Summary: Its a month after Edward left and Bella is about to jump of the cliff but it's not Jacob then who is trying to save her and is she going to live any more read and watch what happens .R&R

A.N. This is my first story and it's probably just a one-shot and I got this idea when I was home alone and had just listened to THE RASMUS – GOHST OF LOVE .don 't judge me, flames are welcome. Enjoy the story.

Prologue

When he left he took everything with him, even his family, he thought that if he went I would have a normal human life as if he never was here in my heart.

When he left he took my soul and my heart with him the part that said you love him and he loves you back as much, but I was wrong, so wrong, he lied to me all this time that he loved me and he would do every thing to be human with me as if I wanted him to be human with me, I wanted him like he was and who cares if he's a vampire? He did… I found out that if I do anything reckless he would appear, but just like a lit candle it could blow out just as easily. My only remotely happy moments were when I rode motorcycles whit Jake he appeared like a ghost of love. Now I'm not going to live without him I have suffered enough.

BPOV

I was standing on the highest cliff in La Push, looking down to the dark water beneath me. I took a step closer the edge waiting for him to appear like usually and it happened just like I wanted. He was dead set against me doing anything that brought me some kind of peace.

"Bella don't you promised to me that you wouldn't do anything reckless"

"You promised that it would be as you never existed"

"Think about Charlie? It will kill him if you die"

"You wanted me to be human, so watch me" I took one final look at him as the memory of his ghost appeared at my side. Smiled one final time andI jumped of the cliff to the dark water.

I didn't scream as it wasn't that bad, I'd had worse, nothing short of my only true love leaving me. The water hit me like a brick wall made of ice cold water, and I let the current play around with me. When I got up to the surface I saw a big wave that was about to hit me any second, I had just enough time to breath in before the wave hit me like the next wall of ice cold water on me that made me sink deeper in the freezing water. I wanted to be able to just float there and take it, but my survival instinct kicked in and my body struggled to reach the surface, when I finally felt my head break trough and fresh air hit me. I tried to get up but I hit my head on the cliff when I struggled to stay on the surface. My attempts were futile when another wave came crashing down on me and dragged me under once again. I saw something red that started spreading all around me in the water, and when I reached my hand to touch my sticky forehead, I realized what that red water was.

My blood.

I stopped struggling because I didn't have the power to continue. I sank deeper and deeper the same time when I sank I saw him floating there beside me. I closed my eyes the final time when I felt something dragging me upward to the surface.

When I was out of the water someone was pleading on my side, but I couldn't answer I was too shocked to realize anything.

"Come on Bella breathe, please" that voice was so achingly velvet and pained, that it could be nothing else than my own imagination.

Why? Why would I breathe? I didn't want to. I wanted it to be over.

"Please love, don't leave me"

Love? There's only one person who calls me love.

"NO! Do not leave me here I can't live without you"

Then why did you leave me! I wanted to shout but black spots started to fill my vision, then every thing went black.

EPOV

I was watching Bella as she slept it was a month from when I left her. I come back every once in a while to see that she's still alive and happy but the first time I visited here she looked like a zombie. Now I came back to see if she was better than me on moving on, but what scared me was that she stood on the highest cliff in La Push when she took a step forward I didn't wonder what she was doing, I knew, she was about to jump when I started to run as fast as I could run to save her. I was up on the cliff just in time to see her jump. I wanted to shout NO but I couldn't I was in shock.

After few second I could hear her taking a deep breath, relief filled my body, but that didn't last long because I couldn't hear her breathing anymore. I jumped after her she had just closed her eyes when I started pulling her up. When I was up whit her I started to pump her chest so she could get the water out of her, when her heart beat started to slow down.

"Come on Bella breathe, please" I begged her; it felt as if I was dying on the inside again. When her heart almost didn't beat anymore I started to give up so I begged her once more as if that would help.

"Please love, don't leave me" her heart beat was so slow I knew I couldn't do any thing but I continued to pump her chest when I heard that her heart took its last beats I shouted

"NO! Do not leave me here I can't live without you" then she was dead. I couldn't hear her heart beat any more. She was just lying there as if she was sleeping and I was watching like I used to. The only thing that was wrong was that she wasn't breathing and her heart didn't beat anymore. After five minutes my phone rang, I checked the caller id, it was Alice. I answered the phone and was met by a sobbing Alice; "I Is she d-d-ea-ad-d?"

"Yes Alice she is" I answered her in a dead voice"Is the rest of the family there with you?" I asked whit same dead voice

"Y-ye-es, everybody is here"

"Good, because I wanted to say good bye to all of you on the same time" as I said that I heard everybody run into the room where Alice was. on my side of the line I heard a faint howling in the background, I smiled the fastest way to die was in the hands –or paws- of the wolf pack fast and not painful.

"What do you mean son?" I heard Carlisle ask in the phone

"Yeah Eddie what do you mean?" Emmett and Jasper asked me the same time

"Haven't you heard me when I said to Bella I can't live without her, that if she dies I will find a way to join her?"

"Wha-Don't you dare Edward Anthony Masen Cullen to kill your self" I heard Esme, Alice, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper and Carlisle shout the same time. I smiled what a loving family I had.

