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I hate her/ I hate him

Maria POV

Getting into the building was easy, hell getting past Edward's stupid secretary and assistant was easy. Apparently no one knew about me, so they didn't know to keep an eye out for me. "Thank you Edward." I say to myself and I jimmie open his office door. I watched his secretary and assistant leave for lunch and I made my move for his office then. Once I got the door opened I quickly entered and closed the door behind me. The office said Edward it was meant for a strong man, a powerful one. I walked over to his desk and ran my hand over his seat. I missed him and it was starting to become real annoying that he thought I was just going to sit around while he shows off that little bitch Isabella Swan.

He never did that with me, I had to be hidden a secret. She wasn't any better than me, I knew about the slut. Some nobody who as at the right place at the right time to become the new host for a stupid morning show. She was pretty in a girl next door kind of way, Edward deserves a woman who compliments him. I sat down in his chair and closed my eyes feeling closer to him. I sat there enjoying the feeling for a moment then turned his computer on.

I hated that when I called him he yelled at me like I was a nobody, as if he didn't once love me and worship the fucking ground I walked on. It was all her damn fault all her doing,

I hated her.

Then the picture frame on his desk caught my attention. It was her and him together at some restaurant. Her head was on his shoulder and he looked actually happy,

I hated her.

The computer came on and I groaned seeing he had a password. I tried the one he use to use when we dated but it wasn't it. So I tried a few more but none of them worked and I knew that, that could only mean the password was related to that stupid bitch.

I hated her.

I looked through his desk coming across a few things that weren't of any importance to me. Then I saw a picture of Edward's yacht. I remembered the trips we use to take on it, then I saw the word sold sitting under it. He sold it, he sold our boat? I felt betrayed, assaulted. I then saw an invoice, he brought another one. For her? I knew it was for her.

I hated her.

What was so fucking special about her? He didn't treat the others this way; I knew about all of them even the ones he thought were a secret between him and whichever whore he slept with. But this one, she was different and I needed to know why. I swore he was pining for me, waiting for me to forgive him for treating me like some common whore. Then she came along, she changed him.

I hated her.

She took my Edward away from me and she was going to pay for it. The only other one to worry me was Jane, but she soon proved to be no damn threat at all. I continued to look through his desk trying to be certain not to change much. I didn't want to hurt Edward, I loved him. I turn his computer off put everything back in the drawers just as there is a knock on the door.

"I know someone is in there."

A voice says, "Damn it!" I say knowing there is no way out for me but that damn door. I unbutton my shirt never more grateful for the huge rack I had. I roll up my skirt let down my hair and prepare to put on a show. I walk over to the door and open it. The man looks obviously surprised to see me,

"I'm sorry I was here to see Edward."

"He-he's not here."

He says looking at my cleavage. "Oh I see that now, is it possible I could wait for him." I say in a soft voice and he shakes his head.

"Mr. Cullen is away on vacation for two weeks."

He tells me and I roll my eye because I know he went on vacation with that bitch.

I hated her.

"That's too bad."

"How-how did you get in here?"

"A key of course."

I answer and he looks up at my face now, "Don't tell anyone but I'm Mr. Cullen's mistress you know Isabella doesn't fulfill all his needs." I say with a smirk on my face but he doesn't look fooled as if he knows for a fact that Isabella pleases Edward.

"How did you know I was in here?"

"That's confidential, but you should know I was ordered to take you into custody."

"Aww poo…surely you can let me go with a warning."

I say running my hand up his chest. He takes in a deep breath. "They are strict orders and …" He stops talking because my hand is now on his belt buckle.

"Please, I promise to never misbehave again."

I say to him with my lips close to his ear. "…and if I do, you can punish me." I continue and he inhales deeply. "Hurry up and go they will be here soon to get you." He says and I smile and place a kiss on his cheek.

"You're such a sweetheart."

