AUTHOR'S NOTES: Thanks a lot for taking time to review this story, thank you also for the new readers who put this story on alerts. Thanks for the new reviews too… I have so many readers all around the world now, and it really feels good knowing we're u all coming from. Hope u wud put ur location when u review… and keep it coming, please…. =) And for ur favorite scene last chapter: the winning scene is the scene where Heather grabbed Naya before she kissed Shay. That's my fav scene too. And well, others chose the 'angry' kissing scene of corz. Well, my favorite too, I love writing that, I love jealous and angry heather, I love writing her when she's like that, haha! Anyway, this chapter, as you may all say, the drama began… hope u still like this drama chapter… =)
And to all who requested Naya's POV, here it is… enjoy! And so, I'm gonna sleep now. Hopefully when I wake up, I will receive lots and lots of reviews… so thanks in advance =)
CHAPTER 11
NAYA
I'm on my way to the set of glee, and my mind is battling with my heart. I don't know if I can face her feeling like this. What happen last night with Heather was a mistake, that's my mind speaking. And my heart tells otherwise. I can feel my heart pounding inside my chest. I don't know if I can act naturally infront of her. I honestly don't know why am I feeling like this? I want to be with Heather, but I can't let myself fall in love with her. I'm weak when it comes to love. Love? Is that what I'm really feeling towards my bestfriend? Or it's just that we're just too close with each other that I think I'm falling for her? I remembered my last conversation with Dianna, I know deep in my heart she's right.
As soon as Heather left, I immediately look at myself in the mirror. I started buttoning my polo shirt coz Heather, as I remembered it, rip it apart. Thank god, the buttons were still intact. Who knows that Heather can be violent sometimes, I giggle when I remembered her losing control over me. She's so hot!
I noticed the blood stains on my lower lip, I can't believe that she bit me. She must be really fucking jealous when she thought I will kiss Shay. And I never seen her THAT mad at me, it's like I'm her girlfriend or something. And the way she kissed me, oh erase that, attacked me with a kiss? It just made my knees weak.
"Hey. I saw Heather. Is she mad at me? Coz she looks really mad." Dianna said as she entered my apartment.
"No she's not. We just had a small fight, it's not because of you." I told her. Well, I lied, coz Dianna, you're timing is really really worst. It made me sexually frustrated. Well, I can't tell her that of course. Then I turn to her, "What really happened, Di?"
I motioned for her to sit down, and I sat beside her.
"It's about Lea. You know she's dating Cory right?" she started.
I nod. "Yes of course."
"And Cory set up a date for me, so we had this double date."
"Uh-huh." Honestly, I don't know where this is going.
"The date went well actually, Cory's friend was nice. He flirted with me, and I flirted with him too, of course."
"Then?" I urge her to continue.
"Then when Lea and I got home from the said date, she acted weird, and she said that I shouldn't flirt with that guy."
"Why? I thought he's nice?"
"I don't know, she's mad at me for flirting with my date. Which I really don't get it, I'm not flirting with Cory, I'm flirting with MY DATE. So I don't really understand her, then she fought with me, and I yelled at her, then… then…"
Oh boy, this scene looks very familiar… I thought.
"Then… she… she kissed me." Dianna said, then lowered her head.
"She what?" I said, maybe I just imagined hearing things, I want her to repeat what she had just said.
"Lea kissed me. She pulled me against her, and she kissed me, like really really kissed me."
I was speechless, shocked actually. Coz the scene Dianna is telling me right now was the same scene that happened between me and Heather. So how would I suppose to react to that?
"Nay, are you listening? Lea kissed me."
"Oh, yeah, yeah. I've heard you. So what did you do?" I asked.
"I kissed her back." She said again, not meeting my gaze. "It felt good, Nay. It really felt perfect."
I nod, coz I also felt complete when Heather kissed me awhile ago.
"But then, Cory called. And Lea answered the call, and while she's staring at me, she said, 'I love you too' to Cory. And I just snapped! Is she playing games with me? She acted jealous and kissed me then she can say I love you to his boyfriend? What am i? A fucking toy?" Dianna said in a loud voice, obviously angry with Lea.
