Hey guys first I want to apologize for the outburst in the Author's Note on Chapter 7 because it was not for all of you. It was only for a few people. And I have a lot of people now pming me apologizing.

I didn't mean that I hate when you guys say you hate a character in the story. I mean I hate Jade in this story too! I mean for the people who are saying they literally hate how the character is written as in they hate how I made her and the story sucks because of that, and not her actions in the story itself. That's what made me angry.

I mean there are so many Cade love stories out there, I put drama in my stories, everything isn't a perfect world.

So anyways sorry for the small mix up to you guys who felt bad, it wasn't for you. Those people know who it was for. Anyways, thanks so much for reading and all your reviews! I love you!

Enjoy Chapter 8! :)

Chapter 8

A Gut Feeling

[Monica's & Tori's Text]

Monica: Mom?

Tori: Yes babe? Are you having fun?

Monica: Yes. Can I come back at 11 instead of 10 please?

Tori: Why?

Monica: We want to go to Dave & Busters and play some games and stuff for a while.

Tori: Promise you'll be back by 11?

Monica: Yes.

Tori: There are some crazy people out there at this time….can you both not just come here and play some stuff in the game room?

Monica: Mom no…pleaseeee? We'll be careful.

Tori: I just don't want you at Dave & Busters this late. How about you guys go to the mall or something? Walk down Sunset?

Monica: Nooooo, that's for lame tourist and what mall do you know that's open right now?

Tori: (sighing emoticon) Alright. Just be safe okay. Be aware of your surroundings. Have a good time.

Monica: Yay! Thanks! I love you.

Tori: I love you too.

[Beck's POV]

BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP

I heard the small entrance sound of the alarm going off as I read over a new script I was writing for Laura to read. I know she doesn't really want to see my work unless I…yeah, it's not going to happen though. So I'll figure out something. I need this. This will be so big for me and my family. I have to make some type of deal with her besides using sexual tendencies.

"Hey!"

I turned to the doorway to see November standing there with backpack and a smile.

"Hey Novie, it's been a while. Come over here." I said as I stood up. She walked over to me before I embraced her in a huge hug.

"How've you been?"

She shrugged. "Better."

"Yeah? How's your mom?"

She shrugged again. "She's her."

I gave a side smile as I sat back down. "Well I'm glad you came to stay with us this weekend. I have a lot of work to finish so I'll be out a little later. Monica should be home soon. I know she misses you."

She smiled as she turned to walk out.

I picked back up the paper I was proof reading before I was interrupted once again.

"Babe."

I sighed as I put the script back down and crossed my hands on it. "What's up Tori?"

"Guess who I just saw at Walmart?"

I turned to her as she crossed her arms and leaned against the doorway.

"Willy Wonka?" I said to get on her nerves because I told her how I hate to guess things.

"Noooo! Jade!"

Wait what?

"Jade? Jade West?"

"Yes!"

I all of a sudden felt a wave of guilt flow through me as I mentally and physically dismissed the conversation and picked my script back up before I continued proofreading.

"No comment!?" She as she stepped inside the room.

I shook my head. "No. Do you have the ink?"

"I mean we haven't heard from her in how many years and I just saw her at the store! You have nothing to say to that?"

I shook my head again. "No I don't. Do you have the ink?"

She sighed as she reached into her purse and pulled out a small Walmart bag before handing over to me. "Well….okay." With that she walked out of the room.

I sighed.

Jade….I hoped to never see her again. I completely shut her out of my life mostly because I feel guilty of what I had done to her all those years ago.

~Flashback~

"Hey I have something to show you." I smiled as I walked up to Tori's locker.

She looked around before I stopped her.

"It's okay. I just got off the phone with Jade. She's running late today."

She smiled. "What is it?"

I grabbed her hand and pulled her to the janitor's closet before reaching into my pocket and pulling out an all diamond necklace with Tori's name made onto it.

She smiled as she took it from me. "Beck. This is so beautiful!"

"Just like you."

She smiled as tears filled her eyes. I grabbed the necklace from her and put it around her neck for her. "How do you like it?"

She looked down at it as she grabbed it in her hands. "I love it. Thank you." She said as a tear escaped her eye.

Today was our 6 month anniversary and I wanted to make it special for her. I know the janitor's closet isn't the most romantic place, but It'll be at risk for our friends and most importantly Jade to see. Jade and I still date. Well…she dates me. I've just been waiting to break up with her when we have a huge fight. And that's when I can date Tori openly but lately we've been getting along so well. I even tried to bring things up to piss her off but nothing worked. I feel nothing for Jade anymore. When I kiss her, it's nothing. When we have sex it's not love making it's just fucking. I fell out of love with her about a year ago but she still hangs onto me. She says she loves me and never in her life had anyone to love her back the way that I do. So the reason I haven't broken up with her just yet is because I don't want to break her heart. I mean I still do love her, just not as my girlfriend and she should see this. I make it clear I have nothing for her anymore so I don't know why she keeps hanging on.

I fell in love with Tori Vega. She nice, sweet, loving, gentle, she's everything that Jade is not and this is the type of woman that I want to be with in the long run. Not a girl who disrespects me like Jade does at times. She's mean, cold-hearted, hated, rough, I just don't want that anymore. Jade was just someone I wanted to date for high school, my young love not someone to get married to. We are about to graduate soon and Jade isn't the person I want to bring with me and I have to tell her this soon. I just have to figure out how.

I closed the gap between Tori and I as my hands went down her back and to the butt of her jeans.

DING, DING, DING, DING

She pulled back. "We have to get to class."

"How about a quickie while the halls are empty?" I lifted a brow.

She hesitated for a moment before she finally gave in.

It wasn't until about 15 minutes later when the door of the closet swung open to reveal a naked Tori and a half naked me pounding Tori hard against the wall.

