Jade POV:
My thoughts kicked in again, causing me to remember that I, Jade West was still kissing Beck Oliver. I pushed him away furiously, causing him to fall back slightly but not completely. My eyes wide open as I jerk my feet up to the point where I had kicked his part. He crouches down, crossing his legs as he let out a low groan.
"What was that for?" He manages to say, his face pitch pink as his gaze locks in with mine.
"I told you I would kick your part, but you didn't listen" I explain, eying him carefully as I gulp softly and slowly. He groans softly, as he clutches his body close to him. It's so painful looking, that I even myself feel the need to comfort him. About to run off, when he reaches out and says those three words. 'I love you' causing me to turn abruptly, and frown. No one has ever said I love you, not anyone out of my family. No one.
"What?" I manage to spat out, my mouth wide open as I narrow my gaze to find his.
"I love you" He says again, his face still disoriented but manages to still act like he means it.
"Why? My voice broke, if feeling could kill. I would die. I looked down, I didn't want to look at him. I kicked his part, and he never got mad all he did was cuss at the air but he manage to say he loves me after all this. Does he love me?
"I just do" He croaks, pulling himself up using the table. Standing straight once again, as he walks closer to me. His steps shortening one at a time, until he's finally in front of me. My heart beating so fast as my pupils could have, and might have already dilate.
"I don't understand you"
"But I understand you"
"You don't" I simply say but beneath it all, I do believe he could understand me. It's just, I don't want him to. When you let someone in, they have the ability to destroy you. I have been destroyed countless times even my family members did this to me, so how could I, cold-hearted Jadelyn West trust a guy who's been tutoring me.
"I do, and I will" He grins weakly as he looks at me closely. "What have you got to lose?"
"Nothing" I mumbled, "But at the same time nothing is everything to me. It's all I have."
"Jade, I love you" He repeats once again, "I think I literally lost my mind"
"Your cheesy, I hate cheesy" And just like that, I pull away from his gaze and walk away. I'm not use to this, I'm not use to what he does to me. I love him, yeah, but I won't show it. I forbid it. I walk slowly, god knows where I plan on going. Hearing the clank of my sandals, and the sound of the birds chirping. I don't know what I expected, maybe I expected he would chase after me. That's what he's suppose to do right? That's what he was meant to do, that's what guys do in the movies . Chase after the girl, and confess their undying love but maybe. Just maybe. It's better this way. I tilt my head up to see the clear blue sky, how it reflects upon the world. How it seems to expand, to each continent and country. So wide, so big, everyone in this world would see the sky. See one big sky. I smile lightly at the thought but got interrupted with the sound of a car honking. I jump, my hair disheveled from the wind and my eyes watery from the memories. I turn around to be only met by a car that seems to belong to...him. Beck Oliver, in the driver seat. Honking furiously. I smirk secretly, as I continue to walk slowly, hearing him drive nearer and nearer.
"Hop on Jade" Beck shouts, his voice calm but loud enough to cause the trees to move. I snap my head at his directly as I raise both of my eyebrows.
"No" I spat out, walking more quicker as I hear him honk again.
"Your being ridiculous" He calls out, I breathe in slowly. Telling myself not to get mad, or I'll say something unpredictable. I hate unpredictable. "Jade your being childish right now!" He says once again, causing me to forget all about breathing and just the urge to lurch at him. I turn abruptly, letting out a low snarl.
"What did you just say?"
"Your being ridiculous"
"Why should you even care and why should it even matter?" I cross my arms, raising my pierce eyebrow. He sighs.
"Just please get in," He insisted, motioning his hand towards the passenger seat.
"And if I don't?"
"Jade, just get in"
"No" I say, tapping my sandals against the hard pavement. He pinches his nose bridge as he thinks.
"If you don't get in the car Jade, I will literally tell your mom"
"Oh my gosh, I'm so scared" I say in mockery, hand against my chest as I open my mouth wide enough to look as if I was really shocked.
"Jade"
"Beck"
"Get in the car please" He nearly begs, closing his eyes as he says it. I roll my eyes, walking toward his car as I sit down. His eyes widen, at my sudden change of mood.
"What?" I say, my voice sounding a bit harsh and annoyed causing him to shrug.
"You shouldn't cry anymore," He simply says, glancing at me. I forgotten about my mascara that had run a few times because of my countless tears draining in and out of my eyes and I haven't recall seeing him stare that long to acknowledged that.
"Don't tell me what to do Beck Oliver!" Is all I say, it's all there is to say.
"I'm just saying, you look great when you smile. You should do it more often"
"Oh, so now, your trying to change me!"
"I never said that"
"Oh but it sounded like you were"
"Jade, I'll never change the way you are. I love you for you" He sighs, looking at me.
"That's so cheesy. But yeah, thanks" I mumbled quickly, hoping he doesn't hear the thanks but he does. There's never a day he has an hear failure. He nods his head.
"I'll accept the thanks, if you give me a chance."
"What?"
