Summary - "Bella is an average girl, struggling with her homosexuality and her life at home. Can the love of not one, but three vampires help show her that she shouldn't be afraid? A/B/R/V".
Author's Notes – Inspired by my dear friend Hollowgo..
Rating - Older Teen to Mature
By: WDG and Lash_Larue
The Garden of Four - Chapter Nineteen – Hear Them Moan
Bella rolled over and smacked her clock, groaning, she could still see flashes of images in her mind that she was sure did not belong there. She shook her head and went to the bathroom and looked in the cabinet for something to ease her headache. Finding nothing, she groaned in pain and frustration and banged her fist on the wall only to hear a splintering sound. Looking at her fist she facepalmed and shook her head. Her whole hand was in the wall. "Charlie is going to kill me for putting a hole in the bathroom wall." She pulled her fist out and inspected the hole; it was deep, but luckily it was only as wide as her fist.
She took a towel and hung it to cover it up a little until she could find some way to fix it. Back in her room she saw that the clock read 4:50pm. "Crap, I need to get ready and I only have ten minutes ...shit." Bella quickly went back to the bathroom and showered even though she wasn't dirty. She did it mostly to try and relax. After drying off she walked into her room and tossed her towel on the floor before pausing to look at herself in the mirror. She was still sort of the same as she had been before she was changed, but some things were noticeably different.
She was taller now; she had shot up over the first few days to the height of 5' 11", which she herself didn't find too bad as she had always felt a little on the short side. The other thing she noticed that was different was her body type. Sure, when she was human she wasn't fat, heck she wasn't even really curvy, she was mostly skin and bones, and now she wasn't. She had gained quite a few pounds that gave her a healthier look. But that wasn't all; her muscle tone had definitely changed.
She wasn't ripped and bulky like those body building women you might see on TV sometimes, no, not like that at all, but she was more defined. She had a six pack for God's sake, and she could curl her arm and watch her muscles tighten and coil. She was still pretty much the same in other areas, her breasts were still the same size if a lot more perky and firm, and her female bits along with her male part both were still pretty much the same as well. She noticed a few other small things about her new body. Her hair was more fine and silky, her teeth a little stronger and sharper, her eyesight was totally up there, and her hearing was starting to even catch things the Cullen's would say at top speed.
"Well, well, this is a nice surprise," said a voice from behind her. Bella jumped and turned around fast, her brown eyes flashing blue and her heart racing.
Victoria grinned from her perch on the window ledge, just taking in all of Bella's nude form. She even watched the water drops that fell from Bella's hair onto her skin and traveled all the way down to her lower appendages before she licked her lips and then worked her eyes back up Bella's body. Bella herself had calmed a little once she realized there was no danger in the area. Her eyes went back to normal, but she felt the biggest blush coming on and quickly tried to get dressed. Turning around and reaching into her dresser drawer she pulled on some underwear and a bra before quickly putting on her socks and pants. "Vic...Victoria what...what are you doing here?" she managed to get out while pulling on a shirt and buttoning it up while keeping her eyes on the ground.
Victoria just grinned and watched the flustered girl a moment or two more before she decided to answer. "Alice sent me to come and get you. I was going to knock but I didn't know if you were up or not so I thought I would come by and check through the window when you came in here naked and started looking at yourself...I have to say it was a very nice show."
Bella blushed more and backed up a bit, Victoria grinned and flashed over to the girl quickly, getting into her personal bubble. Bella flinched and almost fell backwards. "What...what are you doing, Victoria?" the redhead just grinned and leaned in even more before taking a sniff and looking at Bella.
Bella was fighting with all her might, chanting in her head over and over again the same sentence… 'Stay true to Alice, stay true to Alice,' or she would think 'Don't cheat on Alice with her sister,' and many other similar things besides, because face it; Victoria smelled just as good as Rose and Alice, and she looked every bit as beautiful. So with her up close in Bella's personal space it was really hard for Bella to keep certain feelings down. Victoria stopped grinning and stepped back before patting Bella on the shoulder.
"Hey, sorry, I was just trying to mess around a little. I didn't mean any harm; I forget sometimes that you are not quite as used to some things as you should be." Stepping back even more she nodded to the window and said, "Hurry up and come on outside, I will be waiting." Victoria dove through the window and was gone.
Bella almost fainted on the spot, 'What the heck is that girl's problem and what did she mean when she said that I was not quite as used to some things as I should be?' Bella sighed and pulled on her shoes before heading down the stairs and telling her dad that she would be back later. She made her way outside and saw Victoria waiting by her car. Not meeting the other girl's eyes she got in and had waited only a few seconds before they were backing out and heading to the Cullen's house at breakneck speeds.
"You're pretty quiet, Bella," Victoria commented as she turned into the driveway.
"Sorry, I've got a lot on my mind."
