Authors Note: I apologise for how late this has been uploaded. I am already working on the next few chapters and hope to get them up quicker. I have some major tests coming up soon and a bad writers block which I'm so sorry for. Anyway here's Chapter 2. Let me know what you think!
My mum is such a bitch she is actually driving me to this therapist, that's right driving me! I know your blind surely you have to be driven round and your right but hell fucking no this goes against everything that I have going on for sightless image and blind girl reputation!
She practically dragged me into the waiting room and sat me on the seat! So now I'm sat here alone bored and waiting for my name to be called even though I know for sure I won't be staying in that office for very long seen as my original therapist won't be there… hello stranger danger…. Even if 'Brittanys' voice did sound soft like an angel and maybe I do want to hear that melodic sound again, but that goes against everything I have going on!
I hear the usual name that is called right before mine, 'Noah Puckerman' usually the sessions can take up to an hour but his are usually done in about 14 minutes. I'm aware how exact that sounds but think about it, what can blind girl actually do in a waiting room other than listen in to random people's conversations or count the ticking of the clock, I take the latter because I really don't need to know what Bertie the cleaner found stuck in on the bottom of her shoe after cleaning… that's just plain nasty!
As I sit and wait I let my mind wander on to the subject of the angelic voice that I heard. This has been happening a lot lately where I just sit and think about Brittany, I try and imagine what she looks like I think she's blonde, young and slim with the perfect face and perfect body. I try and imagine the freckles that might be on her face; if she has dimples or freckles. Whether her eyes are blue or hazel, I think blue, blue like the ocean is described in the books I have read in braille. What her hobbies could be, if she likes music like me or maybe she is more into nerdy stuff I mean she is a therapist she probably likes science or something weird like that right?
I'm brought out of my trance by mum.
"Honey I'm just going to get a cup of coffee do you want anything?"
"Yeah, I want you to take me home!"
"Santana you know that isn't going to happen, just sit there and listen for your name I'll be here when you come out."
I begrudgingly did stay there I mean hey I have to get home right and how can I get home without the woman? What hail a taxi? Are you mental I'm blind, I'd end up getting in a strangers car and god only knows what could happen!
I start to think about other things while I sit there, you see I lost my eyesight due to an accident, which is why I come to a therapist because I can't speak about it, I just want to forget it but no that isn't enough for them! For me to truly move on I have to accept it and speak about my feeling but how am I supposed to do that when they took my main sense? According to my Opthalmologist he thinks there might be something new coming to medication that might give me my sight back, and when it happens I'll be one of the first they'll ask to test it on. Could I really risk the point of more pain or getting my hopes up? What happens if wreck my entire chance of ever seeing again if more medical research is taken! What choice will I have?
I'm pulled out of my thoughts by my name being called. "Santana….Santana….Miss Lopez? Brittany will see you now."
Wish me the best of look I'm going to need it!
A/N They are going to have more of a relationship in the upcoming chapters and things will move faster from here on out :)
Review, and feel free to PM I get bored and could do with someone to speak to.