So...here it is as promised... Persephone reminded me.
Wanna hear a funny story? She thought i was talkin about y'all making out...i was talking about the movie i was watching...good times.
*cough*
Right. On with the posting. Its extra long for y'all.
Jinx didnt want to think. She didnt want to feel and she definitely did not want to talk. Jinx turned the music up louder and ignored the looks Sam was giving her. "Could you stop please."
"Are you sure you should be driving?"
"Sam-"
"Its just, Dean and I arent the only ones that lost dad and-"
"Sam?"
"Yeah?"
"Can we please not talk right now. Please?" Sam watched as a few tears rolled down her cheeks and he nodded. He hated it when she cried; he always felt so helpess as to what to do to make her feel better.
They were silent for about five minutes before Jinx sighed. With one hand on the steering wheel and fished out her ipod and started looking through it. "Tree." Sam said as he gripped the roll bar, closing his eyes. He felt the jeep swerve, then smooth pavement.
"You know Sam, I havent gotten into an accident since I was about thirteen. You should really stop worrying."
"Anything I can do though?" he asked as she looked at him, avoiding his eyes again.
Jinx rolled her eyes and tossed her ipod at him. "Find me a different playlist please. Something loud."
"On it." he said as she smiled, nodding. She could do this, make it through the next couple of hours. Thats all she needed to do, and after that, drinking was going to help her. Before Sam came to a playlist, her cell rang.
"Yeah?"
"You okay?"
"Fine. What do you want from the chinese place?" She heard Ace sigh, but ignored it; they both knew she was too stubborn to talk.
"Get me Singapore noddles and eggrolls."
"You want fried or unfried?"
"Fried."
"On it." Jinx hung her phone up and threw it in the back. She was glad Babby was chilling at Bobby's.
"This one?" Sam asked as the song started as she nodded.
"Thanks Sam."
"No problem." he said as she stared at the road in front of her, focusing on the words.
Not like I need to depend upon anyone
Since I can see the lack of need for me to be here at all
One more anthem for the know it all
I won't be standing up for long I better learn how to crawl
Learn how to crawl
In ten minutes I'll be laying out flat on the floor
Like I need to defend my own innocence
So what, I did it, I admit it, and I'm pleading the 5th
One more anthem for the know it all
I won't be standing up for long I better learn how to crawl
Learn how to crawl
In ten minutes I'll be laying out flat on the floor
Sam looked at Jinx as she drove; he wanted to say something, anything to her, but he knew just about anything right now would set her off, and if he had learned anything about her, that was not something he wanted.
When they pulled into the parking lot, Jinx sighed. "What are we all getting here again? I mean, do you know what Bobby wants?" Sam shrugged. "But knowing you and Dean, it wont go to waste."
Jinx looked at him, jaw dropped as she punched. "Ow."
"What about you? You're a walking garbage disposal."
"Thanks." he said as she smiled for the first time today and got out.
Sam followed her into the resturant, and stood there with her. "How hungry are you?"
"Are you kidding? This place better be well stalked, i'm cleaning it out."
"Good to know somethings don't change."
Jinx looked at him. "You have though."
Sam waited a moment. "Is that a good or bad thing?"
"Good Sam, its a good thing." she said as the cashier motioned for them to come closer.
"What you want?"
"Umm, do you have a long order form?" she asked as the cashier looked Jinx then Sam over.
The woman looked over her shoulder, shouting something over her shoulder in Chinese. "Fuck I wish Ace was here."
"She knows Chinese too?"
"Girl knows a lot of languages. She's like the female version of you as mind banks go." Sam laughed, pushing her gently, Jinx pushed back.
"Okay, what you want?"
"We need two orders of the singapore noddles, eight orders of egg rolls," Jinx looked up at the menu, smiling when she saw a few Thai items. "Three spring rolls, two chicken pad thai, three sweet and sour porks, two seameeseed chickens, one large diet coke and one regular," Jinx looked at Sam. "You're turn." she said with a wide smile as he looked at her shooked.
"Thats all for-"
"Me, Ace, Dean possibly Bobby and Baby." Sam still stared. "I didnt know what you wanted. And If its really good, you should order a couple. We'll eat if for days."
Sam nodded and ordered. The cashier looked at them.
"You have kids?"
Sam blushed. "No ma'am."
"Here go." she said as she took Jinx's hand, giving her some kind of charm.
"This good luck for babies."
"Uh huh." she said as she looked at Sam; they both started laughing.
"Your order done 30 mintues."
"Okay, thank you." The cashier smiled at them as they walked out and back to the car.
Jinx was still shocked over what the woman had said to her and Sam. She hopped up on the hood of Lila and sat there thinking. "What are you thinking about?"
Jinx looked up at him. "Do you want kids?"
Sam choked on air and looked at her. "Umm."
"I mean, like in general. Did you ever see yourself as a parent?"
Sam leaned against the jeep, shrugging. "I guess I have thought about it. Back when I was in college, but right now, no. You?" he asked as she shook her head.
"Nah. I can't barely take care of myself Sam, I don't need another person depending on me like that."
