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And to all my readers, this is a HEYA fanfic so basically they will end up together. So no need to worry. =) just enjoy!
CHAPTER 4
HEATHER
As Naya went to her bathroom, I went straight to the kitchen. I want to prepare something for her. I know she's really tired of shooting and probably hungry. So I began exploring her fridge, see what I can find there and see what I can prepare.
I really miss doing this for her. Ever since Taylor move in with me, it seems rare for me to do stuff for her. I should do this more often, I don't want to imagine someone doing this for her. Okay, as I've said, I'm kindda possessive when it comes to her. Possessive in a way that I get really really jealous when she's dating someone, freaky huh? I just believe that she hasn't met the right person for her. I just don't want her to be hurt, she's so nice and she deserves someone who will never ever hurt her.
I remember the time when I heard rumours of her dating Matt …
"Naya Marie Rivera, is it true that you're dating Matt?" I asked her. I'm so fucking irritated coz she didn't tell me that she's dating him! I'm her bestfriend!
She just shrugged, "What do you think of him?"
I winced, "I don't like him. I mean I like him, he's nice, but I don't like him FOR YOU."
She gave me that look, "Why? I thought you said he's nice?"
"Yeah but, you shouldn't date one of the writers, it will turn out bad, and you know that. People will think that you're getting the best storyline this season just because you're dating him."
"You know that's not true." She said.
"Yeah, I know. But people think a lot, I don't want them to think like that about you." I cupped her chin, turned her face towards me. "Does my opinion as your bestfriend matter? You deserve someone better, Naya."
We were literally looking directly in each other's eyes; I was mesmerized by her beautiful brown eyes. She's so beautiful.
"Yes, Hemo. You're opinion matters to me." She whispered softly.
"Do you even like him?" I asked.
"No." she answered. I was so relieved. Thank god!
I really don't know why I'm so overprotective of her, I mean in a freaky kind of way. I just don't want her to date someone; I want her all to myself. I want all of her time and attention. I don't care if I'm selfish or what.
"What are you cooking? It's been a while since you cooked for me."
I felt her arms wrapped around my body, and I know she tiptoed so that she can put her head on my shoulders. I had the chance to inhale her scent, the smell of 'after shower Naya' is so intoxicating.
"Hmmm… You smell really nice." I said out loud. Fuck! I wasn't supposed to say that out loud.
"You smell nice too." She said, hugging me tighter. Good she didn't find it freaky that I told her she smell nice.
So when she moved away, I felt disappointed. I want her to hug me again, it's so sweet. It's like we're a couple. Oh my god! What am I thinking? She's only my bestfriend, I can't think of her like that.
"Is this your way of asking for my forgiveness because you walked away from me earlier in the set?" she is now sitting infront of me, her hands catching her face as she look directly at me.
"Not really." I answered simply.
"So, what was that all about?"
"What?" I knew exactly what she was talking about, it's about my reaction to Shay Mitchell.
"Heather…"
I cut her off, "I'm sorry okay, she's actually really nice. I feel guilty already."
"Yeah, she is." She said happily, "And sweet. She texted me and said she had an amazing time with me on the set."
I can't hide the scowl on my face, it's a good thing she's not looking, she's too busy looking at her iphone. "Wait, are you text buddies now?"
"Yeah. We have an amazing chemistry on set, don't you agree?"
"Yeah." I said, I'm really getting jealous right now.
"And she's inviting me to dinner next week…"
"What? Like a date?" I said out loud.
"Of course not, silly." She laughed, "Just a friendly dinner. It's just not the two of us. I'm bringing you and she's bringing Troian. You know, the one that played Spencer Hastings on Pretty Little Liars?"
I felt relieved, again. "Yeah, i know her. And sure. That would be fun." I said, there's no way I'm letting Naya alone with her. I don't know why but I really feel threatened of Shay's appearance in Naya's life. I feel like she's stealing my bestfriend. I know Shay won't do that, she's really nice. But I just feel jealous of her, like really really jealous.
"Nay, can I sleep here?" I asked, we're done eating and I know that Naya is sleepy, and I want her to rest, but I don't want to leave yet.
"How about Taylor?" she asked and raised her eyebrows, "You didn't fight with him, did you? That's why you're here?"
I shook my head no. "No. We didn't. I went her to apologize to you. And I really want to spend the night with you, is it okay?" I bite my lower lip, wishing she'd just say yes.