She did. She had still not decided how to bring up the subject of changing Charlie, and she still had not mastered the feelings that Victoria had aroused in her. She was however, over the embarrassment that she had felt, and was really quite pleased that Victoria found her attractive.
Alice was opening Bella's door before the car had completely stopped, and she hugged Bella so tightly that she squeaked a little.
"Take it easy baby, I'm durable now, but not indestructible," Bella joked as she returned the hug.
"She's absolutely gorgeous too," Victoria told Alice, "you're a lucky girl, Alice. I swear, she's got as sexy a body as I have ever seen, and Rosalie is my mate." Bella blushed.
'Sometimes I wish I'd been changed into a vampire, at least then I wouldn't be turning red all the time,' Bella thought.
"Oh? Have you been peeking at my girl, Victoria?" Alice asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Maybe a little. Mostly by accident, but I admit that I didn't turn my back or close my eyes. I forgot she's not used to that sort of thing," Victoria confessed.
"What, sort of thing?" Bella asked, and Alice and Victoria exchanged glances.
"Bells, Rose and Vic and I aren't shy at all about being naked around each other," Alice explained. "We've been together a long time, and we all really appreciate each other as women, you see?"
A light went on in Bella's head.
"Oh… you mean… the three of you…" Bella trailed off, she just couldn't bring herself to express the thought that she had at that moment.
"Sort of, yes," Alice said gently, "but it's not like what you and I have, or what Rose and Vic have. It's just something we share together. We love one another, and neither Rosalie nor Victoria feels threatened by me sometimes being close to one or both of them, can you understand?" Alice chewed her lip nervously as she waited as she awaited Bella's reply, this was not exactly the way that she had pictured this subject coming up, but she could tell that Bella had been a little excited recently.
"I think maybe so," Bella said slowly, "so if I'm attracted to Victoria or Rosalie, it's kind of okay? I mean, not that I'd do anything about it, but…"
"It's perfectly okay, Bella my love. And one day it will be okay to do something about it, in fact," Alice said candidly, "I'm looking forward to it, and so are Rose and Vic. They are both very attracted to you, but I wanted to have you all to myself for a while first. I've never had a mate of my own, and I wanted time for our bond to grow."
"And you don't have to if you don't want to," Rosalie told her. Rosalie had silently joined them in time to hear Alice's explanation. Of course, everyone else in the house had heard it too, but even Emmett knew better than to tease Bella about this just yet. Some things took getting used to.
"I'd be lying if I said I didn't want you and Victoria, Rose," Bella conceded, "but I need a little time to process the idea. I'm still getting used to being open about my feelings for Alice, and there's the whole Lycan thing, and these funny spells I've been having lately."
"We understand, Bella dear," Victoria explained, "and we surely have plenty of time," she added with a smile. "She's worth waiting for, Rose, I promise." Victoria licked her lips.
"Behave, Vic," Alice chided.
"I can handle a little flirting," Bella told them all. "Of course, I need to see Victoria naked sometime so we'll be even."
"Not a problem, Bella," Victoria promised.
"Come on Vic, let's go get you cooled off," Rose said as she took Victoria by the hand. "Esme has dinner ready for you Bella. We'll see you later."
"Those two go at it like rabbits, don't they?" Bella asked.
"Well, you do have them pretty stirred up. Me too for that matter, so let's get you your dinner and then you go have your talk with Carlisle so you can get me cooled off, okay?" Bella thought that sounded like a great idea. She could do with a little cooling off herself.
"I made Yankee pot roast for you Bella," Esme told her, "sit down and I'll bring it to you."
"Thanks Esme, it smells great!" Bella told her as she took her seat. It tasted pretty good too, and Bella lost no time in cleaning her plate. "Gosh, that was good, you should open a restaurant," she told Esme as she rinsed her plate and put it in the dishwasher.
"I only really enjoy cooking for people I love, Bella. Carlisle is waiting for you in his study, he said for you to go right up when you'd finished dinner."
That cooled Bella off pretty quickly. Of course, she was the one who wanted to talk to him, but now that it came down to it, she was pretty nervous about it. But it was after all, Carlisle, and she knew that he would be kind even if he didn't agree with her.
"Hurry up, Bella," Emmett called out, "I've got another sucker set up for an online match! They never learn." Bella shot him a grin and raced up the stairs.
"Good evening, Bella," Carlisle greeted her, "what's on your mind?"
"Well, it's a little hard to know just where to start," she said nervously.
"Just say the first thing that comes to mind and we'll go from there," he encouraged.
"Charlie is going to die."
"Someday, yes, or has he been hurt? They would have called me if he'd been injured," Carlisle said in concern.
