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Damn Insecurities

Bella POV

We were back in Washington now and Edward was back to work. I was annoyed but more so because of how stressed out he was by the end of the day. I mean it couldn't have been healthy to be that angry every damn day. We've been back in Chicago for two weeks now and I've seen my boyfriend three times not counting chatting on video chat while he was still in the office. I wasn't sure what was going on at his office only that someone was trying to run the company into the ground. As much as I would have loved to focus on his career I had my own to worry about. Alistair and Carmen called me in for a meeting and it left me slightly worried because it was only the three of us meeting.

"Bella we wanted to meet with you to clear up the rumors."

Alistair said sitting down across from me, "What rumors might that be Alistair?" I ask him honestly confused and then Carmen places an opened magazine on the table and it is a picture of me leaving the Masen building on the page she is showing me.

"We need to know that you do not plan to leave KBC."

Carmen says and I make the 'O' shape with my mouth because I fully understand now. "No, of course not. I love working here." I answer and Alistair sits back in his seat.

"Then Bella what's with the meetings and you told someone you were exploring your options."

Alistair said reading from a sheet of paper. I knew that was from when James was pressing me for answers. "Bella we love you but we have you under contract and if you leave we will have to take action." Carmen tells me and I run my hand through my hair.

"Are you saying you would sue me?"

"I'm afraid so Bella."

"You would think as a journalist you would know not to believe everything you read in the paper."

"You should remember as a journalist that there is always some truth to what is in the papers."

Alistair said back to me, "I am not breaking contract and working for Edward Cullen alright." I tell them and they look at me obviously that not being enough reassurance,

"Look what is going on between Edward and I, is personal. It is not related to KBC or any other job. That is all either of you need to know."

"Are you dating him?"

"I don't see how that is any of your business Alistair, and just to make this clear I will not be using Edward to boost ratings."

I reply and Carmon smiles, "Damn it Alistair I told you Bella wouldn't do that to us." She says and Alistair shrugs his shoulders.

"I just had to make sure; I mean Bella is a hot wanted journalist now. Plus Bella I would never ask you to use Mr. Cullen to boost ratings honestly the scandal alone his promoting the show."

He says and I shake my head at him, "So off the record Bella, are you really dating Edward Cullen?" Carmen asked me and I felt my cheeks flush when I nodded my head yes.

"Oh but guys no talking about this on the air. I mean it alright."

I inform them and they both nod their heads in agreement. "I hope he is treating you well Bella, I'm not afraid to kick his ass for you." Alistair says and I laugh telling him that Edward treats me perfectly. We discuss the promotion ads and commercials I'll be shooting next month then I leave calling Edward as I walk to my car,

"Hello Gorgeous."

"Oh so you do remember how to pick up a phone."

I say as I unlock my car door, "Isabella I've been busy." He says while I open the door and climb into the car. "So that must be a no to our lunch today." I say honestly already knowing the answer. He exhales into the phone and I know that he is pulling at his hair now.

"It's alright Edward; I get it business before pleasure. Don't worry about it. I'll go have lunch with Ali; I need to run to the mall anyway."

I say trying to hide my disappointment. "Isabella I'm sorry." He says into the phone then I can tell he is covering the mouth piece as he is talking to someone in the office with him.

"Love please don't be mad, I'll make it up to you."

"Right like you've made it up to me all the other times right? Edward please eat and try to catch a break in the mist of your busy day. I'll talk to you later."

I tell him then hang up before he can reply. I sit in the car and inhale a deep breath as I try to not let this piss me off. I mean I knew that he worked none stop before we started dating officially and I was aware that he was having some trouble at his office as well. So why are you still angry? My subconscious asked me and I knew the answer, because I missed him. I dialed Alice's number and she picked up on the second ring,

"Hey Bella!"

"Hey Ali are you busy?"

"Nope."

She says popping the 'P' and I laugh, "You mind meeting me for lunch." I ask her and she quickly tells me that she doesn't mind because Jasper was meeting with Edward today.

"Ah so your husband is why I'm not having lunch with my boyfriend today."

"More like your boyfriend is why I'm not having a quickie with my husband right now."

Alice says and I laugh into the phone, "Ok I did not need to hear that."I tell her and she laughs hysterically into the phone. I tell her where I want to meet and why,

"Wait you want to go shopping? Who are you and what have you done with Bella?"

Alice asked and I laughed into the phone, "I need to go get Edward's birthday gift." I tell her and she cheers into the phone so loudly I have to pull the phone from my ear.