"Date me" He says and just like that he already parked the car. "See you later?" His lower lips curving into a smile, he quickly winks as he begins to drive once again. Leaving me to wonder. My eyes narrow, my arms crossed, and my hair being whipped away with the faint brush of the wind. I smile secretly,Beck Oliver wouldn't stop wouldn't he? I'm about to open the door, when mother does. Her motion so quick, so fast it's a motion I could never see from her-My eyes widen.
"Mother?" I manage to say, she nods her head gesturing her hand inside the house. Indicating that I should get inside. Which I am happy to oblige to. I am quick to get inside my room, when mother pulls me back. I roll my eyes, as I lock my gaze on her.
"Yes?" I asked, my tone giving away that I am slightly annoyed at her sudden change of atmosphere.
"How was it?" She asked, her curls falling effortlessly on her shoulder. It's memorizing to say the least but I don't say anything. I just shut my mouth and stare at her, like a complete idiot but when she doesn't get the memo that I don't want to talk. I just roll my eyes and nod my head.
"It' was great, it was so awesome mother" I say sarcastically, "What did you expect?"
"Don't use that tone with me, Jadelyn"
"Oh, looks like I already did"
"Jadelyn West, do you want me to ground you!" She asked, her hands on her hips as she takes me in. I shake my head slowly, it's not like I want to admit it but I would want to at least try to be a good girl. I repeat try, but it's not like I would do everything she says. Yeah right.
"No, mother. Can I go now?" I say, my eyes blatantly meeting hers. Her lips curving into a shock smile. She's never expected me to do this. Truth be told, I never expected myself to do this either.
"You can, but the correct question would be may you go now"
"Mom, may I go now?" I say through my gritted teeth, my jaw tighten as I say those few words emphasizing on the word may. She nods her head, I walk towards my room with heavy footsteps. Having a business mother, is such a pain in the throat. When I finally am inside my room, nearly ready to take off my clothes when I have a phone call. Beck Oliver. I picked it up, answering it when it rings at least three times.
"You have a lot of guts to call me, Beck"
"Well, er, yeah"
"So, hurry up and tell me what you want to tell me. I don't have all time Beck" I spat, smirking as I hear the sound beat of his heartbeat. It's true, I do love him or maybe have a sort of emotion for him but to be honest, I'm not like one of those girls that would go begging on her knees for a guy. Never. That's just pathetic and sad if ever.
"Did you like it?" He asked, I furrow my eyebrows close together as I think it through.
"What does it mean?"
"It, the kiss"
"Why are you asking this? Because honestly, I can't answer that"
"Would you go out with me?"
"I never knew this was a million question game" And just like that I hung up, lying myself flat down onto my mattress bed, the warmth of it seemed to elope my whole body and just that made me sleep in peace. I awoke, the sound of my alarm clock ringing evey second. I closed my eyes tightly as I grabbed the alarm clock and threw it out the window, a smirk on my face as I got up not knowing I was sweating and was still in my dress. I forgot, just because of that call. I stripped off all my clothes as I got into the shower, not risking another moment or time on that thing. It was only six-fifty AM, leaving me with a few good minutes to spare on taking good care of my skin. As I quickly got inside the shower, slowly taking off all the dirt I can find and rinsing it with clean water. Scrubbing some soap into my skin, as I poured some conditioner into my hair, skipping the shampoo part since I heard they only dry up your hair. And just like that, with the quick turn of the knob, water came pouring out. Leaving my body fresh out of soap, same goes for my hair. I step out of the shower, placing the towel around my body as I wait until my body dries up before I pick up the appropriate clothes to wear today, deciding to wear my plain black t-shit laced with some black design pattern and my black pants that I wear with black high knee boots. A different but simple look, I close the door behind me with a bang as I walked down the stairs to be seen by my mother. She lets out a small smile, as she quickly grabs ahold of my hand and makes me sit so abruptly, I never saw it coming. I glare at her. My hang-bag swinging side to side from that fast gesture, giving out plain prove she did that.
"Yes?" I say, my eyes narrowing as I look at my mom still cooking.
"What would you like? Pancakes? Waffles?" She asked, her back facing my face. I roll my eyes.
"I want coffee" I say, emphasizing on the word want.
"Coffee?" She turns to face me. Bingo. I got her attention. I stare back at her, not a slight of hint, I'm amused by her.
"Coffee"
"You can't have coffee, not now. Not at your age"
"Then, I'll starve. Fair enough?" I smile simultaneity, ready to pick up my hang-bag and go off to school when she quickly grabs my shoulder and makes me sit again. "What?" I say, my lips slightly pucker from my little bit of annoyance by her.
"Eat with your father, he's only going to be here for a little while. Since he has a business trip."
"What should it matter? I'm already invisible to him"
"Don't say that. Hush for just a minute, he's going down right now" She places her index finger against her lips as she pats my back, leaving me there to sit across from my father when he get's down here. Mother finally is done cooking her number one pancakes, her words not mine. She settles the plates full of pancakes down, right in time, right in cue. Father already is here, sitting down across from me. His tie, a little bit too perfect that I can't help but want to barf.
"Good morning, darling and" His gaze finds mine, as he lets out a reluctant smile. "Jade"
"Father" I say, smirking a tad bit. As I quickly grab the spoon, and shove it down my mouth. The quicker I eat, the faster I can get out of here.