I tell him and quickly head for the elevators. I walk past Edward's stupid secretary Jessica and I don't like the way she's looking at me, as if she trying to remember my face. "Who was she Jared?" I hear the blonde bimbo ask and I quickly get on the elevators and head down to the garage. I make it to my car quickly climb inside.

I then notice a black Benz pull up and I see the stuck up bitch Esme Masen Cullen climb out of the car. I hated Edward's mother, she thought she was so great. Daughter of Edmund Masen and wife of Carlisle Cullen, but she wasn't great. I hated her brat daughters too, Emily was just a means to an end and I would rid of her the minute I was done with her. I quickly pulled out of the garage passing another car I had noticed was following me a couple weeks ago; it was why I changed cars.

I decided to go to the little bitch's house, it wasn't like it was a secret where she lived. Once there I have little trouble getting upstairs, I damn near made the security guard come in his pants. I jimmie open her lock and quickly went inside closing the door behind me. Her place was cute, not what expected but cute. I continue into her living room and walk over to her bookshelf where I see pictures. I don't know the people, only recognize one and that's the one who I knew was dating Emmett. Yes I hated Emmett too; he was always trying to warn Edward about me. He was just jealous that I wanted Edward instead of him. I walk over to her desk, everything is so nicely placed. It's was all just so damn organized.

I hated her.

I walk up her steps and head for her bedroom. I know he's been in here with her. He's had sex with her and it made me sick. I want to trash her place but that's not like me, I wasn't some crazy ex-girlfriend. No I was Edward's soul mate and I needed to get him back. She was in the way, she had him under some spell and I had to save him.

I hated her.

I walk to her closets and they're filled with designer clothes. Edward use to buy me designer clothes, Edward treated me like a queen until his stupid family got in the way. Then in her hamper I saw it, it was his shirt. I knew it was his shirt. I yank it from the hamper and place it against my face. It still smells like him, his cologne his masculine scent. How dare she have his shirt, how dare she think she can have him.

I hated her!

I slide the shirt on like a jacket and hug it to my body. I felt closer to him now, he was mine. I walk over to her dresser and I see a picture of the two of them on her dresser. He was looking at her the way he used to look at me, well sort of. But this look was different he was looking at her as if…as if…NO!

I hated her!

She had to go, it wasn't part of the plan but it was now my only plan. I had to get rid of Isabella Swan. She couldn't have him, she couldn't take him away from me. Her house phone rings and I jump from the noise. I stand there until I hear her answering machine pick up. Her fucking sing song voice makes my head hurt.

I hated her.

"Hey Bells its dad. I know you're not home but I can't reach you on your cell so hopefully you check your home messages. I got your message about flying out for the wedding kiddo. Now I hope you're sure about this, I mean you and Cullen haven't been dating long. But either way your mother and I love you and will be there give us a call to get our flight information."

Wedding? Cullen?

I HATED HER!

She couldn't marry him, he couldn't marry HER! He was supposed to marry me, be with me. NOT HER! I push everything off her dresser and it all hits the floor with a crash. I pull her stupid sheets from her bed and trash her room. I pull her clothes out her closet and rip them until they are nothing. She couldn't have him!

I HATED HER!

I picked up the picture frame from floor the glass was cracked but it wasn't enough. I opened the frame and took the picture out and tore the stupid bitch face right off.

I HATED HER!

He would regret marrying her; I would make him a widower. I would get rid of the stupid bitch once and for all. I would wait for them to come back and I would find away to be rid her, find away to rid the world of Isabella Swan.

I hated her!

After I trashed her room and wrote a little message on her mirror with her lipstick I fixed my hair and clothes. I took his shirt and left her stupid place. Before I got on the elevators I noticed a strong liquor smell, it reminded me of my days at the strip club. I headed back to my car and quickly drive off waving at the stupid guard. I felt lost, someone had to know where they were someone knew. Emily. I pull out my phone and call her she would have to know where her brother was right.

"I told you not to ever call me!"

