Warnings: Yaoi, Inuyasha's potty mouth, Incest, Implied Past Rape, Sesshoumaru is UKE, I repeat, UKE! Submissive not Seme what so ever! He Never will be Seme in this fanfic! Also possible Mpreg later -cough- alrighty then!

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha in anyway, if I did, Inuyasha would be taller than Sesshoumaru xD and Sesshy would be mpreg with Inu's love child already! Which could quite very well be possible later on…..-whistles innocently-

Italic: Thoughts

Bold: Inner demon

Bold Italics: Attacks or memories

Italics with "Blah": Mysterious yet not so mysterious voice

AN: I can't express how very sorry I am for such a long delay in me posting but four majorly bad things happened…

1. My dad died

2. My mom got major stomach surgery

3. I 've been really depressed and writers block reared it's ugly bitchy head at me

4. My internet provider went on strike for like….a bazillion months…I'm currently leaching off my sister's internet lol yay for being a pirate~!

Anywho I'm hoping all of you enjoyed the last chapter as much as I did writing it xD But need I remind you that was my very first fanfiction yaoi lemon…so yeah I'm kinda sorta proud -goofy grin- I used to role play yaoi Inuyasha/Sesshoumaru rps about….six years ago with my friend. I was always played Sesshoumaru as a uke, also I hope my Inuyasha is to your liking hehe~

Hehe anywho here's the long awaited very delayed chapter seven~!

The silence was nearly deafening as both inu sat silently staring at one another.

Fleeting seconds stretched into long dreadfully painful minutes, yet still both remained silent, and stubbornly brooding.

Inuyasha stood there dumbfounded, his claws clenching and unclenching into tightly balled fists at his sides.

He felt beyond disgusted with himself, that much was for certain.

How could I…have…what have I done to him? This…isn't the Sesshoumaru I know…this isn't…

Said Inu daiyoukai sat across from him watching the hanyou, with a mute and wary guarded yet pained expression.

This present Sesshoumaru, paled in comparison to the proud aniki he had always known and over the years of his life learned to hate.

Closing his eyes the hanyou rubbed at his face in a frustrated manner, as he inwardly cursed at his own stupidity.

I maybe kinda sorta, might have been able to handle finding out that I could easily get a raging knee buckling hard on for the girly bastard...

I mean just seeing him being shirtless and crap practically made his pants tighten at the mere sight of him.

Okay so maybe, that's a huuuuuge fucking maybe…

I could have been just god damn fine with finding out I had apparently fucked him senseless in the middle of the woods while dozens of horny creepy youkai watched…

Heavy sarcasm insert here…but anyways..

After a few days of heavily cursing out my new extremely perverted inner youkai, piecing together what was left of my bruised manly pride, sulking in the safety of a shady tree, and having gone through a good half dozen bottles of Miroku's finest sake as I moped over ramen I would have been just fuckin' peachy!

Even them being mates wasn't really all that disturbingly, or even remotely disgustingly horrible as he would have imagined it to be, that is after he thought on it long enough.

"You…and I…and then…what happened to the pup?" He finally voiced out loud intelligently.

Sesshoumaru shifted uneasily avoiding the burning golden gaze of his otouto like the plague, as a haze of shame layered over him like a transparent blanket of spider webs.

"It perished a few months later, not long after our mating rut had taken place."

Inuyasha'as eyes dulled slightly as a stabbing heated pain curled jaggedly in his chest as if it had just been stuffed with a bunch of broken glass.

"…Why…why didn't yah even tell me? I at least deserved to…to know I had a fuckin' kid or something yah know!" Inuyasha spoke suddenly his voice shaking with undeniable guilt verging dangerously on anger.

A bitter bark of laughter issued from Sesshouaru's curved cherry red lips, catching the hanyou completely off guard.

His white puppy dog ears flew back and drooped cautiously atop his head as he watched his older brother.

His aniki's lethal molten amber orbs glared with a malicious hatred that promised pain, as they gazed back into his own angry, confused golden ones.

"You deserved to know? How impossibly arrogant can you really become? You vile filthy little half breed…you claim you deserved to know? Do not make me laugh! You raped me, pupped me, marked me as your own, and then you abandoned me…like…mere low level rubbish!" Sesshoumaru's voice was uncharacteristically shrill, dripping with disgust, disbelief, and sorrow.

"This Sesshoumaru, of all people…do you not know how completely degrading…how…pathetic it was to be mounted and violated by a mere hanyou? You Inuyasha severed any right to know of our pup's existence and death the moment you left me behind alone.." Whispered the daiyoukai as his voice broke and grew fainter toward the end of his sentence.

Inuyasha sat silently absorbing his brother's words.

He took everything in from the shivering shudder of Sesshoumaru's pale shoulders as he panted after shouting, right down to his aniki's pained expression of grief and pure self hatred.

Sesshoumaru closed his eyes slowly taking a deep and calming breathe before opening his them half way revealing dull amber orbs, "Besides…after everything that occurred…you still do not remember anything from that night. So even if I had come to you…telling you of what had happened, would you…have even truly believed a word I said?"

