Olivia POV
If I thought that my life was messed up before I didn't know what really could have made it messed up then. Now I know that I wasn't messed up at all... just complicated. I remember the day we told each other that one word "Love" it holds so much power for one person, but its four letters, one syllable and easy to say when you don't mean it. I remember the day we found out that I was having a baby. I remember being at the doctors getting my first ultrasound. Then the third when we found out that it was twins. The day he proposed to me was even better I was throwing up for the tenth time that day and it was only three in the afternoon. They call it morning sickness I called it hell. He got down on one knee when I walked out of the bathroom infront of the whole squad and proposed. It was the best thing for him to ever do. The next memory that I remember is the day he died. I was six months pregnant and stuck riding a desk. We were filling out paper work on the man that killed Jenna's mother and she came in swinging a gun around. She started to shoot at everyone in the squadroom. She hit Sister Peg and I tried to save her she died in my arms. Then she aimed at me Elliott was behind me and she was infront. He walked around to stand infront of me and reason with Jenna. She shot and hit him in the chest; he got off one round hitting her shoulder. I crawled over to him and tried to put pressure on his wound telling him to stay with me. I begged and started to cry.
*Flashback*
His blood was seeping through my fingers and I tried to keep the blood in. I could barely see through my tears, he was starting to fade out. "El!" I yelled at him "No you stay with me!" I was begging him to not die. "El you can't" I whispered putting more pressure on the wound. I vagely heard someone say that EMS was on its way. "You will be fine. You will live. A bus is on its way. Please El" I whispered and then noticed where the bullet hit. "El..." I whispered. Just as the EMTs rushed into the squadroom I felt his heart beat one last time. "El!" I remember screaming. Then someone trying to pull me away. "No Elliott!" I wanted to stay with him, but I couldn't see through my tears.
I heard one of the EMTs call out the time "3:56pm."
"El..." I whispered, then all is black. I don't remember being brought into Cragens office. I don't remember when someone got me a change of clothes. I don't know what happened.
*End Flashback*
It was a few hours later that I start to remember things, but its still as if I am watching it all through a tunnel.
*Flashback*
"Olivia?" I heard someone call my name and sat up. I had been curled up on my side crying for the last few hours. "Livia?" I realized that I was George Huange that was talking to me. I looked at him and saw him take a deep breath. I figure I looked like hell, then I started to cry again only this time it was loud sobs that held all the pain I was feeling.
*End Flashback*