Chapter 19
I'll Do What I Want
[Cat's & Tori's Text]
Cat: Tori?
Tori: Cat! Hi how are you!?
Cat: This is Tori right?
Tori: Yes!
Cat: Tori, I've missed you! I'm doing okay. How are you!?
Tori: I'm doing great!
Cat: I'm so sorry about Jade and what happened a few weeks ago.
Tori: It's okay, I totally understand. Why'd you all of a sudden text me now?
Cat: Well Jade's…sleep, and I really been wanting to catch up with you. I've missed you so much. I'm so glad you're back!
Tori: I've missed you so much too Cat. And it's great to be back. We should catch up over lunch or something soon?
Cat: I'd love that Tori….but Jade probably wouldn't allow that.
Tori: Cat…I hope you don't let Jade take advantage of you?
Cat: NO! I do what I want Tori.
Tori: Well come to lunch with me?
Cat: Okay, I will. And Jade can't tell me I can't, because I'll do what I want.
Tori: Lol, okay Cat. How about Wednesday at noon? Nozu like old times?
Cat: Okay, that'll be great! Are you bringing Beck?
Tori: Nan, he has to work. I'm off on Wednesdays. Do you have a job?
Cat: Yes.
Tori: We'll just save all that for lunch. I'll see you then okay? I'm headed to bed now.
Cat: Okay Tor, see you.
Tori: :)
[Isis's POV]
"Oh my god! Brain freeze!" Monica yelled out as she put her hand to her head and rubbed.
"Oh you big baby. I bet you aren't even having a brain freeze."
"Yes huh."
I lifted a brow. "Yes huh?" I chuckled.
"Come on it's getting late, let's go." She said as she grabbed her purse and stood up.
I stood up as well and started to follow her out literally running into the devil on the way.
Why the fuck is she here!?
I crossed my arms and rolled my eyes. "Heaven."
"Isis." She stated back with a small smile .
"Oh hey Heaven." Monica said with a smile as she gave s short wave.
Heaven's eyes beamed at Monica as she gave a big smile and a wave back. "Well hello Monica. Cute fit." Heaven said as she twirled the end of her blonde hair.
"Thanks yours too." Monica said as kept her small smile.
What in the fucking fuck!?
I shot Heaven a death glare before I pushed passed her and Monica.
"See you at school." I heard Heaven say as I heard footsteps running up behind me.
"Hey-"
"-What the fuck was that!?" I asked as I grabbed Monica's arm and slammed her against a random car.
She looked at me wide eyed. "What was what!?"
"That!" I pointed to the door with my free hand as the other hand was still gripped tight around her arm.
"Isis calm down! What did I do!?"
"You practically just flirted the hell out of that bitch RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!"
"Isis stop you are hurting me!"
"I don't give a fuck!" I yelled as I yanked her off of the car and rushed her to mine. I unlocked the doors before opening her door and literally throwing her inside before slamming her door and walking over to mine.
I hopped in and slammed it before starting my car and flooring it out of the parking lot.
"What the hell is wrong with you!? I was not even flirting with her!"
"How do you even know her to be telling her oh hey Heaven?" I mocked.
"She's my friend! She's in one of my classes at school!"
"Never talk to her again!"
"You can't tell me who I can and can't talk to! What's wrong with her!?"
"If hell I can't! I told you clearly before never to talk to her, did I not Monica!?"
"Yes but she seems like a nice girl. What do you have against her?"
"SHE'S A FUCKING LIAR! SHE'S FAKE! She's as fake as she looks! Don't fall for that shit she's trying to pull you in! What the hell has she been telling you!?"
"Nothing! She's a regular friend! We aren't even that close!"
"I bet you aren't based on the way you just flirted with her!"
"Ughh! Isis I was not flirting with her! Calm down please!"
I couldn't calm down. I can't believe Heaven has the nerve to flirt with my girlfriend MY GIRLFRIEND. Ugh! I bet she's got one of her little plans up her sleeve. She's so fucking sneaky. Ugh I hate her. She better keep away from my baby and keep her fucking mouth shut!
We rode in silence the rest of the way to Monica's house and when we finally made it, I turned the car off and just sat in more silence.
"Look, I'm…I'm sorry for the outburst. I just….It's been a long day and I just..I can't stand that girl."
I felt a warm hand go over mine. "It's fine. I understand." She said as she sighed. "What is it with you two? What happened?"
I just shook my head. "I don't want to talk about it right now. I'll tell you some other time okay?"