Instantly, I felt Dianna's heartache like it's the same as mine. Heather, having a boyfriend, kissed me like two times already in a different situation, and suddenly I felt confused. "She can't do that to you." I told Dianna, but I said it to myself too. Heather can't hurt me, right? She's my bestfriend.
Then I felt Dianna's eyes on my lips, "Hey, you have blood in your lips. What happened?"
Then I immediately wiped it with my finger, "Oh, this. I just…" I can't look directly on her eyes, "I just tripped. I'm getting clumsy right now." Then I laughed.
But Dianna didn't laugh, "You know that excuse is lame, Naya." Then she cupped my chin and turned my head sideways, then I felt her gaze on my neck, Oh shit! Heather must have given me a kissmark, and Dianna is looking at it right now. I panicked, I immediately covered it with my hand. "It's not what you think it is, Di."
"Heather." She whispered.
Holy shit! I'm busted!
"That's why she's mad at me earlier, coz I interrupted something." She said. I lowered my head, then she continued, "What are you thinking? Are you two together now? She's still with Taylor, for god's sake!" she scolded me as if i'm a kid.
"We're not together." There's no point in denying it.
"So you broke up now? When did this started? Shit Naya! I can't believe you hid this from me." She said, hurt in her voice.
I shook my head, "No, Di. We're not even together. As far as I know we're just friends."
"Yeah. Friends with benefits!"
"No! Not like that. Listen Di, she started acting like this when I started filming movie with Shay Mitchell. She acted jealous, overprotective, and sometimes a bitch to Shay. We accidently kissed in the car, but then we never talked about it. Then this dinner with Shay and Troian, she acted like a jealous girlfriend when I flirted with Shay. Well, actually, I'm kindda pissed at her coz she flirted with Troian too."
"Wait up. I'm confused. Why is Heather flirting with Troian? Troian Bellisario a.k.a. Spencer Hastings right? She's pretty and hot." Dianna said, wide-eyed.
I rolled my eyes, "Yeah, she's hot. Totally. Not as hot as Shay, but nevertheless, hot."
"But not as hot as you." She said to me and I blushed.
"You're hot too." I said and I made her blushed too. We giggle with each other for awhile, "Anyway, I honestly don't know why she flirted with Troian, while I'm flirting with Shay just to make Troian jealous."
"Wait again! What? I don't get it." She said, obviously confused.
"Shay likes Troian. And Troian is straight. But I noticed something with Troian, so I just told Shay to make her jealous just to see her reaction." I explained slowly to her.
"And then?"
"Well, apparently, I'm so distracted with Heather flirting with Troian that I didn't notice if Troian's jealous or not. Then Heather snapped at the middle of our flirting game and dragged me out of Shay's house. Then she's mad at me, I'm mad at her too, so then she kissed me and I kissed her back, thus the result was this." I pointed out my lower lip and the kissmark on my neck.
"Wow! Basically what happen with me and Lea. That's why you're so quiet earlier." Dianna said, but then in a serious tone, she continued, "So what was Heather's reason for kissing you?"
"I don't know. We haven't talked about it coz you came." I said to her, then I saw her guity face, "Nah, remove that guilt on your face. Good thing you came though, you coming here made me think."
"What are you thinking right now?" Dianna asked, but then, "Oh, erase that. I want to ask you, and you answer me honestly."
"What?" I looked at her.
"Are you inlove with Heather?"
Oh that question made me retreat. Am I really inlove with Heather? "I don't know Di. One thing I'm very sure though, I don't want to lose her. She's my bestfriend, she's very important to me. I can't afford losing her."
"Listen, Nay." She touched my hand that rested on my lap, and she stared at me with sincerity, "I love Heather. I love you too Naya. I want you to be happy. I want you to be together. You're perfect for each other."
I smiled.
"But."
"But what?" I asked, confused.
"But what about Taylor?"
"She said she's breaking up with him."
"I thought you never talked after the kiss?" she asked.
"She told me before the dinner date with Shay and Troian."
