Title: Glider
Rating: M
Pairing: Sora/Riku
Disclaimer: Aha, I wish I owned them. I only own this piece of fanfiction. Oh, well I guess I own Sae too.
Warnings: Vulgarity, Blow jobs, Main boys having sex: together or with other people, Bad grammar and attempts at humor, Author trying to break your little hearts…yeah. Maybe.
Summary: Sora is the kind of boy who loves sex and is not afraid to show it. Riku is the kind of boy that believes that kind of contact is unnecessary. Unfortunately for him, he walks by as Sora's giving a sexual favor to a pal and that's when his normal life goes down the drain.
Notes: Inspired by two BL mangas: Starlike Words by Junko and Butterfly Baby by Jaryuu Dokuro.

Chapter Two: who he is and what he desires

Throughout the month of October and well way into the first week of November, Sora kept visiting Riku in his safe haven on the rooftop during lunch. He would always tell his group of friends that he had plans with someone else and would take off before any of them could object. At first, he had no real reason for coming up to the silverette and talking to him after that day he was caught with Tidus, but soon enough he had finally figured it out.

Sora did not have to try when it came to Riku. He could let down his guard and be himself while the ever apathetic boy just stood or sat there by him and let him. Their conversational topics would range from silly to outright outrageous thanks to the mass amount of facts he accumulated in his brain, but he had a feeling that even though Riku wasn't all too thrilled at first with his immediate charge into his daily routine, he was content with it. And for Sora, being around Riku was more than enough. That is to say that they were only platonically involved—and it didn't matter to say such a thing because no one knew of their meetings but in Sora's mind…he had to keep that understanding.

In the entirety of a month, Sora did most of the talking while Riku would sit back and listen. Every so often he would give a few curt responses or blurt out a question that would send Sora's mind reeling and make him laugh. There were a lot of things about the real world that he didn't know, and Sora imagined that it was because he spent so much time with books and himself that he could care less about the real and tangibility of the outside world. Riku probably just had a bubble of a world inside his head, and it was filled with knowledge that pertained to the past, school, or trying to just move on with his meager life.

Sora kind of felt sorry for him in that respect.

As another day of class droned by, Sora eagerly sat in his classroom and watched the clock tick by until the bell would ring for lunch. However, on this particularly day in the second week of November, the brunette felt his back being prodded as a small sheet of paper was thrust into his hand. Looking back at the blond girl who gave it to him, he raised an eyebrow as she gave him a suggestive wink. Of course it was like Selphie to do that when she understood his reputation for fucking around, and who he fucked around with. Sora already knew what the note would be about and from whom and as the teacher turned their attention to the blackboard, he opened it to see the familiar scribble of his sophomore friend named Tidus:

"Sora! Meet me for lunch at the shed? Could use some relaxation!"

Sora fought the urge to groan and slowly turned his attention to the back of the classroom. He began staring intently at the mass of silver hair that belonged to Riku, hoping that mop of hair would move out of his face so that he could see Sora staring at him and inquire as to what the hell he was doing. But of course he should have known that Riku was not going to care about anything that was going on unless it was about his work. Rolling his eyes and sighing, he faced forward and looked up at his teacher.

"Care to explain to the rest of the class what was so thrilling about the back?" He shook his head; for once he didn't have a sarcastic remark to tell the teacher. The only thought on his mind was that he wanted to get out of having sex with Tidus, but he also wanted to relax and feel good as well. Perhaps Riku would forgive him for ditching him today—if he cared that is.

Half an hour later, class was dismissed for lunch and Sora watched Riku evacuate the classroom along with the rest of his mates. At first, he too exited the room and just stared down the corridor wondering who he should ditch and who he should visit. Ruffling his hair, Sora turned the opposite way from the staircase and heading all the way to where the sophomore classes were held. Maybe he could catch Tidus and reschedule; it was easier doing it where people weren't around so that way he could be as loud as he wanted to be and not have to care about any neighbors.

Sora chuckled at the memory of Riku watching him being taken from behind. Normally it didn't matter to him if anyone did see him getting fucked, but at that time he figured that he should be a little more careful. Not everyone in the school was thrilled to know about his promiscuity, and Sora knew a few of the teachers were getting tired of hearing the "rumors" surrounding him as well. It wasn't as if sex was supposed to be this big deal—he didn't see it that way. Sora just felt like he had a big sexual appetite and if there were a few of his friends that would help satisfy him—safely and with proper preparation of course—then it was totally fine.

But then again, there were a lot of people in the student body who were prudes.

