I don't own Glee.
This chapter Is short and kind of rushed. Iv been busy, but I thought Id put up a chapter, no matter how short.
I hope you enjoy!
Summary: Jeff sings his feelings out.
Jeff
I wake up in Trent's room and when I sit up I see an extra uniform laying on the bed. I slowly get up and begin to get dressed, trying not to remember the other night.
After tying my tie I stare at the door. I'm afraid to walk out the door. Id have to see Nick. I couldn't stand to see him and that I know. But, I had to face him eventually. I'm not a coward. I need to stand up for myself. As I walk out the door, I know that all that I said Is a lie.
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I walk into the meeting room and see everyone, including Nick. I quickly rush over by Trent and hold his hand tightly. I know that Nick is looking at me, I can feel his stare. Trent nudges me out of the daydreams and asks me if I want to sing a song. I look up and him and smile. He knows me. He knows that I get my sadness out through singing. After asking permission I stand in front of everyone.
I take A deep breathe, stare at Nick and begin to sing.
It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe we're the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye
Goodbye
Bye
Take my pain away
Tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong
Take my pain away
Tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong
Take my pain away
tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong
As I end the song, I look in this eyes and all I see is pain. I cant even stand to look at him, knowing what he must be feeling. I run out of the room as fast as I can and run wherever my legs decide to take me.
That's all I came up with. I know Its short. Ill sit down soon and write A longer one, In Nick's prov. :)
Secondhand Serenade - Goodbye.