I realized that by accident, the part in chapter 1 where Nick wishes that Jess hadn't been attractive naked-on an episode of Friends, Chandler said something very similar to that about Joey's girlfriend Cathy that he had a crush on. So whoops!
Jess invited me and Angie to hang out at this cabin with her and Sam. I told her no at first but when she said it was free, I figured why not. Angie is pretty cool. She's definitely not Jess but I'm a guy with needs and I doubt I'm getting Jess anytime soon, if ever. Even with Angie in my life right now, I still think about Jess all the time.
Well so much for Angie. For whatever reason she decided to leave me. I'm used to it. I'm just kind of confused though. We had what I thought was a really good time. I mean, except for the fact that she wanted to fool around with Sam. I guess she thought that would be okay since we had agreed for the relationship to be open. And maybe she thought Jess and I were fooling around upstairs. Angie hadn't been in my life long enough to know that Jess and I are just friends and something like that would never happen. But we talked things out and I thought everything was cool. Jess told me Angie didn't deserve me. She's just too nice to me. Well most of the time. We've had our fair share of disagreements. But despite that, we've always been able to make up and get things back to how they were. I dread the day when we have an argument or something and things end up being awkward. I hope that never happens though.
My dad showed up out of the blue today. Jess hit it off with him well, but then again that's not hard for her to do with most people. I'd like to say I'm happy that she's getting along with my dad but first of all, that wouldn't mean anything since her and I aren't together. And secondly, my dad uses people. I'm sure before he leaves he'll find a way to screw things up or get Jess involved with one of his crazy schemes.
Just like I thought! He borrowed money from her and used her. Typical Walt Miller right there. And then he had the nerve to leave without even saying goodbye to me. I figured nothing less but I thought we'd finally hit it off and started to get things right. Jess seem pretty ticked off about it too. I don't know why she cares so much. Sometimes I think it's because she likes me too and maybe she just doesn't realize it yet. I'm probably wrong though. She probably just feels sorry for me. Hell, I feel sorry for myself some days.