She just nodded. "You know my parents are most likely not home. You can walk me to the door if you want."
I nodded as I removed my seat belt.
We exited the car before our hands joined together as I walked her the few feet to her door step.
"Thanks Isis. I really had fun tonight. Especially the movies. It was great."
I nodded. "I'm so sorry for what happened at the icecream shop. I shouldn't have done that. Sometimes my emotions get the best of me. I had a great night with you as well though."
She smiled. "It's fine I understand."
"Well….goodnight. I'll call you once I get in." I said as I leaned down and gave her a kiss on her cheek. I turned to walk off but felt a gentle hand grab my wrist.
I turned back to her as she pulled back softly back to her.
"What's wron-"
Instantly I was cut off by her lips smashing into mine but it was so gentle, so soft. It caught me by surprise and I did tense up but immediately relaxed as I kissed her back. I slowly ran my tongue over her lip but she didn't respond to it. She didn't let me in.
Maybe she doesn't know what to do…
"Open your mouth." I whispered against her lips.
"O, open my-"
"-Just do it." I still whisper and she hesitated but she obeyed.
I let my tongue fall into her mouth slowly searching for her tongue in which I met sending a wave of pleasure through me and heat to my center at the touch.
I moved my tongue around her mouth but her tongue stayed in the back of her throat unresponsive.
"Do what I do." I whisper again.
She nodded as she let her tongue came out to play. She moved hers around with mine mimicking my moves.
I felt her arms go around my neck as mine slid to her waist as I deepened the kiss roughing things up a bit.
A small sound escaped her throat and fell into my mouth and I'm telling you it was the sexiest sound I've ever heard.
She was the first to pull back as she took a huge breath of air. "Wow." She smiled as she reached up and felt her lips as if to make sure they were still there.
I gave her a side smile. "Thanks babe. That meant…a lot." I smiled as she smiled back without saying a word.
"Well now Goodnight." I said as I turned to walk away.
Best kiss of my fucking life!
[Italy's POV]
Sunday Morning
KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK
The door swung open to a wide awake Andre with his hair hanging past his shoulders.
"Oh hey Italy, come on in." Andre said as he stood aside to let me walk in. "Makari isn't home right now. I believe she's out at the library or something."
"Oh that's fine. I came to talk to Kodak." I said with a small smile as I crossed my wrist in front of me.
"Oh?" He lifted a brow.
"Ay Ko! Come down here man!" Andre yelled up the stairs before he turned back around to me. "Is everything cool?"
I just nodded.
"How's your parents?" He asked as he crossed his arms and halfway sat on the arm of the couch.
"They are fine."
He nodded. "What about your sisters?"
"They are fine too."
Finally Kodak came jogging down the stairs but slowed down once he spotted me.
"Hey wassup Italy?" He said once he finally reached me.
"I need to talk to you about something."
"Alright."
We stood there quiet for a minute until Kodak shot his dad a look.
"Oh, sorry. I'm leavin', I'm leavin'." Andre shot his hands up as he walked slowly upstairs.
Kodak turned back to me. "Wassup? You okay?"
I nodded and then shook my head before I just put my head down.
"What's wrong?"
I sighed. "I took a pregnancy test yesterday Kodak." I said as I looked back up at him.
He just sighed as he took his hand and rubbed it down his face.
"It was positive."
He let out an angrier sigh as he turned away from me and threw his head back before turning to me again. "Italy I'm so sorry."
I shook my head. "What happened Kodak? Did you take it off? What happened? I thought I could trust you."
He shook his head. "Baby it wasn't like that. It broke a long time ago. I didn't know it had broken."
I felt tears well in my eyes and I don't know why. I mean, I'm not mad at him and I'm not upset about our situation…It's just….I don't know. I just feel the need to cry.
He grabbed me into a tight hug as I just cried into his chest. "Shhh, Italy everything will be iight. I'm so sorry. I'll be here for you. I promise."
I just nodded into him as I wiped my tears.
He pulled away from me before giving me a kiss on my forehead that quickly moved down to my lips. My hands went to his face as I deepened the kiss still letting a few tears fall down my face.
"Everything will be alright." He said after pulling away from me completely. "Don't worry about anything."
I just nodded again unable to speak.
"I'm so sorry….damn I'm sorry."
I reached my hand up to his face and caressed it. "It's not your fault. I have a doctor's appointment on Wednesday if you want to come along."
"Who's taking you? Isis?"
I shook my head. "No, Jade."
