Warnings: Yaoi, Inuyasha's potty mouth, Incest, Implied Past Rape, Sesshoumaru is UKE, I repeat, UKE! Submissive not Seme what so ever! He Never will be Seme in this fanfic! Also possible Mpreg later -cough- alrighty then!
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha in anyway, if I did, Inuyasha would be taller than Sesshoumaru xD and Sesshy would be mpreg with Inu's love child already! Which could quite very well be possible later on…..-whistles innocently-
Italic: Thoughts
Bold: Inner demon
Bold Italics: Attacks
AN: Waiiii I'm so happy everyone is reviewing…ten reviews *grins* I'm very freakin' happy people so -bows to you- I loves you my awesome reviewers! -teary eyed- Also bow at my awesomeness as well! I was sick all day with a stomach virus while I wrote you people chapter three! Also this chapter goes out to DarkAngelJudas, since I always look forward to your review the most hehe
PS: I would also like to think that Inuyasha and other youkai can understand Kirara in what she says so, if you don't like it tough titties!
He let out a frustrated sigh as his fluffy white puppy dog ears twitched on his head wildy.
Yeah he knew he should be extremely fucking happy that he got not one, not two, but thirteen jewel shards out of this whole wild goose chase trek across the Western lands.
But he wasn't happy, and he couldn't shake the feeling he had just done something horribly wrong by leaving.
His silver eyebrows furred as he poked at the ashes of the fire with the end of a wide stick.
Everyone was asleep besides him and Kirara.
Why was he feeling so god damn depressed?
Rubbing his face Inuyasha broke the stick abruptly and threw the pieces into the flames sending firefly like sparks dancing out of the miniature inferno.
"You left mate behind…mate is dying! Without us mate will disappear forever! You want mate to die?" Bellowed the voice Inuyasha had kind of gotten used to over the past few days.
He's not my fucking mate! I didn't do anything to him! Hell I haven't slept with anyone ever since Kikyou!
"You do not remember anything important….mate will die on us and it will be all your fault." Accused the voice scathingly.
Sesshoumaru won't die! He can't…he's just too strong to be beaten by some stupid heat, illness, whatever!
"You are being too stubborn! Listen to me! Do not deny our right to be with mate! Stupid clouded thoughts of the weak miko is not helping! She is not worthy of our greatness!"
"Auuurghhh…." The hanyou muttered as he stared at the sleeping figure of Kagome who was snug and happy a few feet away in her sleeping bag.
Shippou was curled up against her chest purring faintly while Sango slept in a spare sleeping bag beside Kagome to her right.
Miroku let out soft snores as he slept wrapped up warmly in a comforter Kagome had given him sitting with his back against a momo(peach) tree.
Kirara padded over curiously to the cursing Inu, "Nyaa Nyuu Mew Nyan?(Why are you whining like a lovesick puppy)"
"Eh? I'm so not whining! And why in the seven layers of hell would I be l-lovesick!" Whispered Inuyasha harshly at her his cheeks began heating up.
He thanked kami-sama it was too dark to tell.
Kirara lifted her little slanted red eyes up at him and scratched her ear with her foot,
"Nyaa Mew Nyan Nyaa Mew Nyan Nyuu (If you say so, but you're all twitchy and cranky like Sango-chan is on her period)"
His eye twitched irritably, "Why you little…"
With that Kirara fickly trotted off to her master and curled up by her head promptly falling asleep.
"…See that right there is exactly why I hate cats…they're major pains in the asses." He mutters to himself as he stood.
Suddenly he winced and rubbed his neck, "What the fuck…?"
An electric hot tarring like pain shot through his neck like claws ripping into his skin over and over again.
"See? Mate is still in much pain, you feel small part of it…multiply by a hundred and that is what mate feels! Sheer agony..and you do not care." A soft growl told him.
Inuyasha's eyes clenched shut as he gritted his fangs, while balling his fists tightly at his sides so hard that his palms bleed from his claws cutting into the skin.
When you say mate…why do you keep impying….do you seriously mean Sesshoumaru..?
He felt incredibly dizzy as he leaned against a tree gripping onto it for balance.
Flashes of wild pupiless crimson eyes, panicked golden orbs, and warm tan muscled flesh flush against deliciously pale delicate skin ran like a bad black and white film inside his head repeatedly.
Inuyasha sunk to his knees gripping his head as his breathing became uneven gasps.