"I'm sorry but I can't live without her, and please don't try to come here and drag me back I would still find a way to kill my self"

"Edward, son please don't do that" Carlisle begged me

"I'm sorry Father but I have to"

"Oh no you don't" Rosalie yelled at me

"What would you do if Emmet would die and you had just us left, I ask the whole family the same question" then I smelt a wolf, I put the phone on speaker

"Edward, why did just your future get black?" Alice asked

"Because I'm going to ask if Jacob black would kill me and I know that he's right behind me" I said when I smelt Jacob behind me in human form-and his thoughts were pretty loud-

"What does that bloodsucker do on our land and talking about me killing hi- is that Bella lying there dead whit the bloodsucker just sitting and talking to his family?"

"Hello Jacob and to answer your question; I came to check on Bella like I do every once in a while and I found her on La Push's highest cliff about to jump, and when she jumped she didn't come up again so I jumped after her trying to save her but it was to late. I have a favour to ask"

"No Edward please don't do it, please come home" Carlisle and Esme begged me

"What's that bloodsucker?" Jacob spat at me

"I think you will be enjoying this." I smiled at Jacob

"Edward please come home we can sort this out" Emmett begged me

"I'm sorry but I can't, you can come and try to stop me but I will only do this faster and Jacob I'm asking you to kill me." I said to my family and asked Jacob.

"I would love to" and with that, he shifted to his wolf form.

"Goodbye, I hope you can move on better than me and never forget that you are the best family I could ever ask for" I smiled as I said that because it was true I couldn't get a family that was any better that my family

"NO, EDWARD DON'T" they all screamed as I said that and because they heard Jacob growling

"Come on bloodsucker are you ready talking to your family for the last time?"

"Yes Jacob, I'm ready to see Bella again and please could you then when you are ready with me can you please destroy my phone or give it to my family if they want it?" I asked him, but truth be told I didn't care what happened with my phone all I cared about was that I would see Bella again.

"Okay there's no turning back anymore" he thought

"Goodbye please move on don't think as much about it" were my final words to my family before I fell down whit Jacob on me. I felt that he ripped me apart limb for limb, then the fire came it only took a few minutes to burn me up-wow that's sounds crazy-,when that was done everything went black.

BPOV

After everything went black I found my self floating on Edwards's right side as he sobbed over my body.

After five minutes his phone rang, he checked the id it was Alice. He answered the phone and was met by a sobbing Alice; "I Is she d-d-ea-ad-d?"

"Yes Alice she is" he answered her in a dead voice"Is the rest of the family there with you?" he asked with same dead voice

"Y-ye-es, everybody is here" she answered

"Good, because I wanted to say goodbye to all of you on the same time" as he said that I heard everybody run into the room where Alice was, weird how my hearing was better when dead. I heard a faint howling in the background, Edward smiled I wondered what he was thinking.

"What do you mean son?" I heard Carlisle ask in the phone

"Yeah Eddie what do you mean?" Emmett and Jasper asked him the same time

"Haven't you heard me when I said to Bella I can't live without her, that if she dies I will find a way to join her?"

"Wha-Don't you dare Edward Anthony Masen Cullen to kill your self" I heard Esme, Alice, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper and Carlisle shout the same time. We both smiled what a loving family he had.

"I'm sorry but I can't live without her, and please don't try to come here and drag me back I would still find a way to kill my self"

"Edward, son please don't do that" Carlisle begged him

"I'm sorry Father but I have to"

"Oh no you don't" Rosalie yelled at him

"What would you do if Emmet would die and you had just us left, I ask the whole family the same question" I put the phone on speaker

"Edward, why did just your future get black?" Alice asked

"Because I'm going to ask if Jacob black would kill me and I know that he's right behind me" he said when I turned around Jacob stood there in human form

"Hello Jacob and to answer your question; I came to check on Bella like I do every once in a while and I found her on La Push's highest cliff about to jump, and when she jumped she didn't come up again so I jumped after her trying to save her but it was to late. I have a favour to ask"

"No Edward please don't do it, please come home" Carlisle and Esme begged him

"What's that bloodsucker?" Jacob spat at him. I couldn't believe this was my best friend

"I think you will be enjoying this." he smiled at Jacob

"Edward please come home we can sort this out" Emmett begged him

"I'm sorry but I can't, you can come and try to stop me but I will only do this faster and Jacob I'm asking you to kill Me." he said to my family and asked Jacob.

"I would love to" and with that, he shifted to his wolf form.

"Goodbye, I hope you can move on better than me and never forget that you are the best family I could ever ask for" he smiled as he said that

"NO, EDWARD DON'T" they all screamed as he said that and because they heard Jacob growling

"Yes Jacob, I'm ready to see Bella again and please could you then when you are ready with me can you please destroy my phone or give it to my family if they want it?" he asked him

"Goodbye please move on don't think as much about it" were his final words to his family before he fell down whit Jacob on top of him. I don't know how or when Jacob put the fire on but it was there when he tore Edward limb for limb. I screamed and sobbed.

Until something warm came around my waist. I looked down to se a pair of arms, then when I looked up I as greeted by emerald green eyes and a crocked grin, my crocked grin.

"Edward?" I asked the human boy that looked like Edward, bronze colour hair and Edwards face with a crocked grin, everything was right all but his eyes and his skin; his skin was soft and warm like a human's skin not a vampire.

"Yes Love? He asked me whit the same velvet voice

"Are we dead?"

"I think so" he answered

"Why do you look like a human?" I couldn't help but ask

"I suppose I was right about vampires not belonging in heaven" I smiled up at him, and all the pain him leaving had caused us both floated away when our lips met in the most passionate kiss ever shared between two lovers.

"Love you"

"You are my life"

A.N. So what do you think about this one-shot?

I got help from my twin sister; GO and check out her stories, I like them, she's a good writer and sister.

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