"Of course, Hemo. You can stay here as long as you want."
I smiled widely, "Great! I'll go take a shower, wait for me, and don't sleep yet."
"Of course."
I woke up at the sound of Naya's alarm clock on the bedside table. I reached for it and shut it off. Then I became aware of the body next to me, hugging me like a pillow, her right arm wrapped around my body and her right leg wrapped my lower body. Her face inches from mine as I look down at her. She sleeps like a baby, with her lips pouted in a cute way. She's so adorable.
I lean forward trying to reach for her lips, I want to kiss her so badly. I've kissed those lips more than three times already; first one was on the stage, just a peck. Second, infront of the locker on the set of glee, again just a peck. And the third one which we took several shots, was the sugar shack scene in which I made it so obvious on TV that I was the one eager to kiss her as I open my mouth for her.
And now, I just want to wake her up by kissing her. But it can't be, or I'll freak her out. So, I'll just settle for a peck, she wouldn't know anyway.
My lips were inches away from her when she starts to move slowly, I stopped. What was I thinking? My face become red, oh my god! It can't be, right? I can't be inlove with my bestfriend. First, I'm not gay, our characters were. Second, I have a boyfriend. Third… god! Why is my heart beating faster right now! I haven't felt these for ages. Even Taylor doesn't make my heart beats faster like this.
That's when I realized that the reason that I don't want her with someone else, coz I want to be that 'someone'. And the reason why I'm so fucking jealous of Shay Mitchell is because I'm in love with Naya. Shit! What am I gonna do? I'm not good in hiding my feelings; Naya might notice that I'm inlove with her! I don't want to freak her out; I can't afford to lose her!
Naya finally woke up, slowly fluttering her eyes open, "Good morning, babe."
Babe? Did she just call me 'babe'? I felt butterflies all over my stomach, but then I remember that we used to call each other babe all the time, so it's not big of a deal. God! I'm beginning to give meaning to Naya's every move. I hope she won't notice though.
"Good morning, Nay."
"Mmmmm…" she mumbles, hugging me closer. I fought the urge to kiss her hair. "You'll come with me on the set today?"
"I don't know…" I said, going with her means that I will see Naya and Shay together. Just the thought of it, I can feel my heart ache.
"Right. Taylor might begin to worry about you. You spend the whole day and night with me already. I don't want him to think that I'm stealing you away from him."
I frowned. I WANT her to steal me away from Taylor. But of course, it's not right. So I didn't react much of what she just said, "What scene will you shoot today with Shay?" I asked.
"I think, if I'm not mistaken, it's the kissing scene." She said.
"What?" I said in a high tone before I stopped myself. As I said, I'm not good in hiding my feelings.
"Kissing scene, Heather. Lips grazing each other." She said sarcastically as my tone surprised her obviously.
"You're kissing her already on the second day?"
"Well. Yeah. It's for the movie, we have a bedroom scene together and lots and lots of kissing scenes." She giggled, trying to brighten the mood which she failed on my part.
"And you're okay with that?" Seriously? Bedroom scenes and kissing scenes with a girl? Is she really okay with that?
"Uhm. Yeah? As I recalled, I'm okay with the Brittany-Santana kissing scenes in the first place. It's just you who's not in favour of the kiss."
"Of course not! I didn't say that."
"Okay, I'll rephrase. It's your mom who didn't like the Brittana storyline. That's why it took a long time for our characters to kiss on TV."
Well, yeah, she's right. I can't argue with that.
Okay, kiss accepted. It's just a kiss. But bedroom scene? Like having sex? Shit! I'd die of jealousy, even if it's not real sex. Heather Morris, you have to keep yourself together. "I'll come with you."
"What? How about Taylor? You don't have to come with me on the set, Heather. You're not my babysitter." She chuckled.
So I laugh along with her, trying my best to put my best poker face. "I'll just text Taylor. And in fact, I am your babysitter, so you have to behave okay?"
"Yes ma'am!" she said laughing as she gets off the bed.
I took a deep breath as soon as she went to the bathroom. Did I make the right decision to come and watch while Naya make out with another girl? I'm in real trouble, real real trouble!
Did you like it? Heather finally realizing her feelings? But how about Naya? When will she realize that she loves her bestfriend too?
Next chapter, the kissing scene/bedroom scene of Shay Mitchell and Naya Rivera while Heather Morris watches… hmmmm… interesting right?
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