"Mate was at first reluctant and dubious, but we showed him our worth to him and he enjoyed us thoroughly as he mewled and withered beneath us. Such lovely noises he made…" Echoed the voice purring heavily.
The images slowly came to a stop and the pain in his neck dulled to an annoying throb.
St-stop…kami-sama what the fuck was all that shit?
The hanyou gulped harshly feeling too warm when he clearly knew it was chilly out.
He could still faintly feel the ghostly tender caress of silky slender arms wrapped around his neck and those long lovely creamy legs wrapped tightly around his waist.
Shivering some he sighed carding a shaky hand through his hair.
This just couldn't be real he was only dreaming!
A nightmare…yeah that's what that was…I'm trapped in some kinda shitty nightmare about needy golden eyes and sexy alabaster skin pressed against my-AHHHHHH! Oh holy hell! I'm not thinking about thisssss! Lalalala not happeninggggg!
His hakama pants grew tighter to prove him just how wrong he was.
Um…ummm…something disgusting, I need to think of something disgusting! KAEDE IN A THONG!
The reaction was instantaneous he shuddered and gagged into his hand a bit, before calming enough to realize his hard on had fallen limp.
Kami-sama that was too graphic and gross even for my morbid imagination…never…again…..
He shuddered again and sat next to the fire looking around cautiously to distract himself from "unwanted" thoughts.
"But Sesshy! You can't just leave the safety of my barrier! With your scent the way it is you'll be like filet mignon, and raped in seconds!" Yelled Yuuki as she looked at Taiyo for help.
"It's his choice Yuuki, if he wants to be fucked, pupped, and left for dead that's his wonderfully superior intelligent planning, not ours." Taiyo remarked lacking the usual snarky bite to his words.
The golden neko glared viciously at her mate, "Don't you start with me bird boy, I might feel like frying you up and eating you today." She states flexing her lengthy sharp claws.
The hawk smirked smugly inching closer, "I have no objections to being eaten, koibito."
Yuuki let out a frustrated sigh as she smacked him upside the head with a dusky blush coating her cheeks.
Taiyo rubbed his head grinning.
Sesshoumaru stood on shaky limbs clothed in his usual attire minus his armor.
His near ankle length silvery white hair was held up in a high samurai like ponytail with two long side bangs framing his heart shaped face, much like his father used to wear it.
The daiyoukai's clothes hung limply over his ashen pale skin making his much skinnier frame look even smaller than it truly was.
All in all he looked fragile and terribly ill.
Yet still held an air of royal dignity to his icy gradually dulling golden gaze.
"If I had wanted your unhelpful, most unwanted opinions and commentary; I would have inquired for them previously long before now." Sesshoumaru states in monotone as he fastened Tokijin and Tenseiga to his sash properly.
Yuuki watched him helplessly trying to figure out some way to stop him, "We can't help you if we don't know where you are! In this sea of youkai masquerading around the Western Lands your scent can only be smelt if we are close enough to smell it!"
The youkai lord looked gently at her with an odd softening to his solemn eyes, "Perhaps that is for the best. Protect Rin, make sure she is well and cared for properly.. If something were to happen…If I am no longer able accomplish my duties."
"But…" Yuuki started her eyes glistening with unshed tears.
"That is my final order as the Lord of the Western Lands." With that he turned away from his two vassals.
He walked with as much dignity as he could muster in his weakened state and left the cottage disappearing into the fog like a specter.
The neko youkai let out a hiccupping sob as Taiyo took her into his arms and rocked her as he watched his lord's form slip completely from view.
By the time dawn had broken and cast it's orangey magenta glaze over the parting white wisps of clouds that had painted the sky in artistic like brush strokes, Inuyasha's companions had awoken.
Kagome was diligently making ramen and cooking the fresh fish that Inuyasha had caught from a nearby stream.
While Sango collected more brush and firewood to add to the dwindling flames.
Miroku quietly sat next to the still brooding hanyou as he studied a map of the area.
Mind you that the perverted houshi had conveniently "borrowed" it from the cottage before they had left it the day before.
Shippou sat impatiently next to them as he petted Kirara while eying the fish.
He shifted from side to side cross legged as he drooling hungrily.
"Inuyasha?" Kagome called as she looked up from stirring the seasonings into the ramen.
She got no response, as the Inu kept his golden gaze glued to the flickering flames of the fire.