"Oh my god, I told you I heard something Jadey!" I heard Cat say as she covered her eyes and turned away, but she wasn't the problem.

Jade stood in the doorway just staring. Her head fell slightly to the side as she looked me in my eyes.

"J…Jade listen."

She put her hand up to stop me. "How long has this been going on?" She asked in a low soft voice.

"Jade just listen we need to talk. I-"

"-That's not…it's not what I'm asking." She said as her voice cracked. "Just tell me how long?"

I looked back at Tori who stood with her hands over her face and her head down.

I sighed. "6 months today."

A tear escaped one eye as she laughed. "Oh so today is you guys' anniversary? Well, how rude is it for me not to congratulate you guys. Congratulations." She smiled as she started to back away.

"Jade listen wait." I said as I pulled my pants back up.

"6 months Beck? Really 6 fuckin' months?" She let out a shaky breath as she put her head down and shook it. "You told me you love me and I trusted you Beck." She lifted her head as she looked me in my eyes. "Just….why did you do this?"

I put my own head down. "I've been meaning to talk to you-"

"-You're the only person I ever trusted Beck. You are the only person that I can trust now and you know that."

"Jade. I'm sorry."

"Sorry?" She laughed again as tears streamed down her face. "That's all you have to say is sorry? Well you know….I'm sorry too."

With that she turned to Cat, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her away with her.

~Flashback End~

I slammed my hand on the desk at the thought. I completely regret the way I handled that situation. Do I regret marring Tori and having my beautiful girls? No. I just regret the way I did things. I wish I could take it back and do things the right way, but I can't.

After graduation I asked for Tori's hand in marriage and quickly found a job far away from Jade which there was one in Austin, Texas. It was crazy when my job moved here to L.A. and really I have no choice but to move with them. With all hope I wished Jade wasn't still here, or if she was that I wouldn't run into her anytime soon. It hasn't even been a complete week and here she is.

Besides Cat, everyone like Andre, Robbie, Sinjin, Trina and even Murf hated both Tori and I after the incident and I can't blame them. I would hate me too. But…it's been years now. Everyone has moved on. I heard about Jade marrying Cat and I hope that all turned out well. I hope she's put everything behind her and that she's happy now. I hope to never run into her though and I don't want Tori talking to her either.

I sighed again.

I just have a gut feeling I will see her soon….

[Italy's POV]

"What the name of gravy?" Andre said as he walked into the living room to see me and his daughter Makari doing a dangerous gymnastic stunt.

"Hey y'all better chill down. I'm not spending the night in the emergency room tonight."

I got down off of Makari's legs before hopping to my feet. "We got this." Makari waved her dad off.

"Yeah daddy they got it!" His younger son Vince age 6 said as he watched us.

"What y'all 'gonna have is broken arms and legs." He said as he reached down and picked up Vince. "And it's passed time for you to be in bed."

"But it's the weekend!" The small boy yawned.

"That's why it's time to get your weak end in bed. Night y'all. Please don't break nothin'" With that he walked up stairs.

Makari yawned and stretched. "We should go upstairs too. I'm tired."

I nodded as we stood up straightened up and made our way to her room.

We watched a movie and within the first couple of minutes she was out cold. Makari can never stay up late for nothing.

New Text

Sender: Kodak Harris

Kodak Harris: Is she sleep yet?

Me: What are you doing spying on us lol. Yes she is sleeping.

Kodak Harris: Well bring yo ass.

Me: Why?

Kodak Harris: Really? C'mon stop playin'

Me: What's the secret word?

Kodak Harris: Rape.

Me: Lmao, no.

Kodak Harris: I'm not gon' beg.

Me: Okay goodnight. (smiling emoticon)

Kodak Harris: (straight face) Please.

Me: (laughing emoticon) Since you asked so nicely.

I looked over a Makari who was turned away sleeping soundly as I slowly got out of her bed and out of her room.

I walked down to Kodak's room and gave it a small knock. He took a minute to open the door though.

"Man why you knockin' for?"

"Sorry that I have manners!"

"Shhh! C'mon." He said as she pulled me into his room and shut his door.

"mmmm shit fuck meeee." I moaned as his dick pounded me hard as we laid on the floor.

His head board was loud so we had to move…

I might sound like a freak but there's nothing more that turns me on then the sound of his thighs hitting mine with force as he groans and pounds me missionary style.

I reach down and dig my nails into his ass. "Uahhhhhhhhh shittttt that feels so…uahh that's sooo gooddd." I felt pleasure start to slowly build up in me and I knew I was close. "Mmmmmm babbbyyy I'm going to cummmmmmaaahhh." "mm, me too baby." He said as he pounded me harder and kissed me on my neck. He sat up so that his arms were supporting him as my walls tightened around his dick. "Fuckkkk Ko, I'm cumming!" I whispered moaned out as my back arched off of the floor. My breath became short and turned into hard panting as I bit my bottom lip to hold the scream in. "MMMMMMMMMMMAAAAMMM!" I released as he kept pounding me hard but came very soon after.

His body collapsed on top of mine as he laid steal catching his breath. "Damn yo pussy good."

I smiled before he sat up a little bit and met his lips with mine.

He finally sat up and pulled out as he stretched. He stood up and walked into the bathroom as I sat up and reached for my shirt.

"God damit , shit!" I heard him scream from his bathroom.

"Are you okay in there?" I laughed as I stood up and put my sweat pants back on.

He poked his head from the bathroom. "uhhh, yeah. You can go. I'll see you in the morning." He said in a suspicious tone.

"What happened? Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I uh, just forgot to do something earlier."

I furrowed my brows before I shrugged. "Okay." I said as I walked out of his room.

He's so weird & I'm such a freak….

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