"Mmmm, I'll come if you want me too, but you know Jade hates my guts. Plus I have school, but I'll come if you need me I promise."
I just shook my head. "No need. It's just a check up. Nothing serious. I just wanted to see if you wanted to come, but I forgot you'll be in school. I'll just call you once it's over."
"Alright. I'm so sorry again."
"Stop apologizing it's okay. It's not your fault."
He gave me a kiss on my head as he pulled me into another hug. "We can do this. We just have a lot of planning to do."
I nodded. "We do. We should get started." I chuckled.
"We should."
[Jade's POV]
I woke up to the sound of the front door opening and closing as I wiped my eyes.
Damn I got a fucking headache.
"Mom?"
I looked over and saw Isis lock the door as she walked over to the couch. "You look like shit."
"Watch your damn mouth. And no chiz." I said as I sat up and stretched. "You're just now getting home?"
She shook her head as she sat down. "No. I just went for a run. I didn't even see you here when I got in last night. But that's probably because I came in and went out the back door. Why are you on the couch anyways?"
"Long night." I said as my head started banging again.
"Whatever." She said as she stood up and walked off.
I sighed as I leaned back on the couch and closed my eyes.
What the hell happened last night?
I stood up and my head started spinning as I grabbed the arm of the couch.
Damn I must of got real fucked.
I slowly but surely made my way upstairs to our room to see Cat laid out on our bed that was still made up. Her hair was messy, her make-up was dried up and ran all down her face, her pajama pants were across the room by door…she must of got wasted too which is weird because Cat doesn't drink.
"Baby." I said as I sat on the edge of the bed but she didn't move. "Babe!" I shook her leg in which she groaned and opened her eyes slowly.
"J..Jade?"
"Yes babe. You alright there? Look a bit hung-over?" I chuckled.
I watched as she sat up and shook her head. "Do you remember anything from last night?"
I closed my eyes and threw my head back as I thought, but I see nothing but blackness. "Nope. Do you?"
"Yes. I remember everything." She said in a devastated voice as she scooted off of the bed.
"Well then what happened my lovely lady?" I said as I fell back onto the bed and stretched my arms out.
"Forget it. I'm going to shower okay?"
I nodded. "Whatever."
[Kaylee's POV]
KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK
"Yeah!?" I heard Monica yell from the other side of her bed room door.
"Hey can I come in?"
"No!" She yelled.
"Are we still going out today?"
All of a sudden her door swung open as she gave me sad eyes. "Kaylee…."
I put my hand up. "You are about to give me a sad excuse on why we can't go anywhere today right?"
She stepped out in the hall as she reached out and grabbed my hands. "Kaylee I'm sorry, I just-"
I yanked my hands from her as I started to storm back to my room. "It's whatever, forget about it."
"Kaylee!"
SLAM
I jumped down on my bed as I just closed my eyes. I really don't care that she changed her mind. I knew she was going to anyways. It's whatever. Fuck it.
Mean is it so wrong to want to spend a little time with my sister? With my mother? With my father? They always seem to find fucking time for Monica! They just hate me! Yeah I act like the worsem child so maybe, just maybe they would pay a little more attention to me, but they don't! They shake it off like I'm just a little bitch they don't want. They just don't care about me. Just fuck them.
I roll off my bed as I opened my room door and stomped down the hallway before barging in my parents room which is not surprisingly empty.
I looked around for anything to get into. Anything to make them mad, but I couldn't find anything. So I did what came to mind first. I grabbed a glass cup that sat on my moms night stand and threw it hard at their dresser mirror causing it to shatter into little bitty pieces before stomping from their room with a slam of their door.
That'll show em…
[Cat's POV]
KNOCK, KNCOK
"Ikenzie?" I said through the door but didn't get an answer. "I'm coming in okay?"
I slowly opened her door to see her in a ball on her bed.
"Kenzie…baby."
"Why mom? Why?" She said as she sat up and looked at me with sad eyes.
"I don't know Ikenzie okay. I don't know."
"Well l,l,leave her! Why d,do you stay!?"
"Leave who?" Jade said as she walked in behind me.
Ikenzie shot her head down as I turned around to Jade. "No one baby."
She gave me an evil look before she glanced at Ikenzie. She wrapped her arms around my waist and kissed me softly. "We are going to go get dinner started. Come on." She said as she grabbed my hand in hers.
I turn back to Ikenzie to see her still with her head down but managed to catch a glance at me as I walked away from her room.
And her question still lingers in my mind…
…Why do you stay?
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