Beck POV:
After the kiss, everything was a blur but for a weird reason - I find myself in Algebra math. For some odd bizarre reason. Why did Jade kiss me? I blink repeatedly as I tilt my head to look as I'm listening, but truth is, it's the opposite. My mind is total elsewhere, but then again it's here to. I smile slightly, though I bet Mr. Roberts saw it because the next thing I know, he's peering at me and just like that he smirks.
"Is there anything funny Beckett Oliver? Something perhaps you want to tell your classmates?" He raises his eyebrows, hands entwined with the others as he leans forward. I shake my head, causing everyone around me to laugh out loud. One in particular, leans forward and giggles. A girl, the red head bobble head. She looked familiar, I couldn't quite put it. How come I haven't acknowledge her before? I bite my lower lips, as I stand up.
"Actually, to be honest." I say, my voice full of confidence as I let out a crook smile. "Not to be disrespectful sir, but I need to say what was on my mind since you asked."
"Go on"
"The truth is, I'm happy. I'm happy for the first time."
"Why are you happy?" Mr. Roberts ask, causing everyone around the room to whisper. In hush voices. I wince.
"I'm happy, because I just am" I run my fingers through my hair, as I hesitantly, reluctantly sit back down. Seeing the way my classmates just laugh it off and mutter a few disrespectful words.
"If I hear or see you smile again, Beckett. You'll go in detention, no question asked"
"Yes, sir" I mumbled, and just like that I sit myself back down in my seat dazed and just plain not listening for the whole hour or so. Just like that, it was already lunch. Just when I'm about to get up and prepare for the worst reaction Jade could ever make that's when the red head bobble head grips my arm and lets out a smile. Cat was her name right?
"I'm Cat, I think we talked before!" She giggles, offering her hand out as she once again giggles. I narrow my eyes, as I nod my head. So it is Cat. I was right. "Sorry about Jade and, the fact we couldn't talk 'regular'" She emphasized on the word normal. Though, I refuse to acknowledge what she says after the before.
"Nice to meet you, I'm Beck" I shake her hand as we finally were able to release each other grips.
"I know who you are silly, your Jade boyfriend!"
"Huh?"
"Boyfriend, as in kissy faces and sweet nothings into each other ears!" She explains, nudging me. I laugh lightly, how could she say I was Jade boyfriend. When even myself, the person who kissed her two times couldn't even tell if Jade was his. I shook my head, just when I'm about to say something. Cat stares blankly at me with her brown big eyes.
"Oh right, sorry, I forgot I shouldn't have said that. Jade hasn't made it official" She pats my back as she skips outside leaving me once again, dazed. I quickly shake my head, as I lift my backpack onto my shoulder. I walk quickly inside the cafeteria, sitting myself down onto a empty deserted table. I grab my book out of my bag, reading each line slowly and carefully. I wasn't suppose to be expecting company much less her. She slams her handbag onto the table with one huge bang, I lift my gaze to meet her angry ones.
"You know what, I failed. I frecking failed my test!" She exclaimed, behind those angry blue eyes I could tell she was devastated it. I sigh softly, pushing my book away from my view.
"It isn't your fault, don't blame yourself"
"I know!" She closes her eyes tightly, and says "It's yours!"
"How is it my fault?" I asked defensively, my mouth is formed into a thin line.
"You rarely teach me anything, speaking of teaching. I should teach you how to kiss right!"
"Now your insulting my ability to kiss,"
"Just telling the truth!"
"Jade,"
"I want coffee" She says out of nowhere. "Hearing all this nagging, is making me thirsty"
"You. Want. Coffee?" I emphasized every word, she nods her head.
"Yeah. Coff-ee. Get the drift?" She rolled her eyes, waiting for my reply but when I don't she tilts her head. "Please?"
"Fine." I mumbled, loud enough for her to hear but soft enough to keep it that way. She grins evilly.