Inuyasha took a sharp intake of breath, his brother's words stabbing him indirectly with the truth.

"No…I guess not.." Inuyasha mumbled out softly.

A shuddering wince followed by a gasp of pain from Sesshoumaru made Inuyasha dart forward worriedly.

"Hey stop moving around! We have tah find a way to treat your wounds, plus your still sick and crap from before right? Why the hell aren't you healing anyway?"

Growling some the elder of two glared heatedly.

Amber eyes flashed dangerously, "My healing abilities have been stunted by several reasons you may personally take blame for causing; and the only aliment this Sesshoumaru has at the moment is being trapped in this wretched god forsaken cave in the middle of no where with the likes of you."

"Well gee yah don't gotta be such a whiney bitch about it, but we seriously need to make sure you don't bleed out or something." Frowned Inuyasha as his golden orbs raked over his aniki's pale slender wounded form.

Sesshoumaru absently threaded his elegant fingers through his hair carefully scooping water over it every so often to wash away any traces of blood that lingered amongst the silvery tresses.

"My wounds are slowly clotting as we speak, you needn't addle your tiny plebian mind over my condition. The sooner I can stand without losing my balance, I will be taking my leave." Remarked the daiyoukai breaking the silence in his dull monotone.

Inuyasha frowned, "What do you fucking mean you're leaving! You can't just up and leave after finally telling me all this shit!"

No he can't just leave..

The inu hanyou felt a deep clawing need.

An unquenchable urge to protect Sesshoumaru, one that was beyond anything he had ever felt with Kikyou or Kagome.

A dreadful heated panic had begun to bubble up inside of him growing rapidly within his chest at the mere thought of never being able to see him again.

After all of the things he had only now just been told, every thought permanently took root as it wrapped around his heart in a choke hold.

I can't just let everything go back to the way it was before…I can't…I won't

Lifting himself out of the hot spring Sesshoumaru then arched a perfectly sculpted silver brow at the hanyou, "What more is there to speak of? You had your chance Inuyasha, you could have easily smelt what had transpired that night, yet you chose to ignore it."

He then turned away and sunk his claws into the wall to stand.

Sesshoumaru's legs quivered with what little energy they had left to keep him upright; they were still not accustomed to working properly without assistance.

He frowned as he remembered his lack of attire to change into.

The sloshing sound of water is heard and a equally as naked Inuyasha quickly rushes to his side.

Concern evident as it came flooding to the surface of usually well guarded and stubborn gold eyes.

Strong arms snake around the lithe waist of the inu youkai, "Stop acting like I didn't just find you face down in your own fucking blood yesterday! I'm not gonna watch you try and kill yourself just because your too god damn prideful to ask for help!"

Sesshoumaru bared his fangs ferally at him, "I do not require any such "help" that you so blatantly wish to bequeath to me half breed."

Rolling his eyes Inuyasha snorted loudly smirking as he looped his other arm underneath the back of Sesshoumaru's knees lifting him up bridal style, "Suuuureee yah don't mister I have tah claw my way up a wall to stand."

Growling the elder struggled feebly against the younger's chest glaring weakly as his body readily betrayed him by leaning unwillingly against the warmth of the body holding him, "Put this Sesshoumaru down at once!"

"Shut it will yah? I'll put yah back down on the damn sleeping bag in a second, so stop whining already your givin' me a headache."

Inuyasha was met with a scathing glare as a response and then with what oddly enough looked like a suppressed childish pout of sorts, "I do not whine hanyou…"

The younger gawked for a moment but then snickered before he padded quickly over to the discarded sleeping bag in the middle of the mossy flooring.

He gingerly placed his brother inside of it, "Sure yah don't Sesshou..sure yah don't"

Sesshoumaru looked taken aback for a moment and pursed his lips together frowning, "What did you just call me?"

Blinking Inuyasha looked confused for a split second before he smirked smugly, "Your names too long so I shortened it."

"Do not mutilate my namesake just because you are too lazy and idiotic to appreciate it to it's fullest extent." Sesshoumaru retorted back in a dry clipped tone.

Sesshoumaru took it upon himself to snuggle deep into the warm depths of the sleeping bag cocooning it around himself until all that was seen of him were two large glowing amber eyes peering out from the darkness of the self made fortress of shiny cloth.

Having pulled on pants Inuyasha looked back to his brother.

The hanyou's mouth twitched oddly for a moment before he immediately fell back on his ass erupting in loud snorts of very unattractive peals of laughter.

"Ohhh my god…how the mighty have fallen….you look so…so…pffttt oh my god I can't breathe! Airrrrr I need air!" Inuyasha howled in a dramatic gasping hysterical voice.

"Cease your disgusting swine like noises, before I smite you were you sit." Came Sesshoumaru's voice icily.

Wiping his eyes Inuyasha calms and moves to sit next to Sesshoumaru snickering every so often.

"No one would ever believe me anyways." The hanyou muttered with a smile as they both huddled together falling asleep.

AN: and that is all she wrote for this chapter cause I'm tired and I wanna see if you guys are still alive out there! And again I'm sooooo very sorry for the loooooong wait I have no excuses T-T -bow- Please review -sad puppy dog eyes-