The young miko called once more, only to receive the same lack of reaction.
"INUYASHA!" Kagome tried again this time anger tingeing her voice with a dark undertone.
His head snapped up almost painfully before looked at her.
The Inu's lips broke into an annoyed frown, "What onna?"
Putting her hands on her hips she glared down at him, "Don't you what me! I tried to call you three times and you didn't answer! What's with you? You've been a space cadet ever since we left Sesshoumaru's place…"
He frowned and growled crossing his arms, "I have not…and what the hell is space?
Besides it's too god damn early for your ear splitting whiney voice to be bitching at me!"
Turning a most "beautiful" puce color Kagome's eyes narrowed to near pin pricks, "Do you want me to sit you Inuyasha? Because right now you're really dangling by a thread here."
"Like I'd give a damn right now! It'd be well worth it to not have you harping at me for a split second! Maybe then I'd have so much dirt in my ears I wouldn't be able to hear you!" The Inu smirked back.
Sango watched them with a curious look, "Inuyasha really now? You have been very irritable lately. I'm sure after all Kagome-chan is only worried for your well being."
"Maybe Inuyasha has those black buggies from the other day up his butt biting him!" snickered Shippou.
The hanyou turned his glare to the ginger kitsune, "I should have let the spiders eat yah…you woulda been less annoying as a fox pelt."
"H-Heyyy!" Wailed Shippou unhappily pouting angrily at him.
"INUYASHA! SIT!" Commanded Kagome.
"Aw Fuc-" Inuyasha smashed into the ground with and exasperated growl.
Miroku winced, "Lady Kagome it seems you have been using the subjugation beads quite often lately…"
Kagome frowned and quickly began to defend herself, "It's not my fault he's been such a stupid jerk ever since we started traveling here!"
"Maybe he's pmsing! Hurry we need chocolate!" Shippou yelled as he rummaged through Kagome's yellow bag for some.
Sango sweatdropped giggling some, "No, Shippou-chan only girls do that..."
Shippou's eyes widened as he stopped, "Oh my god! Inuyasha's a girl! Should we call him Natasha now?" He wondered aloud blinking.
Turning red Inuyasha hissed at him, " I ane't no stinkin' weak ass female baka! Do you see breasts or a vagina on my body anywhere?"
Shippou blushed, "W-well how would I...how was I supposed to know I've never even bathed with you! Sooo there!"
Inuyasha lunged at the kit claws glinting maliciously making Shippou scream and dart behind Kagome.
"HE'S GONNA KILL ME AND EAT ME AS RAMEN TOPPINGS!" Exclaimed the kitsune in complete horror.
Halting in mid strike Inuyasha suddenly dropped his hands to his sides and sniffed the air, "What the hell? Is he fucking retarted? Why is he outside alone and unguarded?"
"Who are you talking about Inuyasha?" Kagome asked as she walked over to him her hand out stretched to grasp his.
The hanyou didn't answer her, and quickly shot into the trees deserting the group in mere seconds.
"INUYASHA!" Screamed Kagome after him.
"Youkai….surrounding mate! Must protect! Kill weaklings for harming mate!" Hissed his inner demon as it began to take over.
His amber eyes slowly started bleeding into a molten golden red.
As thick jagged dark purple markings appeared over his cheek bones.
Groaning in hissing guttural growls his claws extended lengthening into deadly curled daggers.
Inuyasha couldn't think straight, before he knew what he was doing his body moved slaughtering disgusting pieces of shit youkai left and right.
Several moments later the Testusaiga began to pulse oddly in a crooning hum.
The first thing that assaulted his senses was blood, and there was tons of it.
He was nearly soaked head to toe in various shades of youkai blood.
Bloodied decapitated, and mutilated corpses of different youkai of all shapes and sizes littered the ground around him.
Panic suddenly dropped into the pit of his stomach like a block of ice.
Where was Sesshoumaru..
He scrambled skittishly, his now golden eyes darting from place to place worriedly.
A flash of silver caught his eye and he rushed toward it immediately.
His blood literally turned to ice at what he found.
Blood soaked tresses pooled across the shaking frame of the youkai lord onto the ground into a bloody halo of mismatched gleaming silvery crimson.
As pale almost grayish skin spotted into black, yellow, and purple bruises up and down rail thin arms.
Raspy uneven breaths rattled from his lips as bleary gold eyes stared listlessly.