"Well, if you think about it, me, Dean and Ace, we all depend on you that way." Jinx looked at him sideways. "Sam Winchester, are you trying to talk me into wanting kids?"
"No, its just-"
"Sam, i'm joking." He nodded, relieved he didnt have to go there.
Sam looked down then back up at her. "I don't want to do this right now-"
"Then don't Sam." She looked at him as if she was reading his mind.
"I just want to know why you and Dean, why he can talk to you, and i'm his brother-"
"Thats why. He feels like he still has to protect you. He can't do that if he shows his spots." Sam nodded. Jinx was playing with the charm in her hands, then her face lit up. "I have this brillaint idea, I'm giving this Ace."
"No."
"What? Its not cheating. For it to work they would already have to be sleeping together."
"Why would you do that?"
"Cause its funny." she said as Sam shook his head, laughing.
"Well, it only works if you win the bet, so I guess we're safe."
Jinx raised an eyebrow. "You seem pretty confident in yourself there Sam that you are going to win this bet."
"Oh I know I am." he said as he poked her, Jinx pushed him, but wasn't qiuck enough before he poked her a few more times, causing to her laugh.
"Really?" she giggled as he nodded.
Before Jinx could say anything else, Sam kissed her. Jinx was shocked at first, but quickly lost herself in the kiss. She pulled Sam closer, wrapping her arm around his neck, nipping at his buttom lip.
Jinx wasnt even aware she had hooked one of her legs around his hips until they heard someone clear their throat. "See, good baby luck." The cashier said as she said something to the boy standing next to her who was beat red.
Jinx pulled back licking her lips before looking at the boy. "Is that everything?" he nodded, almost scared to speak to her.
Sam grabbed the food and loaded it in the back. The cashier smiled as they drove off, waving until she couldnt see them anymore.
They didnt speak. Jinx bit her lips, hoping it would help stop the tingling sensation. Didnt work. She made an effort not to look over at Sam, who she knew was looking at her.
"Jinx." She held up her hand, shaking her head. "Jinx." She knew he was going to keep trying to talk to her till she said something.
Jinx swerved off road and looked at him. "What?"
Sam looked at her taken back. "don't look at me like that Jinx, you kissed me back."
"Thats not the point Sam."
"Then what is, cause i'm a little lost here." Jinx looked down. "This cause of Dean, cause of someone else? Hell is it Ace."
No."
"Then what?"
"I don't think it was a good idea Sam."
"Why?" Jinx didnt want to hurt of him. Before they had kissed, she had a million and four reasons why she and Sam would never work out, but at this moment, she couldn't even remember one.
"Because one of us or both of us is going to end up getting hurt."
"How so?"
"Sam, don't make me, give a breakdown-" Sam grabbed the back of her neck, pulling her to him again, crushing his lips against hers.
Jinx didnt even hesitate this time, not even in shock as she kissed back. When she felt Sam's big warm hand on gliding up the back of her shirt, she pulled back. "Stop that."
"Stop what?" he asked as he kissed her neck; Jinx tried not to moan.
"Stop it."
Sam pulled back and looked her in the eyes. "Make me." He knew Jinx never backed down from a challenge.
Jinx grabbed him by the front of his shirt, kissing him hard. She quickly unbuckled her seat belt, letting Sam pull her into his lap.
Sam didnt know how long they sat there with her in his lap making out, but when he heard her cellphone going off in the backseat, she was willing to ignore it, that was until Sam's started ringing. Jinx sat back and pulled it out of his pocket for him. Sam looked at her, but she only smiled; she knew she had groped a little too close for his comfort, she didnt care.
"Hello?"
"Sam where the- You're not Sam."
"No, i'm not."
"Where are you two? We're straving."
"Had to get gas. Lila takes a while to fill up." she said as Sam leaned forward, nipping at her neck. Jinx smacked him, mouthing, 'Stop it.'
"Well hurry up, I think priss might eat me."
"Oh Dean, don't be dramatic, you're SO not her type. She likes finer meats."
"I am a fine meat."
"Sure you are toots. We'll be back in a few."
"Okay." he said as he hung up.
Jinx looked at Sam, sighed; for once, she had nothing to say. "Umm-"
"Jinx. don't."
"Sam, this-"
"Okay, i'm going to say this now, cause I don't think, I'm not sure i'll be able to do it again." Jinx stared at him, waiting. "I've liked you since we were kids, in love with you since we were teenagers and, I have been waiting to kiss you for a long time." Jinx stared at him, before she grabbed his hands, taking them off her hips and placing them at his side.
She said nothing as she slipped back into the driver seat and started the car. "Jinx, come on, don't shut down on me."
"I'm not shutting down."
"Yes you are!"
"What the hell do you expect me to say Sam? You drop this on me and expect what? Me to say the same thing, that I feel the same about you? Well I can't Sam, okay. I can't even think straight right now." Sam looked at her only a moment longer before turning to stare out the window; he had fucked up big time.
