Olivia POV I was able to go back to work today, finally after months of bed rest and maternity I could go back to work. I stepped into the precinct and dropped Talia off at the NYPD day care that also watched children at night for the cops that got called in. Then I headed up stairs, when I got off the elevator I looked around at the squadroom and sighed. I would never get over not seeing Elliotts face across from me everyday.
*FLASHBACK*
I was finally a detective and had just walked into the SVU squadroom for my first day. I went to check in with Captain Cragen, so he could tell me who my partner was. He was busy at the moment so I went to talk to some of the detectives around me. One was a total player, his name was Cassidy. Then the sergent of the squad Munch was a conspiritist. Finally a blue eyed, man with plenty of muscle. Elliott. I fell in love with him at first sight and was hoping to god I was not his partner. Luck wasn't on my side though. "Hello Detective Benson" the Captain said walking up behind me.
"Hello sir" I answered. I was fresh out of the academy pretty much and knew that it would take me a while before I would call him by his name and not his title.
"Your partner is going to be detective Stabler here. And you two can start by him showing you around, and learning the ropes." I was distracted all day. *END FLASHBACK*
For years I couldn't get over how hot he was and when we got together it just got worse. "Hey liv" Fin said walking up to me.
"Hey Fin" I said back my voice catching.
"I know its hard, but you can do this your strong" he whispered and then he handed me a case file.
"Thanks Fin" I whispered and read through it. "Why do I have an easy case?"
"Captain handed me it this morning."
"Give it to the newbies I didn't come back for simple cases" I snapped.
"Ok I will go talk to him" he said and went off to talk to Cragen. I sat back in my chair and grabbed the picture of me and El off my desk. I looked at how happy we were, and thought about what we would never have. "Ummm..." I heard someone in front of me and glanced up it was the new detective from last week.
"Yes"
"I'm sorry about how I acted last week. I didn't realize"
"Don't I am just trying to deal with what happened still and was just surprised" I told him quietly.
"Ok"
"Your Amaro is it"
"Yes and the blonde is Rollins"
"Ok thank you" I stood and turned to the cribs. I found the bunk that Elliott used to sleep on even though it was the most uncomfortable one that you could find in the cribs, but it must have been because I chose the one that was the comfiest and this was closest to me when we had to nap. I sighed and sat down on it and looked around. We had had many arguements here and just thinking about them made me think of the times that we had screamed when we could have loved one another.
*FLASHBACK*
I was finally a detective and had just walked into the SVU squadroom for my first day. I went to check in with Captain Cragen, so he could tell me who my partner was. He was busy at the moment so I went to talk to some of the detectives around me. One was a total player, his name was Cassidy. Then the sergent of the squad Munch was a conspiritist. Finally a blue eyed, man with plenty of muscle. Elliott. I fell in love with him at first sight and was hoping to god I was not his partner. Luck wasn't on my side though. "Hello Detective Benson" the Captain said walking up behind me.
"Hello sir" I answered. I was fresh out of the academy pretty much and knew that it would take me a while before I would call him by his name and not his title.
"Your partner is going to be detective Stabler here. And you two can start by him showing you around, and learning the ropes." I was distracted all day. *END FLASHBACK*
For years I couldn't get over how hot he was and when we got together it just got worse. "Hey liv" Fin said walking up to me.
"Hey Fin" I said back my voice catching.
"I know its hard, but you can do this your strong" he whispered and then he handed me a case file.
"Thanks Fin" I whispered and read through it. "Why do I have an easy case?"
"Captain handed me it this morning."
"Give it to the newbies I didn't come back for simple cases" I snapped.
"Ok I will go talk to him" he said and went off to talk to Cragen. I sat back in my chair and grabbed the picture of me and El off my desk. I looked at how happy we were, and thought about what we would never have. "Ummm..." I heard someone in front of me and glanced up it was the new detective from last week.
"Yes"
"I'm sorry about how I acted last week. I didn't realize"
"Don't I am just trying to deal with what happened still and was just surprised" I told him quietly.
"Ok"
"Your Amaro is it"
"Yes and the blonde is Rollins"
"Ok thank you" I stood and turned to the cribs. I found the bunk that Elliott used to sleep on even though it was the most uncomfortable one that you could find in the cribs, but it must have been because I chose the one that was the comfiest and this was closest to me when we had to nap. I sighed and sat down on it and looked around. We had had many arguements here and just thinking about them made me think of the times that we had screamed when we could have loved one another.