Chapter 6
As I walked I thought about what was going to happen now that he was about to read the story. I knew it wouldn't be good. I walked in told him to read the story and pulled everyone out of the room. We watched through the glass.
I stared at the computer for a few minutes knowing that what I read wasn't going to be good. I sighed then started to read.
(the story will be in these and the rest wont be in anything)
it was november 15 when my father died and not even two months later my mother had found a new husband. i dont like him he looks at me funny, maybe its just cause he isnt who i want to see in my dads place. that was what i thought until he came into my room drunk on febuary 25. he didnt look right, he looked as if he was hunting down a dog or something all i knew is that i didnt want him near me. "marcus go away" i said and back up towards the wall trying to keep space between us. he just kept come closer to me and the closer he got the more i walked toward the wall. it wasnt long before i hit the wall seeing as my room was just big enough for my twin sized bed, bookcase, bureau and desk. once i was there i couldnt really go anywhere without getting closer to him and i didnt want that; except he was still walking towards me. "marcus get out of my room. you shouldnt be in here you should go to bed. your drunk." i said, but he had been standing right in front of me by then. he just stood there looking at me and licking his lips. i didnt know what he had planned and didnt want to know. then he said "i wont be leaving until i get what i want" and he did he pressed himself up against me and started to kiss me. "dont make any noise or i will kill your mother and you before you can count to three" he told me and i just whimpered in reply. he had his hands up my shirt and pulling it off . i started to fight him off but he just slammed my head into the wall behind me leaving me seeing stars for a few minutes and by the time i knew what was going on again he was just in his boxers and i was in my underwear and bra. i didnt want he to touch me again but didnt want a repeat of what had happened a few minutes before. so i just stood there crying siilent tears of fear and humiliation while he did what he wanted. that was until he started to pull me over to my bed. then i started to fight back again because i could let him take the one thing he didnt deserve away from me. "you little bitch. i am going to teach you what happens when little girls fight their daddies" he said kneeing me in the stomach and pushing me to my knees. i looked away from him so i wouldnt have to do what he undoubtably wanted me to do. he stilll grabbed my face and told me that if i bit him i would regret the rest of my life and then pulled my hair making me cry out yet i didnt really get to make any form of noise because he shoved himself in. he tasted of sweat, beer and urine. i gagged and tried to pull away but he just took me himself and once he was done he told me to swallow and not let any of it go to waste he told me that that was my dinner. i did as he told me and he left but not before saying that he would be back tomorrow night. I finished the first paragraph swallowing deeply and closing my eyes to calm down so that I could read the rest. Once I was calm I started to read the next paragraph.
the next night he came back with a few friends and told them to grab me. tonight he was sober and by sober i mean clean, showered and not nearly as crazed as the night before, but that also meant he was prepared tonight. his friends grabbed my hands and feet and threw me on the bed but were holding me down faster than i could even attempt to get up. "there is no fight tonight bitch" he whispered in my ear while he tyed my down to the bed. it wasnt long before he had ripped my clothes off and his friends got the chance to touch me where ever they wanted. i squirmed around as much as i could being stretched as far as my body would let me without breaking bones and tearing muscle. i didnt want them near me but i didnt seem to have a choice in the matter because after an hour of that he climbed on top of me. the only reason i knew the time was because of the position my alarm clock was in. "its time to become a big girl" he told me before taking off his boxers and positioning himself at my vaginal opening. i begged him to leave me alone but he just turned to his friends and said to one of them take her mouth. i didnt want this guy near me let alone his friends, but i couldnt get away and my mother was to busy with my brother to notice what he was doing to me. so with one guy getting an oral job off of me he slammed in to the dry hole that was my vagina. "damn your tight" he said then he mustve notice that i was a virgin because he said "oh god thats why i love you virgins the best things to take from. god" he breathed out and started to push in and out. by then i was trying to block the world around me out and the only thing i noticed was him ejacutalting inside me and the rotation of his friends that occured afterward. nothing else just faceless men came after I knew that she was disociating during this and I couldn't help, but want to throw the laptop and murder the son of a bitch, but I had more to read and then I had to help her.
the days and nights have begun to blur together and i cant seem to figure out if its monday or wednesday or even friday all i know is that i now have to serve as my step father and his friends sex slave. I want it to end. I want everything to be over and to just disappear. It won't happen though. All I do know is that I got a call from uncle Fin to come and visit him and I told him that I am going. maybe I can get the courage to tell him whats going on and get the help that I need. who knows what will happen to me in the next couple of weeks. hes back and i guess its time to let them all have their fun for the night and hope that i can get to school tomorrow without looking like a total slut. I was beyond done now, but there was one more paragraph to read and I had to finish what I started to read.
may 17. i had been feeling sick latley so had gone and bought a few pregnancy tests know that my step father never used condoms while his friends did and not wanting to be pregnant. i took all five of them and put them on the edge of the sink before taking a shower. seeing as i couldnt get enough of them lately. i couldnt wait to be going to my uncle fins for the next four months or so. i would have to tell him whats been going on seeing as you would be able to tell by then that i was pregnant and he would no doubtably help me, but i didnt want to tell him. there will probably be someone around him that can help me out though or i would just not be pregnant right? after my shower i dried off and put clothes on. i noticed my favorite skinny jeans getting a bit snug around my tummy and didnt want any of this to be true. that was until i glanced at the tests... all five of them were positive. i was doomed and would have to tell my uncle fin sometime soon I was pissed and stood up after throwing the laptop against the wall and pacing around.
Well we owe TARU a new laptop I thought. Before turning around to find Brook watching from behind us all. "Hey Brook" I said walking over to her.
"He's mad about the baby" she whispered wrapping her hands around her middle.
"No hes mad at the sorry excuse for a step father you have want to see?" I asked.
"Can I talk to him?" she asked and I nodded even though I had just said that she could in a round about way a few seconds before. She walked over to the door and openned it. "Uncle Fin?" she questioned. He stopped moving and looked at her.
"Hey baby" he whispered before she ran into his arms.
I shut the door to give them some privacy and let us all talk without them hearing. "Doc?" Cragen asked looking for a way to move forward.
"Well I am going to say keep an eye on her and get ahold of the PD in charge of where she lives get her removed from their care and into Fins that way they can start an investigation. From what I can get I am going to say that this guy will fess up once in an interragation and will want a plea deal."
"Alright I will call them and let Fin know, but I think we should let them get some rest first." Cragen said and we all looked to find Brook falling asleep with Fin not to far behind in a corner of the interagation room. "Think they would be more confortable in the cribs"
"Yeah I will let them know" I said and walked into the room.