Sora stopped at the turn of a corner and contemplated if Riku was a prude or not. Compared to his friends, he probably was, but on a standalone complex…it was hard to say. The brunette found himself in front of Tidus' classroom, just standing there lost in his thoughts until the blond came out. An arm slung around his neck and a ruffle to his hair brought Sora back to reality and he chuckled—just how it always was when they were about to go and do something together.

"I didn't think you'd come over here to meet me. I did say the shed, remember?" Tidus was whispering and Sora could tell that he just finished eating something particularly sweet, the smell wafted over to him and he realized it was jelly. It made his stomach grumble just a bit, but he would grab something after their tryst.

Tidus liked to be covert about their meetings, even if he did like Sora and on more than one occasion begged him for something more than just sex. However, the upperclassman would explain that they didn't have the right chemistry and that although his body felt nice and gave him just what he needed in terms of sexual satisfaction—they were not compatible dating wise. Sora wanted to fall in love, and not just with anyone who would give him the time of day to fuck. No, he wanted it to be genuine, pure, and feel like he was on cloud nine even without their hands down his pants.

His friends always said that he was too much of a dreamer and those kinds of thoughts would only get him into trouble. Sora would laugh it off even if he hated when they would say that—simply explaining his thoughts and feelings were nothing more than a fantasy. They wouldn't validate him, only make fun of him and tell him that his dreams were so childish, and that's why it felt like a breath of fresh air when he was around Riku. Perhaps he was the epitome of a true friend and what he had with the others was just a mirage of friendship.

Sora hated when he thought too much.

"Hey, you said you needed to relax and I came to pick you up. Don't be so mean to me." He pouted—knowing full well that everyone thought it was a cute look on him, and reached up to pinch Tidus' cheek. They were so close that their lips could probably touch if they leaned in a little closer. The blond continued to ruffle Sora's hair before moving away from him and turning to his class.

"I've got lunch plans! See ya!" Before anyone could say anything, Tidus grabbed a hold of Sora's hand and the two of them were sprinting around and out of the school building. Most of the student body would take lunch outside since the weather was still relatively warm. And so Sora and Tidus would wave to a few of their fellow classmates as they ran around to locate the shed. The brunette figured that his friend was in dire need if he was this eager to get there—barely glancing at the people who greeted them.

As they ran however, Sora couldn't forget the vague feeling that he was being watched. It was a prickling sensation and it was nagging at him. Of course people were staring at him and Tidus while they ran, all of them wanting to know what the bug rush was, but this sensation was so very different and kind of eerie.

Sora abruptly stopped as they were running; the shed wasn't all that far and he could see it only a few paces ahead of them. Tidus tugged on his hand so that they could go; they really didn't have any time to be dawdling around if they were going to have a little fun in between classes. He glanced back at Sora, wondering what his problem was and the look on his friend's face made him feel a sliver of concern. "Hey man, are you alright?"

Without answering, Sora looked up into the sky to take in the sights of puffy white clouds passing by and birds soaring overhead. The uneasiness continued to spread as he let go of Tidus' hand and turned around in circles to see what was wrong with the sky. Actually, there wasn't anything wrong with the sky above them, but as soon as Sora's eyes locked onto the school edifice he knew that something or someone was watching him. Swallowing thickly, his eyes went up from his classroom window where he could see Selphie and Kairi laughing with one another to the roof paying no attention to what was going on outside, and his gaze continued upward. He gasped as he realized from where he was standing, Riku could see him perfectly as he leaned onto the barricade and had managed to stare right at him.

"Ah…" Sora wanted to say something, an excuse or anything that would explain as to why he was missing out on having lunch with someone he continually did for an entire month. The brunette felt guilt eat away at him, even if he consciously knew that Riku kept his distance from him while they were together, still he should have said something about his absence today.

"Sora?" Tidus took his hand again and tugged; Sora looked at him this time. "Hey, if you're not feeling alright maybe we should go to the infirmary instead?" Sora shook his head; his mind was already made up and he did feel a burning need to drown out the look that was on Riku's face as he slunk away from the barricade and out of sight—if only for a little while.

"I thought too much again. Haha." This time he was the one leading them to the shed, taking quick steps and willing weird thoughts away. Maybe Riku didn't really see them, after all he was way up high and Sora might have been shaded. There were a few trees surrounding the perimeter of the shed, and he and Tidus were relatively close to it. Sora deduced that he would absolutely fine and that the rest of his days would go off without a hitch; they always had to. He just had to think positive. If he didn't, Riku certainly never would.

