DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN SUPERNATURAL OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS!
I suggest listening to Warning Sign by Coldplay while reading this. It just popped up on my Pandora account and I almost cried because of that song writing this. Enjoy and tell me what you think!
The Things You Love You Loose
They both knew it. They both saw it. This night, it was their only one left. These were their last private moments before Dean lost Sam to Lucifer and the pits of Hell. And this time he might not come back. Cass had left and Bobby went to sleep hours ago. Sam and Dean were upstairs, sharing one of the two twin beds in the room Bobby always kept clean for them. It wasn't ideal, but they wanted to stay in each other's line of vision. At least for tonight, they wanted to feel the other. Dean wanted to feel Sam mold himself against every line of his back and Sam wanted to wrap his arms around Dean as tight as he could. So they did, and Dean sighed when he felt Sam press a kiss to the back of his neck. He turned in Sam's arms and ran his fingers through Sam's shaggy hair. And when Dean pulled Sam tight against him they both felt it, the love that seemed to give and take and give again in a never ending circle of rapture that only the Winchester's had.
Dean would never forget this night, and he knew that Sam wouldn't either. Dean wouldn't forget the way Sam's hair felt like velvet wrapped around his clutched fists. Sam wouldn't forget how Dean's skin felt like silk sliding against his own. Dean wouldn't forget laughing at Sam's tall stature and having to kiss his chest because he couldn't reach his lips. And Sam would always remember the way that Dean smiled at him, and how he tried to hide his tears when they finally rested their heads on their pillows. And they would always remember the creaky floorboards, the rain hitting against the window, and how it felt to hold on to consciousness to get just one more look at the other before they were pulled into a dreamless sleep. After all, this was their only night left.