She yells into the phone and I ignore her. "Where is Edward?" I ask her annoyed already with her ass. She thought she was god's gift to the world but she wasn't.

"Work I assume. Why?"

"He's not there, I was already there."

"What do you mean you were already there Maria?"

"Damn it just tell me where he is!"

I yell banging my hand on the horn and causing some elderly woman to look at me. I gave her the finger and she rushed off to her car.

"Maria you need to see someone this isn't healthy. I told you before my brother doesn't want to see you."

"Oh like you care what your brother wants. I'm paying you now you little brat, you needed money after he cut you off and I gave it to you. Now tell me where the hell he is!"

I bark into the phone and I hear her inhale a deep breath. "I don't know where he is." She says sternly and I know she's lying. She is his sister of course she knows.

"Liar, I know he's going to marry that bitch."

"What?"

Emily says, she sounds like she doesn't know what I'm talking about. "He is going to marry HER, now tell me where he is." I reply and I hear shuffling in the background.

"Emily I'm going to come see you I think your need help."

"What is with everyone! I don't need your help all of you came to me all of you need my help!"

I yell, I was sick of her and I was sick of it all. Everyone came looking for me, asking for my help not the other way around.

"What do you mean all of you? Who else called you Maria?"

"Oh like you don't know."

"I don't know, Maria do you know something?"

She asked me and I smiled, "Maybe, do you know where Edward is?" I ask waiting for her to tell me and she blows a breath into the phone.

"I don't know where he is, now if you know something you need to tell me."

"Says who? Someone wants to destroy you and the rest of you're fucked up ass family. Why shouldn't I let them?"

"Because if they do, you stop getting paid."

Emily tells me and the brat has a point. I guess I had to make a call. "Emily I think our deal has just expired. I'll be in touch and tell your new sister in law, I'm coming." I say into the phone and then I hang up. I turn the phone off so that she can't call back. People were in my way and I needed to get rid of them too. But nothing changed I was still getting rid of Isabella Swan.

I really…really hated her.

James POV

I sat in my damn apartment alone, always alone. Always doing the same thing sitting here and listening to the news talk about where they saw her with HIM. What they were doing and what some fucking source said. She was my wife, ex or not she was MY wife. I always knew she had a thing for him, I remember her swooning over him whenever he was on television. She always got distracted never noticing if I was even in the damn room. I remembered when she interviewed for the job at his company. The bitch blushed when I asked if she met him. She never said it but she had a fucking crush on him as if she was some teenager. It pissed me off but I ignored it. She was my wife, what chance in hell did she have of Edward Cullen finding her mediocre ass even remotely attractive.

Then fucking Rose just had to talk her into doing the fucking morning show, she just had to put her fucking nose in our marital business. I hated that bitch almost as much as I hated Bella's father. Charlie, he thought he was so fucking tough; I could take him I knew I could. Now my wife is dating this son of a bitch Cullen, this rich pretty boy who already had the whole world handed to him on a sliver fucking platter. Now he has her too, what gave him the fucking right!

I hated him!

Bella was filled with so much fucking insecurity when we met; I knew I could hold her with it. Make her think no one else would want her. Then when she wouldn't get pregnant, it was perfect just tell the bitch no man would want a woman who wasn't even a whole woman. It worked for years, and then somewhere she got confidence. I knew that was Rosalie's fault always in her ear about how she should leave me. I threaten to leave Bella all the time and she usually came crawling apologizing but that last time the bitch really served me with divorce papers. I wanted kill her for serving me the damn papers. But I was sure I would get her to crawl back to me, tell me she was being stupid. Then she went through with it, even took half of my fucking money from the settlement!

Have you ever loved someone so much you hated them for making you love them? That's how I felt about Bella. If I couldn't have her no one would, I knew it was cliché to say but that was how I felt. I would destroy tear her down until even Cullen wouldn't want her. Then wait for her to come crawling back to me, she always did in the end. My phone rung and I quickly answered it not bothering to look at the caller ID.