Once he and Tidus found themselves in the shed, he tugged at his friend before pinning him to the door and began kissing him. At first, they were just small pecks of lips smacking against lips until the blonde felt that he was ready to go deeper. Lips parting, Sora wasted no time in letting his tongue join into Tidus' mouth to mingle with his own. Kisses were followed by heated caresses and fumbling with buttons. Neither of them were particularly the best, but they understood what the other liked; it wasn't as if they were grading each other on their perfection right that moment.

"Sora…" Tidus moaned out as Sora's hand wormed his way into pants and tugged on his member through his trousers. The jerking spasm that came from Tidus reminded Sora that these touches and caresses were nice and all, but he would need a little more stimulation. Descending onto his knees quickly, he unbuttoned and unzipped Tidus' pants before tugging them down roughly and doing the same to his underwear. He could hear the sharp intake of breath from his friend, spurning him on to do what he craved.

He wasn't surprised to see just how much Tidus was excited. It was always like this whether they were in school, in the shed, in his house, in Tidus' backyard, etc…Sora was very used to getting intimate with him and his anatomy. In fact, because he was so used to it he hardly thought it a problem if he ever had the need to just strip naked and wander about outside. In the middle of staring at Tidus' erection he laughed a little because the thought was a little funny and not because he was laughing at him necessarily. In any case, Tidus looked down to glare at him.

"I swear that wasn't what it sounded like."

Tidus raised jerked his lips so that Sora could take the hint. "Get on with it."

Rolling his eyes, Sora muttered something sarcastic that he knew Tidus would barely pay any mind to. Lips hovering over swollen flesh for another moment, Sora vowed that he would try and make it up to Riku later but he just couldn't stop while he was ahead. After all, he did what he wanted and giving into these kinds of desires made Sora who he was. The silver haired boy would understand—maybe—and life would continue as normal.

With a feeling of justification at his thoughts, Sora kissed the head of Tidus' erection before taking it into his mouth and forgetting everything else for the next ten minutes. There was nothing like a blowjob or sex to take his mind off of things.

Five minutes after Tidus came in his mouth and Sora swallowed every last drop, he wiped the back of his mouth and stood up. His knees were aching from staying in the same position on the floor for too long, and his jaw was tired from its strenuous activity. He coughed a bit, still tasting Tidus' spunk in his throat and frowned. "You got any gum?" He asked, as the blond fixed his clothes quickly.

"Uh, yeah. Hold on." He fixed himself accordingly and then rummaged through one of his pockets before taking out a small pack of mint gum. Sora smiled, happy that at least he was prepared with something. Even if it was something as meager as a stick of gum, it gave off the impression that he was looking out for him—somewhat. After all, Tidus never gave him a blowjob or anything like that, but he was conscientious that whenever Sora did it to him he could at least give him something to take the taste out of his mouth.

Once upon a time Sora thought a cigarette would get the taste out easier, but then he recalled how bitter the odor was and thought better of it. He didn't want to walk around with cigarette breath, not to mention the fact that the stench would stick to his clothes. Sora liked to smell fresh and new, despite the kind of extracurricular activities he was into.

Taking the gum out of the wrapper and into his mouth, Sora walked out of the shed and left Tidus behind. He could hear the blond yelling after him saying something or other but Sora's focus shifted once again. The thoughts that haunted him before he got on his knees came back with a vengeance and he looked up towards the rooftop of the school. Of course Riku wasn't up on the barricade again, but he just wanted to make sure of it. When he returned to the classroom he would try and say something to make it up to him.

An entire month of hanging around each other, Riku would say only a few words and practically ignore him. Then again, Riku practically ignored everyone and so Sora took his behavior with a grain of salt. However, it was odd for him to stare at Sora as if he expected the brunette to come waltzing up on the rooftop…if anything Sora expected Riku to be thrilled with the prospect of being alone once again. It wasn't like the two of them explicitly hung out with each other—Sora did leave home with his regular group whereas Riku took his sweet time to leave so that the school would be quiet by the time he did evacuate the premises himself.

Sora blew a bubble as he thought long and hard about the mystery that is Riku. He almost didn't realize that he got to class a few minutes before the bell rang and saw the object of his thoughts in his seat and staring out the window. There was that distant look in his features and it was hard for Sora not to stare at him from his stance right in the classroom's doorway. He stared for too long because before he knew it, Riku turned his face to see what was nagging at him and his eyebrow rose when he saw Sora.

There weren't any words exchanged, just an eyebrow raise before he turned away again like Sora was nothing. And the brunette's heart sank just as the bell rang and his classmates swarmed in along with their teacher. Sora had to take his seat and he made another vow to take his sweet time so that way he could talk to Riku this time—not just stare at him.

Settled with that thought, he desperately waited until the end of the day bell.