Then Dianna nods, "Okay. Let's say for example, she really broke up with Taylor. Then you two entered in a relationship, then you fall madly inlove with her. You both fall madly in love with each other at this point of time. But what about after 10 years? Do you remember her interview in a magazine? She said, she envisioned herself marrying Taylor and have kids with him? She bravely told that in a public magazine, Naya. She sees herself marrying a man and have kids."
A tear came down from my eyes, my heart aches just by thinking of it. I can't. I can't fall in love with her, I don't want to hate her for the rest of my life if she happen to break my heart in the future.
"You don't want to lose her." Dianna said, as if reading my mind.
"I don't want to lose her. I rather choose her as my bestfriend who will be with me for the rest of my life than to be in a relationship with her knowing that our future will still be a blur." I said to Dianna.
Then Dianna nodded. "I understand you perfectly, Nay. Coz I'm feeling the same way too towards Lea."
I hugged her, as tears came running down through my cheek. "I don't want to be hurt, I just don't want to be hurt. Heather can break my heart into pieces." I whispered to her.
"I know, Nay, I know." Then she pulled out from my embrace, "Can I stay here just for a night?"
"You can stay here whenever you like, Di." I said.
I went straight to my trailer to change. There's no sign of Heather. Good. I don't want to see Heather right now. I don't know how to react infront of her.
I opened my trailer door and I went straight inside.
As I closed the door behind me, someone hugged me and kissed the crook of my neck. Shit! It's Heather. I know it's her, I can smell her perfume.
"I've been waiting for you, Nay. Why aren't you answering my texts?" Heather whispered in my ears, and she gently kiss my earlobe, and I felt my knees getting weaker.
I try to suppress a moan as she licks the insides of my ear. Her hands tightly hugging my stomach, pulling me against her front. Shit! How am I supposed to think straight if she's doing this to me? I'm not a saint, for god's sake! I don't know if I can handle THIS KIND OF TEMPTATION.
She left my ear, thank god! but then she licked my neck. Holy shit! What is she doing to me? Why is she acting like this? I hadn't realized that a delicious moan escaped my throat, oh fuck! Now I'm totally screwed. I close my eyes, trying to remember what Dianna and I talked about last night. I need to resist her, I really need to resist her!
But my mind is not working, my body is taking control. God, how could she do this to me? How could she stimulate all of my senses in a matter of seconds? She moves infront of me while kissing my neck, then slowly she moves her lips and she found mine. I felt her tongue against my lips asking for entrance, and stupid me I granted it. I open my mouth for her, and she savoured my taste, I stuck out my tongue too and directed it towards her mouth, god! she's so delicious! We continue kissing each other, sucking and licking each other's lips.
I don't want to stop, but I need to! Naya, pull yourself together and stop Heather, I begged inside my mind. Please. Why can't I bring myself to pull out from her delicious kisses?
She pulled away and said to me breathlessly, "Nay, I want you. Right now."
"No." I said.
Then Heather pulled away from me completely, and looked into my eyes, "No?"
I nodded. My strength came back in slowly, "Heather, we can't do this. This was a mistake."
"I'm sorry, am I going too fast?" she asked, and I admit she looks adorable when she said that.
But I need to be strong. "You don't understand. We can't do this. What happened was just a mistake. You're just confused."
I noticed a change in her eyes, I knew exactly what those eyes meant, she's angry. "I am not confused! I want this Naya! And I know you want this too!"
I shook my head, "We're bestfriends. We just can't do this."
"Do you honestly tell me that you don't like this?" she said, her eyes burning with anger.
I have to tell a lie, "I don't want this." I said, staring directly at her piercing blue eyes.
"Liar." She said then she left and closed the door with a bang.
I hope you won't hate Naya on this chapter… As I've said, I don't want them to be together yet, coz if they're together at this point, the story might come to an end, and I sincerely hope u don't like that to happen at this time… coz we're still enjoying this fanfic right?
And P.S. Please don't hate Dianna. She's having the same feeling too along with Naya… =)
Anyway, so again with the favorite scene? What's ur favorite?