"Jade, when are you going to take out all of this things on your face" He says out of nowhere, causing me to stop eating and look directly at him. I raise my pierced eyebrows.
"What?
"Those things"
"I'm not going to take it off-" Just like that my mother, interrupts me by muttering that I should go now which I agree to. Getting off the seat, as fast as I could leaving my father dumbstruck. I quickly get inside my car, putting on the keys as I drive away. Luckily, I arrive there just in time. If I didn't, let's just say you could imagine how it feels to be in hell. I had about six minutes to spare, so I decided to shove all my books inside my locker before it rings. And just when I'm about to open the door of my locker, several notes and roses come plying down. I frown slightly, it doesn't stop me from shoving my books though. When I'm done with doing my business I pick up one of the fallen notes and read every letter slowly and carefully. The person handwriting is no doubt a male.
Jade,
don't bother trying to read every letter. You'll just end up going insane. Too much cheesiness, and you hate cheesiness right? All of those roses are real, except one of them. That fake one implies I'll always admire you and love you whether you like it or not. Your beautiful, no matter what they say. So, yeah.
-Beck (your nuthead)
I laugh lightly, shoving the letter down my back pockets as I grab several more letters before I close my locker to only be met by Beck. Beck Oliver. The nuthead.
"Hey Jade"
"Yeah, what do you want?"
"An answer. A real answer." He says calmly, leaning against the locker as his chains swing back and forth.
"Yes" I say, walking down the hallway only to be pulled and pushed against the locker. I look up to see the way his face, several inches away from mine, with only one swift move our lips would be touching. I close my eyes, as I press my lips against his. Take a chance right Jade? Let's see where it takes you, but there's a tiny piece of me telling me it's right to do this, while the other one is saying it's wrong.
(Responses from me to you)
Tootsie: It is fine :) I hope you enjoy this.
KitKat: I have to admit, I have to remember your new id name. l-o-l. But no big deal, and yeah Bademance is in the house! WOOT. WOOT. Is Matt realy going to not be in Victorious, I heard that as well so that means someone will have to replace him if so. :S if that's true. Okay, here's the storyline for 'Locked up' The gang travels to Eurba, a foreign country, where they expect paradise, yet instead find several misfits in their hotel room. The hotel promises if they perform one song a night, they will pay for their plane tickets, hotel, and food. While they're dancing, they perform for the president. When Tori kicks her leg up, it causes her shoe to fly across the room, hitting the president in the eye. Tori and her friends are sentenced to four years in Eurbion prison, Tori concocts a plan to get out, possibly having something to do with the featured song. I found this at wiki, and you could check out the trailer in youtube. :))) I LOVE YOU TOO! MUWAH!
SQTgirl: How old are you now? Since, years pass so quickly...you'll be skydiving in no time ;) Nerdy beck will still be nerdy of course, since that's what the plot is for ;)))
TheGracie: HERRO! I missed you, how was the trip? Are you still in there? Trip wise?
secretparamour: Update for me? In my honor? ROFL. ROFL. Kidding, but that's so cool! :]]]] No problem, that's for you. You deserve that sweet comment :-* ;)
imsantiago: Hehee, I'm lucky as well to have you as my BSF/BTF ;] I MISSED YOU, SO HAPPY YOU TWEETED ME TODAY! WOOT. We are so close more than ever now. Promise me you won't leave your best friend hanging! :)))
lowlaury: Funny, funny. I missed you by the way. Thanks for that tweet, I hope it made everyone realize. Thanks, #Muchlove for you LollyPop ^_^
Jade: Oh thanks you like this story! Means a lot to me, since I just started 2 months ago! Thanks, and here it. So hope you enjoy! :P
Author Note: Yeah, so I'm happy to say that I might be updating daily or so. I'm sorry for the short delay, but like they say the story must go on! I don't know if you might think this is HORRIBLE or whatsoever. But I really enjoyed writing the climax of the story. Where you can see SO many complications going on in Jade life where it'll lead her to...go to.. Hollywood Arts :D Don't worry, I haven't forgotten about Nerdy Beck...I actually have a few tricks up my sleeve. So I hope you enjoy this chapter and please give me some advice/tell me about your life/ and review! :]
PS: Tell me if you want the POV to be in Beck point or so! LOVE YOU GUYS!
PPS: Please tolerate my grammar, I'm not the best and I am indeed learning and for all the flamers if my stories are pointless please don't waste your time reviewing my stories as well as other people one. Why take the time to read/review if you think it sucks? Your just wasting your time reviewing, and all you can say is 'I suck' please make an account and tell me face to face. Thank you, I would appreciate it if you actually told me what to improve on and I would like to see you put yourself out there like all of us, writers do! Your not making me want to quit, your just making me feel the need to express myself more. THANK YOU! :] ❤ 'People will hate you, rate you, shake you, break you, but how strong you stand is what makes you' That's why I accept it when the same person is saying the same thing. Thank you for saying that, it makes me become stronger! It over mind and matter, I don't mind and you don't matter.