I don't own Glee. I wish though.
This chapter was sad. Hard to write really. But I had to get it out there! I deleted this chapter when I first wrote It. Too forgiving.
Nick needs to get his act together before I go over and slap him! :(
Enjoy!
Summary: Nick goes to a party. Things end badly.
Jeff
As I woke up I felt something heavy on my hip. I groaned as I realized that It was Nick's arm. I slowly slipped away from his grasp and went to get ready for the day. I didn't was to face him this morning, so I knew that I had to hurry out of the dorm room. I got ready faster than I ever have and felt pretty good about how I looked. I grabbed my bag and quickly slipped out of the room.
This is going to be a long day.
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As I walked into the cafeteria I smelled the great sent of food. I then thought back to last night when Nick said I was just fine and that I should eat. I dont believe him. I'm not going to eat. I haven't forgiven him and I dont know if his confession last night was so he could finally end all the drama between us. I just dont quite trust him. I grab an apple and go to sit with the Warblers.
As I reach the table I can already hear Sebastian talking about a guy he banged last night. I rolled my eyes and sat by Trent. I sat quietly but I overheard them talking about a party that was going on tonight. I wasn't interested in the least considering the fact that I dont drink or do drugs.
The bell rang for class and I was thrilled because I was getting sick of hearing about drinking. Somewhere along the road Nick joined and talked about how he wanted to get hammered. Really? Its whatever. He can do whatever he wants. After all, liars get what they deserve.
History was boring. So was math. So was..well, all my classes. I tried to pay attention but in the end all I did was sleep. Soundly I might add. In every class the party was being talked about. I almost slammed my head into the table every 5 minutes. Cant today end already?
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I got back to the dorm to see Nick getting ready for the party. On the phone with Sebastian to make sure that the beer arrived on time. Ridiculous.
I sat on my bed and watched him get ready. I want him to stay here with me. What was he doing? Oh, thats right, getting ready to get drunk off his ass. He never pays attention to me the whole time hes getting ready. After getting off the phone he tried to convince me to go but I declined and crawled in my bed, ignoring the rest of his pleas. He just gets up and slams the door after he leaves.
I sit up and look at the door, wondering what his problem is. I pushed my tears back and walked to the bathroom. I never promised him I wouldn't cut. Just as he never promised me that he wouldn't go get drunk. I grabbed my razor and sat against the wall. I pulled my sleeve up and began to make light cuts. They began to get deeper when I became numb. All I could think of was Nick. Getting drunk. Smoking. Acting like a kid. It didn't matter. Not anymore. I got up and cleaned my arm, wrapping it up.
Shutting off the light I went and crawled into bed and hoped that tomorrow would come already.
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I woke up to the sound of the door closing. I saw the outline of Nick in the dark. I wanted to ask if the party was fun, that was until he began to get near. He smelled like beer and it was overpowering. Before I could even get a word out of my mouth, he was on me. He was clawing at my clothes and biting my neck hard. I tried to scream and push him off me, but it seemed to make him more mad. He grabbed my neck and began to bite at my lips. When I felt his other hand going to the top of my pants, I knew his intention. He was going to rape me.
No.
I pushed him as hard as I could which ended him up on the floor. I bolted from the room. No clear intention to where I was running to. Anywhere away from him. I heard the words he was yelling at me. Whore. Slut. They made me run faster.
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I ended up at Trent's door and knocked as hard as I could. As soon as he opened the door I grabbed onto him and tight and let the tears fall. He pulled me away from the door and locked it. I felt as he laid me down on the bed and let me cry. Rubbing my back. Telling me it was going to be okay.
It wasn't going to be okay.
Not at all.
R&R.
Oh Nicky. Stop It.
The chapters are getting sad now.
Dang.
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