The fallen youkai's left side was torn completely open and bled profusely down into the dirt surrounding him, as his claws twitched feebly trying to grasp a hold of Tokijin which had fallen feet away from him.
The hanyou was at his side instantly, as he gently cradled his aniki's form against his chest.
Angry tears welled in his eyes, "Sesshoumaru!"
"I need to get you to a healer…where the hell are your vassals! Why are you alone…? Kami…just stay with me alright? I'm gonna get you help." Stuttered the Inu franticly.
First making sure Tokijin was fastened to the lord's waist.
He quickly held Sesshoumaru's shoulders securely against the side of his chest and hooked his arms under the backs of the daiyoukai's legs scooping him up bridal style.
He weighs less then Kagome…
Standing Inuyasha raced through the branches and back toward the campsite.
Sesshoumaru panted and whimpered as he clung to the front of Inuyasha's fire rat robe desperately.
This only quickened the hanyou's pace as he drops into the clearing as easily as he can without jarring his brother's wound too much.
"I-Inuyasha?" Gasps Kagome in shock and anger.
"What is he doing here!" She stated pointing rudely.
Walking hurriedly past her he kneels down next to her sleeping bag and places the bloody youkai onto it gently as possible.
"Hey! He's bleeding everywhere, he'll get my stuff filthy!" Snapped the Miko.
"Shut up Kagome!" Hissed the Inu.
For once falling silent Kagome only stared blankly chewing her lips some.
"He looks terrible…" Murmured Sango as she kneeled next to Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru.
Inuyasha then started to riffle through Kagome's back pack throwing things this way and that until he found a white box with a red plus sign on it.
He looked to Sango, "Can you…"
Sango's eyes softened, "Of course."
"I have some medicinal herbs that stop bleeding…" Spoke Miroku as he fished into his robes pulling out a bag of green and white flowery looking plants.
The Taija took the medical first aid box from Inuyasha's shaking hands and opened it carefully, "You're going to have to undress him."
Tensing for a moment Inuyasha nodded as he fumbled with the silken ties to the clothing that Sesshoumaru wore.
Shippou watched with sad emerald eyes, " He smells really sick…"
The kitsune was shaking some, this reminded him of when his father died.
Leaving the youkai lord in only his under garments Inuyasha felt uneasy so he quickly covered his aniki's lower half with the sleeping bag.
Sango skillfully started to tend to the wound, as Miroku crushed the medicinal herbs into a wooden bowl for her.
"This is extremely deep, I'm adraid it may get severely infected…I'm only an amateur at healing Inuyasha, we may have to get him to Kaede and fast." Sango murmured as she blended the herbs into the bandages as she wrapped Sesshoumaru's wound tightly.
Sesshoumaru moaned and hissed in pain curling inward some making strands of his now matted hair fall into his face.
Inuyasha unconsciously brushed away the strands with his claws ever so gently making Sango and Miroku look up in surprise.
"Then we're leaving, pack up as quick as you can. If you take too long I'm leaving without you." Responded Inuyasha seriously.
Snapping out of her daze Kagome's brown eyes narrowed, "Inuyasha why the hell is he here anyway?"
Inuyasha glared right back at her his lips curling fangs barred, "What the fuck was I supposed to do, leave him to be raped and killed by youkai?"
"N-No..but…I…he's our enemy!" Kagome stumbled over her words.
His eyes nearly silted with his anger, "He's my brother, he may be a crappy asshole bastard most of the time, but I ane't heartless…besides…I couldn't…just leave him there…it didn't seem right."
He then leaned down and wrapped the open sleeping bag tightly around his brother's frail form and picked him up holding him close to his heart.
Kirara transformed instantly and looked at her master impatiently.
"Why don't you go ahead of us Inuyasha." Sango states suddenly.
"What!" Kagome shouts looking to her friend in disbelief.
Ignoring the miko, the taija locked her brown eyes with Inuyasha's gold ones, "We'll pack up camp and meet up with you, Kirara can track your scent."
Miroku nodded in agreement as he stared between the two of them.
Shippou silently started to pack up everything that Inuyasha had thrown out of Kagome's bag.
Inuyasha stared at them with an appreciative look, "Thank you.."
Without another word or glance the Inu jumped ahead leaving them behind.
AN: Omg I've been in so much pain today….x.x but here you go my loves! And extra long nice chapter. I hope you like it! Also if theres anything miss spelled I will fix it later...-passes out-