I don't know why.'

'But that's ridiculous. Without Kendall, there's no Big Time Rush', Carlos said, leaning against the wall as he tried to figure out the situation.

'And that's not all. They have pictures of me and Carlos…kissing. They want us to come out.'

Fear raised on Carlos' face. 'What?! We can't do that.'

'We don't have a choice, Carlos. What Sarah says, goes. At least for now.'

James shook his head. 'That doesn't matter right now. We have to tell Sarah that she can't do that. She can't kick Kendall out of the band. He's essential.'

'She's an asshole. She won't listen to us.' Logan said, running a hand through his hair.

'Fucking Sarah,' James muttered. 'If she kicks Kendall out of the band, I'm quitting. Kendall's probably saved my life too much times already. I'm not leaving him.'

Logan nodded. 'And if you leave, I'd leave too, because then it'd make no sense, with just Carlos and me.'

Carlos agreed. 'What's up with production now? They're just getting worse.'

'It's not them. It's that Camille bitch. She's fucking everything up.'

'Who's fucking everything up?' A voice came from behind them. They all jumped, startled, as they saw Kendall coming up behind them, smiling.

It hurt James' heart to see Kendall so happy. Sarah was so stupid. Before any of them could respond, Ranel appeared.

'Come on guys, we have to set up inside.'

Now that Ranel had distracted him, a blond boy invaded James' thoughts. His heart sank as he remembered their 'fight'. God, he needed Kendall Knight so bad it hurt.

…

*Knight POV

I entered the mall, my gaze immediately being drawn to a crowd of girls. My first instinct was to run up to them and shout 'Back off bitches, James is mine.' But I didn't, because I wanted it to be a surprise.

I grabbed hold of Katie's hand and dragged her over to the long line. After standing for an hour and staring at James' picture in my hand, we finally reached the front, and my heart was racing. The first person was Kendall, and when he saw me, he smiled, immediately knowing what I was here for.

I bent down and whisper-asked him to borrow one of his markers. And then I wrote on James' picture Forgive me? I love you, on it, and then gave it back to him.

Next up was Logan, and Katie had a small hyperventilating issue when she saw him. Logan looked at the picture to sign, and he choked and spluttered, his face turning red. Then he wrote something and signed it.

When he gave it back to Katie, she laughed loudly. I looked at it, and beneath her sentence, he'd written 'Yes it does. Love, Logan.'

Carlos looked up and saw me, a smile spreading across his face. He immediately turned to James. Fuck. I couldn't let James see me yet. I dropped to the ground and pretended to tie my shoelaces. I got back up slowly, relieved to see that James was talking to the girl in front of him.

Carlos looked at me inquisitively. I put my finger over my mouth in a 'shh' motion. He understood, and Katie gave him the poster to sign.

Reading what it had written on it, Carlos turned beet red and looked over at Logan, who studiously ignored him, talking animatedly with the girls in front of him.

I grinned at him as he looked up at me, lost. He rolled his eyes as he glanced at Katie who was practically bouncing with excitement. He shook his head in amusement, then doodled something on the paper.

When he gave it back, Katie squealed. He'd drawn hearts and signed 'Cargan' in the middle. I rolled my eyes. They were so infatuated with each other, it wasn't funny.

The girls in front of us moved off, giggling. We stood facing James. He looked so beautiful. He wasn't looking up; he was staring at the table, as if lost in thought and I knew exactly what he was thinking about. My heart hurt to know that I was so stupid.

I slid the poster with my message in front of him, glancing at Katie, who was staring at her poster fixatedly, with awe on her face. I was glad she didn't see my message.

James read it, and a slow smile spread across his face. He looked up, and when our eyes met, my breath was taken away.

He scrawled something on the paper, before folding it and giving it back to me. He winked at me, and I blushed, before hurrying off, taking Katie with me.

As we walked around the mall, I opened the poster, a grin painting itself on my face as I read it.

Ur forgiven, idiot. Picking u up tmrw nite at 8. Dress nice. I love u 2. xoxo J.

I held it to my heart, gazing into space. James loved me, and he forgave me. Nothing could be better.

Okay. I rushed this down because I want to watch Olympics :) Hope you liked it xD

Review please :P

Chelzi :)