"Ok I'll meet you there in fifteen minutes."

"Alice you're all the way across town how are you…"

"Bella you've been in a car with me before…"

Alice says and I laugh, "Try not to go too far over the speed limit." I tell her. We hang up and I pull off for the mall. My phone chimes letting me know I have a text message and when I reach a red light I check it seeing that it's from Edward.

Meet me at my place tonight. Me, you and a chick flick. ~E

A huge smile spread across my face and I can't hide the girly joy I feel. I quickly hit reply but get disturbed by someone honking their horn behind me. I look up and see that the light is green so I put my phone down and pull off. The moment I run into another red light I quickly pick up my phone and text Edward back,

Any movie of my choice? ~B

Yes though I feel like I'm going to regret saying that ~E

He texted back and I laughed because he was going to regret saying that because I planned to pick a romance and I knew he hated those. I pulled off when the light turned green and texted him back when I reached another red light.

Time Travelers Wife, I'll bring the popcorn ~B

I look forward to spending time with you ~E

Should I bring a change of clothes too, I mean I will be there late ~E

I ask biting my lip as I waited for a response. Maybe I was being too forward in thinking I would spend the night I mean we weren't even having sex. True he stayed the night at my place before but that was different this was his place. The place that honestly I haven't seen yet, we never had our breakfast at his house. We spent that first night in Washington together but that was really only because it was too late in the night to go to my parents house. The light changed again and I pulled off. I was getting anxious waiting for him to reply. Maybe he wanted to tell me no, but didn't want to hurt my feelings. When I reach another red light I pick up my phone to text him never mind when my phone chimes with his message.

I would love it if you stayed the night, I love waking up with you in my arms ~E

Are you sure, I can just go home after the movie ~B

Isabella, I haven't seen you all week, trust me when you get to my place I will not let you leave so bring an extra pair of clothes. ~E

He replied and I bit my lip with a smile on my face, and like that I was no longer mad at my boyfriend. I texted that I looked forward to seeing him and he said that he would let his housekeeper Heidi know I was coming so that I wouldn't have any trouble getting into the building. I arrived at the mall and quickly found a parking spot when my cell phone rang. I looked at it and realized it was Alice.

"Hey."

"Where are you I'm waiting outside of Macy's?"

Alice says and I laugh, "I'm parking right now I'll be there in a minute." I tell her turning the car off. I grab my purse and then climb out of the car. I lock my car door and quickly head inside of the mall. I see people looking at me and though I am inside I put my dark sunglasses on anyway. I headed for Macy's and spotted Alice standing against the railing laughing at whatever she was looking at on her phone.

"Would you care to tell me how you beat me here?"

I ask as I approach her and she looks up at me and laugh, "Easy you drive like an old lady and I drive like a bat out of hell." She tells me and I laugh giving her a hug.

"You look very cute today, and I didn't dress you."

Alice says and I roll my eyes, looking at my outfit. It was a long yellow sun dress with flower prints at the bottom. I had a silver necklace that had three flower pendants hanging from it, a white and gold floral ring and a light brown leather bag with sandals.

"Maybe you're rubbing off on me."

I tell her and she smiles obviously proud of that while I was a little worried.

"Ok do you want to eat first or shop?"

"Shop, I'm sure it will build up my appetite."

I tell her and she laughs then pulls on my arm for us to enter Macy's first. We look around and somehow I end up buying a few outfits that I can wear on the show. Alice was a horrible influence when it came to shopping. We enter a few more stores and I go into Jared's Jewelry store and get Edward a new watch and cuff links. It wasn't really the gift I came up here for but I couldn't resist when I saw them. When we walked past the shoe store I tried to quickly rush past,

"Oh no way Bella, you will not buy clothes and not shoes, they are the most important part of a woman's outfit."

Alice says to me and I groan, "Alice I do not need more pairs of shoes. I mean I have pairs at home I haven't worn yet, plus I only came out to pick up Masen's birthday present."

I say as I try walking past the shoe store again, "But Bella you have to look fresh for the show, it's a new season, new co-host and now new boyfriend. So you need new shoes, clothes and oh you should get high lights!" Alice yells pulling on my arm, and I was starting to question why I asked her to go with me instead of Rosalie or Angela. Right they we were the only two left without our men at lunch time.

"Ali cat down girl."