"I don't mean now, but someday he'll die, and I might not. Ever. I don't want to lose him, Carlisle. I'm just getting to really know him, and he's a great dad, and I love him, and, and…"
"Death is a normal part of life, Bella. You know this," Carlisle said gently.
"It doesn't have to be. I could change him. I could make him like me, couldn't I? Would he be able to stand the change?"
"Bella, you can't just make Charlie a Lycan so you don't have to lose him. Don't you remember how you felt when I told you what had happened to you? Would you really want to do that to your father?"
"It's not so bad, in fact it's pretty cool once you get used to it. Even Charlie thinks so," Bella insisted.
"Bella, Charlie loves you very much, and he's proved that by accepting what you have become, but that does not mean that he would want that for himself. It would be very wrong to make that decision for him, surely you can see that."
"I guess so, the first few times were pretty awful. But do you think he could survive it? Just in theory, I mean," Bella explained.
"Well, he's not young, and the Lycan transformation is extremely stressful, but Charlie is in pretty good shape for his age. I'll tell you what, Bella, Charlie's annual physical is coming up soon, and if you promise me not to change him without his knowledge and consent, then I will make it a very complete physical and tell you if I think he could tolerate the change. Will you promise?"
"I promise, now that I think about it, I guess I couldn't just do that to him. If whoever changed me had asked first, I doubt that I would have said yes, although I have to admit that a lot of things are better for me now. And I've been having headaches and weird thoughts and dreams and stuff, maybe I need to know more about it before I drag Charlie into it."
"What sort of thoughts and dreams?" Carlisle asked her.
"Well, I told Alice that one reason I wanted to change Charlie was that he would make a good second in command. Command of what? And I keep dreaming of things that I know never happened to me, but they seem so real. Frankly, it's a little scary, and I've been having wicked headaches."
"I think I can shed some light on that subject, Bella," Carlisle informed her, "and then I have something to ask of you too."
"Ask me anything, and if you can explain any of this crap I'll sure be grateful."
"Well, maybe I can't really explain it, but I do know someone who can. I recently had a visit from a very old friend. Old even by my standards. Bella, the Lycan who changed you came to see me, she wants to meet you, to help you," Carlisle said tentatively.
"You know who did this to me? Where is she, I'll kick her ass!"
"Bella, listen to yourself, you're ready to fight the Lycan that did this to you, but you want to do it to Charlie? Does that make sense?" Carlisle asked her calmly.
"Yes! I mean no, I guess not, oh hell, I don't know. Why do they care, anyhow? I figured they meant to kill me and Alice just happened to show up in the knick of time. Is that not right?"
"It isn't. Shelia, that's her name, has never intentionally harmed a human before, much less changed one. She cannot explain why she did it, in fact. I have my own ideas about that, though," he told her.
"I'd like to hear them," Bella admitted.
"There is something about you that draws immortals to you, Bella. Alice, for example. No mortal has ever had anywhere near the effect on her that you have. True, you are her destined mate, but there has to be a reason for that." Bella listened closely. "And then there is the fact that you adapted so uncommonly well to your transformation, that you had such control over yourself right from the start. It's almost as if you were born to be a Lycan."
"That's me, wolf girl," Bella said with a bleak smile.
"There are worse things to be," Carlisle replied with a smile of his own. "The mental communication you mentioned, thinking Charlie would be a good second, these are things an Alpha Lycan would think of Bella. You are unusually powerful, even for a Lycan. So is Shelia, and she can explain these things to you much better than I can. She knows more about the Lycan world than anybody else does, and as I said, she really wants to meet you."
"Do you think I should meet her?"
"I certainly do, especially if you are thinking of changing your father. You need to know more about it before you do that, Bella."
"I guess you're right. I hadn't thought it through all the way, and I'd meet the devil himself if it would make these headaches go away. Can you set up a meeting for us? I'd feel better not meeting her all alone; I know she's a friend of yours, but still…"
"I certainly can, and you'll have support when you meet her, but I don't think there is any need to worry. She wouldn't have come to me if she had any intention of harming you," Carlisle assured her.
"Okay then, now all I have to do is ask Charlie if he'd mind becoming a werewolf and playing second fiddle to his kid, whatever that really means. Say, would you talk to him about that for me?" she asked hopefully.
"Certainly," Carlisle answered her, and Bella's face lit up in a grin. "After you ask him about it, I'll be happy to answer any questions he may have," the grin disappeared. "To be an Alpha, Bella, is to shoulder responsibility. Have Charlie come and see me after you talk to him, and in the meantime I'll set up a meeting with Shelia."
"Okay then," Bella agreed as she stood up. "Thanks, Carlisle, I don't know what I'd do without you."
"You'd manage, Bella, but I'm glad you are a part of our lives now," he answered her.
"Hi there, I'm your new cellmate, my name is Ruby," the short woman said to Renee.
