Diary
Okay so this scene is mainly Paulina snooping around Sam's room and experiencing Sam's life hope you enjoy
Paulina never felt so alone everyone she passed pointed and laughed at her, no one daring to go near her, names being shouted. She felt her head swirling, she was losing it.
"Leave me alone" she screamed. She got to the point where she ran to Sam's house crying.
As usual Sam's house was empty; Paulina was left alone as she wished with no one there to comfort her, listen to her, nothing. So she cried in the dark room, the more she thought more she cried, her past, present and future. She loved dash but her hurt her in some many ways, but what she believed was that what else was there for her what else could she do, her family were popular its her duty, she wanted a bright future, she wanted the happiness of the popularity but her ambitions her dignity meant nothing otherwise, they'd lose her everything and she couldn't stand the thought.
"Come on Paulina get yourself together, you've been through rougher patches, and you can cope"
She looked for something to keep her mind off everything and found Sam's laptop lying on her bat bedside table, being a bit freaked out by it Paulina picked it up and turned it on, when she saw password she laughed when she entered Sam Fenton.
"Like that wasn't obvious, seriously have something unusual like your room"
Paulina was a nosy person and couldn't help herself when an open opportunity arose. All Sam's files got looked at, including her many pictures of Danny, and her written diary.
Dear diary
I got chased again today except this time with rotten eggs being thrown. Why does everyone hate me? Mum says that she has to work again, she didn't even see the tears rolling down my face, and granny has been busy, I'm normal happy not what you expect from a Goth but I am. I face my problems but recently they're never ending, only last week i thought about ending my life, but Paulina walked in on me overdosing in the girls toilets I was so embarrassed I ran out, I mean of all the people why her, guess it could have been worse, could have been Danny, but he doesn't even recognise i exist sometimes. I regret ever thinking of doing that now, but how is it the girl that hates you so much can stop you from doping something so stupid. I got to finish off now anyway want to try my new game 'DOOM' hoping I will be good at it .
"What are you doing?" a voice shouted making Paulina fall off the bed.
"Get off my laptop" It was Sam well Sam in Paulina's body.
"Technically it's my laptop, as I look like Sam Manson" Paulina said with a smirk.
Sam replied by snatching the laptop away, realising all her secrets all her emotions her worst enemy has read.
"So what part did you read" Sam sighed as she logged off
Paulina grew quiet and replied in a whisper "the part where you nearly killed yourself"
"What?" came an astonished voice behind them, Sam didn't dare turn round.
"Danny, you were meant to go home"
"How did you get in is a better question" Paulina smugly responded.
"Sam please tell me you didn't, that Paulina is being a diva as usual"
"Danny I'm sorry, it was a rough time in my life, I felt like I couldn't cope, I had no one, I was all alone bullied day in day out no family there to listen, I could hardly talk to you and tucker about it, I didn't know what else to do" she cried.
Danny then walked out the door with his eyes filling with tears he hated himself for not seeing the signs and Sam hated herself for ever considering it.
There was silence for ten minutes neither wanted to talk, express how they felt about their situations nothing. Sam's granny nipped in to wish Sam goodnight, Paulina felt awkward wishing the woman to sleep well but she had to put up the act.
"Sam, why if your rich which I know by the way I seen the bowling alley. Is your parents always out?"
"Mum and dad go to meetings abroad a lot, they have this requirement of who they want me to be and i never will" she answered sadly
"Is that why you're a Goth then to rebel, or is it cause your alone a lot, is that how you express yourself"
Sam laughed and sat next to Paulina putting the laptop aside.
"You could say that I guess" it grew silent for awhile as Sam plucked up the courage to ask Paulina about dash. Why was she dating him?
"I have an image to uphold, Dash helps with that. Nothing more needs to be said"
They sat in silence for the rest of the night reminiscing the previous events and if they will always stay like this.
Okay guys don't the next chapter I hope you like it not as much action as the others but mainly for background knowledge. Please review thank you