I say and she laughs because I used the name Jasper usually called her when he wanted her to calm down, "Sorry, I got crazy again right?" she says and I laugh as I follow her into the shoe store.

"Yes you did, no high lights alright. Ed…Masen likes my hair color the way it is."

I inform her and she nods her head, "Ok but Bella you can't tell me that you would love wearing these shoes." She says holding up a pair of death traps.

"Uh Alice remember that four inch limit rule we have?"

"Alright so not these, but I bet Masen would like you in them."

"I'm sure he would, after he picks me up from the floor for busting my ass in them."

I reply and she laughs putting the shoes back on the shelf. We walk around the store and agree on five pair of shoes for the show. I swore meeting Alice and having her as my stylist was literally a life changing experience. We went to go have lunch because I was starving,

"Alice I have to tell you something."

"Shoot."

"I'm spending the night at Ed...Masen's tonight."

I tell her looking around to make sure no one else heard my slip up. Alice looks up at me smiling, "Oh are the two of you going to get busy finally?" She asked and I roll my eyes at her.

"No, well I don't think we are. I'm going to his house to watch a movie. We haven't seen each other all week and we want to spend time together."

I tell her and she smiles nodding her head, "Ok what's the big deal?" She asked me and I inhale a deep breath.

"I want to…uh make him feel good if you know what I mean."

"Uh I know you are not a virgin Bella so I do not know what you mean."

Alice says looking at me confused and I rolled my eyes. "I want to please him with my uh…god are you really going to make me say it?" I ask her and she sits there looking at me for a long time and I can tell when it registers.

"Oh my god Bella you've never given a blow job!"

She practically yells and I slap my hands over my face, "Damn it Alice could you be any louder." I ask afraid to take my hands off my face.

"Oh sorry, but Bella you were married for like three years, how could you have never possibly…"

"Because the thought of doing that to James made me gag."

I tell her and she laughs, "I could see that, but you don't gag at the thought of doing it to Ed…Masen?" She asked me and felt my cheeks heat up with embarrassment. "No, mean I actually really want to but I don't know how without chocking. I mean I've felt him Alice and all of that is not fitting in my mouth." I say just above a whisper and she starts to laugh again.

"It doesn't have to Bella."

She tells me then begins to go into detail about what to do. I swore my cheeks were going to be permanently red by the end of the day.

"What an unpleasant surprise seeing the two of you here."

I hear a familiar voice say I look up and roll my eyes as I see Jane Marino. "Hello Jane, what an even more unpleasant surprise seeing you are back in Chicago." I say and Alice giggles drinking from her cup. Jane gives me a fake smile then looks down at Alice,

"Aren't you the little makeup girl?"

She says and Alice puts her drink down and look up Jane, "No I'm the woman that is about to put her foot up your ass." Alice says and this time I laugh.

"Umph, I don't have time to tend to charity. I am in too much of a good mood because I am having lunch with my Eddie Poo. I told you he would forgive me."

She says and my lips go tight as I try to comprehend what she just said to me. "You're having lunch with my Edward?" I say at that moment not caring about who may have been listening to us.

"Your Edward? It's cute how you believe the little stories the tabloids put out about the two of you dating, but poodles he doesn't date below his class I'm sorry."

She says with her hand on mine now as if she was trying to console me. "Did you just call me a fucking dog?" I ask her snatching my hand away and looking up at her.

"It's alright to be upset, Edward is a great catch he's just out of your league sweetheart. I mean you may have a little fame but you are a C list star compared to my Eddie Poo do you really think he would date you?"

My nose flares and I can see people are watching the table now, even some people holding up their cells probably waiting to take a picture of me haul off and slapping her or recording me getting ready to kick her ass. I jumped up from my seat and Alice quickly jumped up in between us.

"Bella if you kick her ass here you could lose everything."

Alice says to me and I look at Jane. "Jane I don't know what your game is but it won't work." I tell her and she smiles and shrugs her shoulders.

"If you don't believe me call him right now and ask him."

Jane says then she walks away. My chest is heaving and I am beyond pissed right now. "Bella I'm sure she's lying I mean he's meeting with Jasper remember?" Alice says to me and I nod my head. Of course she was lying, I tell myself. We finish eating and Alice calls Jasper to see if he is back at his office yet,

"You're still meeting with him; I thought you met up an hour ago. Oh, Aww man. Yeah I can hear him, well alright see you when you get home."