"Hi," Renee said cautiously. Ruby was not all that big, but she there was something about her that seemed dangerous. A lot of the women she had met in jail were dangerous, she had learned.
"I hear you don't like lesbians much," Ruby said conversationally, and Renee felt a prickle of fear. "I'm a lesbian, so I guess you don't like me, huh?"
"No, I mean, I don't know, I …" Renee fell silent.
"Confused are you? Let me help you out here, it's simple. You either like me or you don't, and since we're going to be spending a lot of time together we need to get that sorted out. So you either like me, or we figure out which one of us is in charge in our little world, see?"
"I don't understand," Renee pleaded.
"You will," Ruby promised, and she stood facing Renee squarely. "Beat me or eat me, bitch. Your choice."
"Jesus, Bells, you really kicked that guy's ass!" exclaimed Emmett when they signed off from their online death match.
"Yeah, well, he pissed me off," Bella replied.
"Can I have my girlfriend back now, Emmett?" asked Alice.
"I guess so, nobody else is gonna line up to get slaughtered tonight anyhow. Have fun, you two," Emmett said with a wide grin.
"Oh, we will big brother, we will," Bella promised him with a wink, and she raced Alice up the stairs. They were making their way past Rose and Victoria's room on their way to Alice's room when Bella stopped. Alice, who was holding Bella's hand, was forced to stop as well. She looked at Bella.
Bella felt her ears twitch as the sound of a moan drifted through the door, followed by Rose's name being whispered passionately by Victoria. Bella could feel her pants become tighter; she could feel her eyes start to itch and water as they changed to the icy arctic blue of her Lycan half. Alice watched Bella and saw the change in her stance, the way her eyes went from chocolate brown to arctic blue, and the noticeable bulge in her pants. She was a little worried for a moment when she saw the change.
Bella kept her ears trained on the sounds coming from the room a moment longer before turning her eyes to Alice. Licking her lips, she crowded the smaller girl back up into the wall right beside the door and pinned her there. She kissed Alice softly, nibbling on her bottom lip and working her way across the jaw line before moving her lips up to Alice's ear.
"Have…you…ever…had…sex…with…them…?" Bella's heated voice and soft nips along her neck made Alice jerk her hips into Bella's as she let out a whimper that was soon followed by another groan, from Victoria this time. She gasped when she felt Bella's fingers dip into the waistline of her underwear through her skirt. Bella grinned, and hearing another gasp from the room behind Alice, and leaning in once more she sucked on Alice's neck before asking again in a heated whisper, "well, Alice…have you?"
Alice groaned and nodded, she couldn't lie to Bella about anything. The fact that Bella's fingers where doing some great things that made her legs almost shake had nothing to do with it. Bella grinned some more and pushed Alice's skirt up and out of the way as she pulled the soaked panties down Alice's legs. Alice watched Bella with hooded eyes as she heard the sound of a bed beginning to creak, she could feel her own lust dripping from her heated center and down her legs as Bella held her pinned against a wall, right outside of her sisters' room while listening to them having sex.
Bella let go of Alice for a moment to undo her own zipper and push her pants down to her knees along with her underwear, "Bella…right here…in the hallway?" Alice felt a little thrill run through her system as Bella just grinned and nodded before picking Alice up by the waist and lifting her off the floor. Alice felt another gush of wetness trickle down her legs at the thrill of perhaps getting caught with Bella in the hallway like this. Wrapping her pale legs around Bella's tan hips, she panted a little at the thought of it, she went to look into the future when Bella thrust into her hard and distracted her. She was trying again when a rough bite to her shoulder stopped her, locking eyes with Bella she saw her shake her head no.
"Stop…no looking ahead…if we get caught then so be it".
With those few words Bella began to thrust into Alice quickly, pulling a strangled cry from her lips. She heard the soft creaking sound from Rose's and Victoria's bed stop, and she guessed that they must have heard. Kissing along Alice's neck, she heard them start back up, the sound of three different voices filled her ears, each with a different moan or whimper falling from their lips. Bella could feel sweat building on her body, and her shirt began to stick to her back as Alice gripped her shoulders for support. Rose and Victoria both could feel the edge of their climaxes building with each sound that came from the hallway, whether the sound of Alice's sharp cries or the sound of skin meeting skin as Bella thrust into Alice harder.
It kept building until the heat exploded from within Bella, and Alice came with a cry of Bella's name on her lips as she felt Bella stiffen and come herself. Rose and Victoria collapsed and panted where they lay on their bed. Victoria grinned, and said out loud… "Well…I don't know about you two in the hallway, but I thought that was hot as hell…"
End Chapter Nineteen
Well Chapter Nineteen is up hope yall enjoy now i am going to fall over and sleep for about two days i think, its been a rough week for me, me and my friend have been working on putting underpin up on his house and its really late so yeah...nighty night people.