"Two sugars!" She yells, I feel her gaze watching me walk away. I walk towards the cart in our school, that sells coffee in a really good price, but the taste is still rather rich in flavor. Lifting my head, to find Andre working it. Maybe, he's doing it to earn extra credit or maybe he needs money. Either could work.
"Hey Andre!" I smiled at him, he smiles back causing his dreadlocks falling over his shoulder.
"Hey, Beck" He says, his voice hoarse and sleepy. I raise my eyebrows.
"You haven't slept or what?"
"Nah, I need extra money to buy this new guitar"
I nod my head, he yawns. "One coffee, with two sugars!"
"That will be five dollars." He mutters, making the coffee as he pours two sugars inside it. Handing it to me as soon as I hand him six dollars, one dollar for tip. He needs it.
"Sweet, thanks man!"
"No problem" I wave my hands, as I walk back into the cafeteria finding Jade stare at me. I sit across from her, she grabs the coffee out of my hand as soon as I do.
"Are you that thirsty?" I asked, she nods her head. Sipping the coffee as she slowly puts it down. Raising both of her eyebrows, as she looks at me once again.
"Look, I know that I'm not the nicest girlfriend around." She explains, my eye widen. Girlfriend, she's my girlfriend. I bite my lips, to fight myself a huge grin. "And the yes, was a yes to being your better or worse half" She nearly barfs at the word, causing me to laugh out loud but I decide to hold it in since Jade smirks.
"Oh." Is all I say, is all I can say actually.
"By the way, when are you actually going to tutor me again?"
"When are you available?"
She bites her lower lips as she runs her fingers through her hair, looking down at her binder reminder. She smirks. "I guess, tomorrow night"
"N-N-Night?" I stutter, gulping hard as I look at her wide frighten eyes.
"Yeah night, got a problem?" She raises her pierced eyebrow, shaking her head causing her loose curls to fall. "Oh wait, don't tell me you - Beck Oliver is scared of being alone with me?"
"N-No."
"Psht, don't worry my parents will be there - when I say parents, I mean my mom"
"Okay so tomorrow night?" I asked for reassurance, she smiles slightly as she nods her head before she grips her cup of coffee and sips it. I'm about to open my book once again when Robbie comes and sit himself beside Jade with his little puppet-or well known Rex. Robbie Shaprio, with his Afro hair and his big smile has the guts to sit net to her.
"Hey sexy momma" Rex chimes in, causing Jade to almost spit her coffee upon my face. I blink repeatedly. I repeat almost.
"Who the hell is this puppet talking to?" She asked me, looking at Robbie awkwardly and back again at me. I shrug.
"Stop Rex, it is awfully rude to do that to a woman" Robbie scolds Rex, shoving him inside his backpack as a 'time-out' reference. I snicker, seeing the way Jade turns her attention directly at Robbie.
"This thing" She pauses, pointing at his backpack. Her eyes widen, as her blue eyes nearly pop out of her sockets. "isn't human, and you - are another person I rather see dead then alive. Go screw yourself!"
"Jade, honey, calm down" I whisper towards her, she rolls her eyes.
"Whatever, just get this thing away from -"
"Wait - honey, does that mean you and Jade - are dating?" Robbie interrupts Jade, as he readjust his glasses as he looks at me directly. I nod my head, grabbing my backpack and slinging it over my shoulder. You would have expected, I would walk away but I don't I just stare back at Robbie.
"I'm going, Cat is expecting me" Jade says frowning slightly, she grabs her coffee and slings her handbag over her shoulder as she waves at me and gives Robbie a glare. I stifle a laugh.
"Why are you dating the dark witch of the west?" Robbie asked, though he waits until Jade is out of sight when he does say it.
"I think the right question would be why not" I snickered.
"Your kidding me right Beck, there has to be a deal behind it right?
"Robbie not everything has to have a deal to it."