Alice says and hangs up the phone, "Everything alright?" I ask Alice as I pay for my half of lunch. "Apparently they are still meeting something went wrong with some measurement's Peter made and Edward was flipping off about it in the background." Alice tells me and I raise a brow at her,

"Flipping off at whom?"

I ask and Alice looks at me. "I keep telling him, he cannot talk to people any way he wants to." I say getting up from my seat now.

"Bella, the miscalculation in the measurements is costing Edward thousands of dollars; I mean honestly he has a right to be pissed."

"That doesn't give him the right to talk to people like they are idiots. Why aren't you mad about this?"

"Because Jasper's not mad about it, and to be honest I don't think you're mad about it either I think you're just still upset about Jane."

Alice tells me and I know that she's right, I was still pissed about Jane and despite my better judgment I was going to confront him about having lunch with her. After we left the mall I headed for his office, yes I know I was probably being outrageous but I couldn't help it. I wasn't about to let another man make a fool out of me. When I arrived I quickly parked in the Masen garage and used Edward's pass code. I waved at the guard then the receptionist when I went inside. On the elevator I had an inner battle that I needed to deal with, Call him first and see what he says, my subconscious says and I bit my lip. "What if he didn't answer when I called? What if I heard him with her?" First he always answers your call; next he's not James or the rest of them he's not cheating on you. I swore it was like a battle between my head and my gut, my gut was telling me I knew this game while my head was trying to give reason.

I went with my head and called him. I pulled out my cell phone and pressed one on my speed dial. His cell phone rung and after two rings it went to voicemail. I inhale because like any regular person I knew that a phone did not go to voicemail on its own after two rings. He obliviously sent me to voicemail. That was enough for me. When I reached his floor I headed right for his office not bothering speaking to anyone that said hi to me.

"Ms. Swan."

Jessica says obviously surprised to see me, "Jessica I need to see Edward." I tell her and she quickly stands up. "Uh he's in a meeting and I was told not to disturb him." She replies and bit my lip when I ask,

"Is he still meeting with Jasper Whitlock?"

She shakes her head and I inhale again, "Is he meeting with Jane Marino?" I ask and again she looks surprised that I knew this information. I don't wait for an answer from her I head for his office door while she's right behind me warning me to just wait until the meeting was over. I swing the door open and I see Jane hugging Edward. He has one hand on her back and I swear I'm going to be sick. Edward quickly pushes her away when he sees me.

"Isabella what are you doing here?"

He asked and I try to get my emotions on track, "Is she the reason we couldn't meet for lunch?" I ask him and he runs his fingers through his hair.

"Isabella it's not what you think."

"Then explain it to me Edward. You tell me that we can't meet for lunch because you are so busy and when I come here you're having lunch with your ex girlfriend."

"…fiancée poodles."

Jane says and my nose flares, "Jane shut up you are not helping. Isabella, Jane was here to discuss business that's it." He tells me and I look at her.

"What business could you possibly have with her?"

"Poodles I'm afraid that is…"

"…if you call me poodles one more time I will kick your ass."

I say cutting her off and I hear Jessica laughing behind me. "You know what it doesn't matter why the two of you are meeting. You obviously didn't want me to know about it or you would have told me." I tell him and he goes to speak and I hold my hand up stopping him. I've watched him do it many times to other people. He looked surprised by my action,

"I don't care; you want to know the worse part. I was out shopping for your stupid birthday gift even though I was mad at you for canceling lunch."

I inform him and he looks surprised. "Poodles you really are taking this belief of the two of you dating seriously aren't you?" Jane asked and I inhaled a deep breath walked over to her and punched her square in the damn nose. She doubled over crying out in pain holding her nose. She stood up and looked at me in shock, "Call me poodles again and my foot will need to be surgically removed from your ass." I inform her and then she looked at Edward,

"Edward do something…"

She says and he picks up the phone and dials a number, "Jared I need you to come to my office." He says and I look at him surprised he actually called security on me.

"No need to call security on me you ass, I will see myself out. Lose my number Assward."

I inform him and fight the tears in my eyes as I head out of his office. I hear him call to me but I keep walking.

Edward POV

I quickly slam my phone down and I ran my fingers through my hair as Isabella marches out of my office. Why the hell would she think I was calling security on her? "Isabella!" I call to her but she continues to walk. I quickly push past Jessica and Jane to get out of my office and go after her. I wasn't sure where I fucked up but I knew that I needed to fix it and now. Did she really think I would cheat on her and with Jane of all fucking people? You did meet with your ex fiancée without telling your new girlfriend, what was she suppose to think? My fucking inner monologue said.