"What?"

I answered and the news started to show Bella leaving one of the Masen buildings with HIM. A source said they were going on vacation. Fucking source never knew shit,

"James I've been trying to call you."

"Well I'm on the phone what do you want?"

I ask annoyed, "I just saw the Swan's leave." I roll my eyes and take a pull from the beer bottle I was holding.

"So what?"

"Renee asked me to keep an eye on their fish because they would be gone for Bella's wedding and wouldn't be back for a few days."

I quickly sat the hell up. Bella's wedding? She wasn't marrying HIM, she couldn't marry HIM!

"Leah are you sure?"

"Yes, now you promised me something if I gave you information."

"I'll send it through western union. Did they say where they were going?"

I asked her, I met Leah one year I went to Washington with Bella to visit her parents. Leah was just a good fuck and once Bella became miss popularity Leah agreed to keep an ear out with Renee in the event of anything interesting happening.

"No they didn't say, but they definitely said Bella's wedding because Charlie practically yelled at Renee for slipping and telling me."

"Fine, I'll send you, your damn money."

I tell her and hang up the phone. She was going to marry HIM! I tossed my beer bottle against the wall. He couldn't have known about her half working uterus, surely she lied to him. She probably told him she was pregnant or something. The little bitch got me the same way, she never told anyone that oh but I knew. We thought she was pregnant and rushed into our marriage, she tried to act innocent claim we didn't have to rush but I knew it was what she wanted. I feed her the lines that I wanted to marry her as soon as possible; she was going to be the mother of my child. The bitch ruined my life!

I could tell the press but I had no location, fuck I wasn't even sure how reliable Leah could be. I needed to find out more I needed to know where they were. She had to have the information back at her place. I grabbed my keys and headed for Bella's place. It didn't take me long to get there but it never did take me a long time. I pulled into the parking lot and quickly parked next to Bella's car. It didn't surprise me that her car was still her since I knew that Cullen had his driver taking her around. I walk straight past the stupid security guard who looked like he was masturbating. I headed straight for Bella's place and the minute I hit the hall I saw a Hispanic woman leaving out of Bella's place. I had to admit the woman was smoking hot, but I never seen her before.

She was holding what looked like a shirt against her chest. She started to walk down the hall and I waited for her to past me. I couldn't ask her what she was doing in Bella's place because it would be my damn luck she was Bella's friend. So I ducked into the closet and waited for her to get on the elevators. Once she was on I headed for Bella's place. The door opened easily; obviously the woman didn't lock the door back. I walk inside and close the door behind me. Bella's place smells like her and I hate that it's giving me a hard on. I walk over to her desk and go through all of her things only to see that she was only going to be gone for two weeks. I put everything back like I always did when I came into her place, she never knew I was here never knew I was going through her things.

I knew Bella and I knew where she put everything, so putting it back the way she had it was never hard. I head upstairs to her bedroom and I stop because it's trashed. Her clothes, her sheets, everything on dressers were on the floor. Her dresser drawers where pulled open. Her underwear was all over the floor. There was some writing in what looked like lipstick but I couldn't make out what he said standing at the door. I had this feeling that, that woman wasn't a friend of Bella's. I wasn't going to find shit in here about where Bella was so I didn't bother going any further in her bedroom. I looked down by my feet and see a pair of Bella's white lace underwear, she always liked wearing lace. Taking a pair of her underwear wouldn't hurt, so I quickly pick them up and stuff them in my pocket.

I leave the loft before someone realizes that I'm here. When I arrive back out in the parking lot I head for my car and I see the same woman sitting in her car up the lot. She was on the phone, I was tempted to go find out who the hell she was but I didn't need anyone fingering that I was in Bella's place. I quickly jumped into my car and pulled off. She could marry him but she would always be my wife.

So um yeah you just got to see inside Maria and James head.

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