"Uhm, yes it does. That's the whole reason why you tutored her in the first place" Robbie reminds me, I bite my lower lips. It was true, that's the whole point on why I did the whole tutoring for my parents and the fact I'm not sure if I told Jade. That's when it hits me, there's another thing I haven't mention.
"True" I mumbled, looking down upon my feet. I was ashamed, I did something - another thing that could possible wreck the only thing that made me happy. I sigh.
"Well, look at the bright side you could meet new nice girls when you guys break up with her" He empathized on the word new. I thump his forehead, causing him to cry out loud. "What was that for, Beck?"
"Love isn't about finding girls at random moments"
"Then what is love?," Robbie asked confused, rubbing his forehead with both of his palms.
"I don't know" I mumbled, closing my eyes as I thought it through. Honestly, I don't even know what is love...some say it's like heaven some say it's like hell, but at the same time how would they know? They never been in hell nor heaven.
Jade POV:
Stupid puppet. Stupid Ventriloquist. Stupid test. I sipped the coffee that seemed to cling onto the palms of my hands and seem to make it way over the holes between my fingers. I rolled my eyes, as I waited for Cat. Hissing at anyone who eyes seem to land on me or on my piercing. Critical much? Just when I'm about to turn my heel, and head to Biology without her that's when she appears. She's sweating and her hair is tied up in a pony tail, my eyes widen.
"What's up with you?"
"My brother he came to my school, he was playing hiding go seek with the polices and-"
"Okay, Okay, I get it. Just calm down, so we can get to class okay?"
"KK" She smiled as she places her palms against her knees, and breathes heavily. It took us about five minutes before she finally calmed down, and was already walking ahead of me. Did she forget I was there? It takes a matter of seconds, before we once again are aligned with one another.
"I had lunch with Beck - well it's not really lunch - but you get it right?" I say, she nods her head, her pony tail bobbing into the air. I laugh softly.
"Was it nice?" She asked, stopping dead in her track as she looks at me with her brown eyes. She tilts her head and lets out a low giggle. "Did you get butterflies?"
"What are you talking about Cat?" I rolled my eyes, though it was pretty true though I don't want to admit it, I did have butterflies. Let me reply, I did not anymore. Not when I'm out of his sight.
"Butterflies, as in those sick lovely feeling!"
"You make no sense" I shook my head as I grab her arm, making both of our paces quicker. Maybe it's a good thing? Maybe not? But I could guarantee I wouldn't see Beck...that was a good thing right? Not having those butterflies, that weak girls would have. Then again, it's nice to know he's already there for me. He's making me have those second thoughts, about love, that it's not at all a bad thing. Then again, what is love?
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Author Note: I know what your thinking 'OMG, IT TOOK HER FOREVER TO UPDATE' I won't...defend myself, since I know I didn't update for a long frecking time. I have reasons, because I was busy and I tried to write/add more things every day. I would have...updated early probably yesterday or the day before but I wanted to make it 4 pages long for my long absence and to ask for forgiveness :'( I love you guys, and yeah. THANK YOU FOR TAKING YOUR TIME READING AND REVIEWING LOVE YOU GUYS!❤
PS: Ask me anything, and I do have a twist ahead since I feel like this story needs it. What is Beck keeping? You ask, well read the next chapter and find out :]I am proud that this is 4 pages long! xD I hope you like this chapter, I know it sucks. I tried to make it realistic, with the thought of what is 'real love' and what not. :\
PPS: I know I might have one flamer, commenting on this story again but like I said in my previous stories! I would appericate it, if you actually showed yourself and talked to me face to face and actually gave me the right type of criticism and help me develop as a writer but then again, that;ll be asking too much since the only words you seem to know is 'suck'. Please appericate all the writers that put themselves out there, and think about it what have we done to you? That caused you to go all ape on us. So please reconsider and think who truly is the one that's in the wrong, cause certainty if you were the one in the right you wouldn't be spreading hate. Once again: SPREAD LOVE NOT HATE! :]