"Isabella wait!"

I yell and she continues up the hall way. The elevators come before I reach her and she quickly gets on and I watch as she presses the button for her floor. I see the tears in her eyes and I quickly jog to the door and they close in my face. I bang on the door calling her name. Taking the stairs was out of the question because I was on the fucking twentieth floor. I pressed for the elevator constantly waiting for one to return back up here.

"Eddie why are you worried about her, she left."

"Jane go the fuck away."

I bark at her, "Mr. Cullen you called for me?" I hear Jared ask me and I look at him. "Oh it's alright the little bitch left already." Jane says and I glare at her.

"Jared, have Ms. Marino removed from the fucking building."

I snap and she looked at me surprised, "What me? That crazy woman punched me and you want me removed?" she said and I stepped closer to her,

"You're lucky that's all she did was punch you Jane, and if you ever disrespect her again I will fucking ruin you."

I tell her and her eyes grow large. "You're really dating her aren't you?" She asked as if the thought was impossible. "Yes or at least I hope I still am." I say pressing the button again. I know that she's probably in her car by now which mean she is no longer down stairs in the garage.

"Jessica, call Seth and tell him to meet me outside NOW!"

I yell and she looks startled as she goes to the phone, "What about your three O'clock Mr. Cullen?" She asked me and I head back to my office to grab my cell phone and suit jacket.

"Cancel all my meetings for the rest of the day. If they don't like it, tell them I said fuck off."

I walk into my office and turn around and see Jane still standing there, "Jared get her the hell out of here before you're fired!" I yell and he quickly grabs her arm despite her protest and practically tosses her on the elevator when the doors open. I pick up my cell phone and press one on my speed dial calling Isabella. She sends me to voice mail and I leave a message asking her to let me explain. I pull my suit jacket on and look through my phone for Rosalie's number once I find it I press the call button.

"Edward?"

"Hey Rose, have you talked to Isabella?"

I ask her already shutting my computer down and heading out of my office. "No, why is she in trouble?" Rosalie asked concerned and I slam my office door as I walk out.

"Seth is down stairs Mr. Cullen."

Jessica tells me and I nod my head and continue for the elevators. "No she came to the office and I was meeting with Jane. She thinks I was cheating on her Rose." I say pulling at my hair now.

"Were you cheating on her?"

"Fuck No!"

I snap into the phone, "Isabella is the only person I want to be with Rose." I say just as the elevators arrive. I quickly get on and press the button for the ground floor.

"Ok what happened?"

I tell her what happened when Isabella arrived at my office and that I was now leaving to go find her. "So why were you meeting with Jane in the first place?"Rosalie asked and pull at my hair again.

"Business, that's all."

"So why didn't you tell her you were meeting with her then?"

"Because it was business Rose I didn't think it had any relevance to our relationship."

"You're a dick."

Rosalie tells me and I want to tell her she's been spending too much damn time with Emmett. "Jane is your ex fiancée Edward I think your girlfriend has a right to know when you are meeting with her." Rosalie tells me and I arrive on the ground floor and go outside. Seth is waiting by the door and quickly opens it when he sees me. I get in and tell him to go to Isabella's place.

"Fine I'm a dick, now I need to find her and fix it."

"You are lucky I think you are good for her. Hold on I'll call her."

Rosalie says and I wait, she quickly clicks back over. "Edward she sent me to voicemail." Rosalie tells me and I ball my hand into a fist.

"I'm on my way to her place, if you hear from her call me."

I tell Rosalie and she agrees. I hang up and call Alice and Angela but they only tell me the same. When I arrive to Isabella's house I already know she's not home because I don't see her car. I call her phone back and I go to voicemail again.

"Isabella please let me explain. I swear to you it's not what you think. Call me back, text me send a smoke signal something."

I say then I hang up and tell Seth to go to the diner. I try to think of all her favorite places to visit and I stopped by each one with no success.

"Mr. Cullen do you want me to drive you back to your office?"

"No we're going to keep looking for her, go by her house again and then Eclipse."

I say and he does and again she's still not home. I called her continuously with no success. When we arrive at Eclipse I quickly go inside and find Angela,

"Still nothing?"

"No, do you know where she would have gone?"

"When we were younger and she got upset she would sit outside and watch the stars but there isn't any stars out in the middle of the day and…"

"Fuck I know where she went…"

I say already leaving the restaurant. "Where?" Angela yells behind me but I just tell her that I'll text her once I found Isabella. I jump back into the car and tell Seth to take me to the planetarium. When we arrive I see her car outside. I damn near jump out of the car before Seth comes to a complete stop. I head inside and look for Eleazar. I walked to his office and he was sitting behind his desk,

"Mr. Cullen?"

"Eleazar, do you remember the woman I came here with?"

Eleazar smiles at me, "She's in the private showing room. She seemed upset." He tells me and I tell him thank you and head for the room. It was usually reserved for Eleazar or partners of the planetarium so I knew no one else was inside. I opened the door to the room and I spotted her laying back and looking up at the stars being shown. I sent out a mass text to everyone that I had found her then for the first time in my life I turned my cell phone off. I placed it in my pocket and slowly walked down the stairs to her. I sit next to her and she blows out a breath as if she already knew it was me.

"Isabella…"

"I don't want to talk to you…"

"…To bad."

I tell her and she sits up and look at me, "Why are you here, don't you have someone to tend to?" She asked me with some bit in her words.

"That's what I'm trying to do, but my girlfriend is pretty pissed with me right now."

"Umph."

She says then lies back in the chair again and look up at the stars on the ceiling. "Isabella tell me what it is exactly you think I did wrong." I say to her and she inhales then exhales.

"Edward you could do so much better than me we both know that."

"There is no one better than you in my eyes Isabella."

"Sure there is, any woman who can have a child is better than me automatically."

Isabella says and I hit the lever on her chair causing her to pop up. "Listen to me you are beautiful, intelligent, and I have NEVER met a woman that I want more then I want you. You are better than any other woman in the world to me Isabella, no matter what." I tell her and she bits her lip.

"Then why where you with Jane for lunch instead of me then?"

"Isabella, Jane brought a quarter of the company when it first started going under. We were meeting because I was buying her out."

I inform her and she bits her lip, "Since Jane and I were engaged then, she figured she would get her money back tenfold and that it would keep me home since she thought it would fix my problems. When we broke up she still owned that quarter share. I wanted to break all ties to her so I called her in to buy her out." I continue and she quickly wipes at her eye.

"Why not just tell me that? The little skinny bitch tried to make it so much more than that. Then when I walked in you were hugging and…

"…The hug was nothing, she was just happy I paid her more then she spent. Hell I would have paid her more than that if it meant I would never have to see her again. I didn't tell you because I didn't think it was important to bring up. It was business that's it."

I answer and she runs her fingers through her hair, "I feel so stupid now." She says and I take her hand into mine.

"You're not stupid; I fucked up not telling you. This could have all been avoided if I told you I was meeting with her."

"Yeah you're right; it's all your fault."

She says and I laugh running my thumb over the back of her hand. "Why didn't you tell someone where you were? I went all over Chicago looking for you." I tell her and she looks at me with an eye brow raised,

"No you didn't."

"Yes I did ask Seth. I called Rose, Alice and Angela and got my head chewed off by all three for not telling you I was meeting with Jane today."

I inform her and she laughs, "You really called all three of them?" she asked me and I nodded my head. "I was worried about you Isabella." I say lifting her face to look at me.

"I actually called Bree to ask her why her brother was such an ass."

She tells me and I laugh, "The one person I didn't think to call. So did she tell you why I was an ass?" I ask her and she laughs,

"She had some good points."

Isabella replies and I laugh, "Isabella I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Please believe me when I say that you are the only woman I am with and the only woman I want to be with." I state honestly and she bits her lips.

"One day you'll change your mind, when you'll want a baby."

"No I won't. I know you think that you not being able to have children will cause future problems but it won't because I want to be with you, just you."

I reply cupping her face in my hand now. I lean in and place a kiss on her lips and she melts into me. I devour her mouth and she slips her hands into my hair. I bit her lip pulling away slightly and placing a kisses along her jaw and neck.

"You look very beautiful today love."

"Thank you, what time do you have to be back at the office?"

She asked me and I softly bite the hallow part of her neck, "I don't I cancelled all my meetings to find you." I reply and she lifts my face from her neck.

"Did you really cancel all your meetings?"

"Yes, I told you I was worried about you Isabella. I was certain I fucked up with you."

She looked at me for the longest time then fisted my hair and pulled my face to hers and kissed me hard. I lifted her into my lap and we made out like two teenagers until Eleazar came to tell us he needed the room.

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