Jinx had only made it about an mile before she turned the jeep to the side of the road again. Sam looked at her, confused before she kissed him. "Damnn it Sam. Why did you have to go and kiss me?" she muttered against his lips as he looked at her.
"Cause it felt right." She closed her eyes and nodded; she didnt want to admit it, but he was right; kissing him felt right. She kissed him again. "You're like a stupid drug Sam, and you know me."
"Right, addictive personality I believe the doc said."
"Mmhmm." she smiled against his lips. "Lets just for now, keep this between us." Sam was about to protest, but she pressed her fingertips to his lips. "Just for now. I'm not saying no to this Sam, all I am saying is, today, of all days is not the day to drop the news." Sam realized she was right, of course.
Sam nodded. "Okay. But I don't want to wait too long."
"Mmm, trust me I wont be able to hold out that long."
Sam smirked. "Likewise."
Jinx took a deep breath and pulled back. "We better get back before they really do eat each other."
"That bet is still on, right?" he said as she looke at him, winking.
"Oh yeah. Its still on." Once they were back on the road, she felt Sam's fingers entwine with hers. Jinx couldn't help but smile.
Ace look at Dean from over the rims of her glasses. He was pacing back and forth complaining about Jinx and Sam being late. She rolled her eyes and went back to her book. She smiled as she read the Odyssey for the hundredth time. She turned the page and heard Jinx's jeep pull up. Dean was out the door before Ace could hear any doors open. She shook her head.
Sam walked in carrying a bag. He saw Ace curled up on the couch. He placed the bag on the table and walked over to her. He saw that she was reading the Odyssey, in Greek. He raised an eyebrow.
"Which languages don't you know?" Sam asked.
"Wouldn't you like to know, Sam. So, you brought the food?"
"Yeah, better get to it before Dean does."
"No kidding. If I don't I'll starve."
"It's a possibility with Dean."
Ace put aside the book as Jinx and Dean came in the kitchen. Ace walked into the kitchen and saw Jinx smiling at her. Oh no, that couldn't be good.
"So, the lady at the Chinese place gave me something. I thought you could use it," Jinx said.
"Jinx, I don't need another fortune cookie."
"It isn't a fortune cookie. It's a charm."
Jinx handed it to Ace along with her food. Ace sat at the table and looked at the charm. She smacked Dean's hand when he reached for her bag. He pouted and tried again. She smacked him again.
"You aren't even eating," he whined.
"But I will be the minute I... Dude, Jinx do you know what this is?"
"Lady said it helped with kids."
"It's a fertitly charm. They use to give it to couples who were newly married in hopes that a son would be born in the first year of marriage."
"Seriously? You figured all that out by looking at it?" Dean asked impressed. Ace didn't even crack one book to get that answer.
"Yeah, I did. She gave this to you two?"
"Yeah, lot of good it would have done. Thought you and Dean could use it," Jinx winked.
Dean choked on his noodles. He looked over at Ace. He excepted her to be angry. Instead she just put the charm down and opened her bag. She pulled out her egg rolls.
"Jinx, how many times do we have to have this conversation? I would make a horrible mother," Ace said in Arabic.
"No, you wouldn't."
"Would too. I have no idea how to be a mother."
"Would you two mind talking in a language we understand?" Sam asked.
"Sorry," Jinx said.
"I have some research to do," Ace said grabbing her bag and drink and leaving the room.
Sam looked at Jinx. He wanted to know what her and Ace had talked about. It seemed pretty deep and serious. He looked at Dean. No help there, his brother was busy stuffing his face. Sam stepped closer to Jinx.
"Everything okay?" he asked.
"Yeah, I'll just give her a couple of hours then go and talk to her."
"What was that about?"
"Not my place to tell you Sammy. You'll need to ask her if you want to know."
"Think she'd tell me if I asked?"
"If you give her the puppy dog face maybe."
"Okay, why do you and Dean say I make a puppy dog face. I do not."
"Sammy, denial isn't only a river in Egypt."
"Whatever. I do not make that face."
"Sure. Keep telling yourself that."
Jinx was getting bored; Ace was not helping it by sitting up in their room and reading the whole time. She really wanted to spend some more one on one time with Sam again, but with a full house, that wasnt going to happen. She knew Dean was downstairs drinking, she might as well join him.
"Ace i'm going downstairs. You want anything?"
Ace shook her head.
"You ever going to speak to me again using words?"
Ace nodded.
"Okay, well, don't wait up for me."
Ace waved at her and Jinx walked out.
Only seconds later she was pinned against the wall and she smiled. When she felt his lips on hers, she smiled even wider. "Sam?" she whispered as one of his hands craddled her face, the other one sliding up her shirt.
"Hmm?"
"Not in the hallway." she mumbled as he kissed her again. Damn him for making her forget what she had been trying to do before he kissed her. She pushed gently at his chest. "Sam."
"Jinx."
"I don't know whats gotten into you, but I like it." Sam smiled, leaning down to kiss her again, but she shook her head. "I'm going downstairs to check on Dean."
Sam looked like a jealous little kid till she spoke, "But in the morning, you can come with me on my walk with Baby."
Sam smiled widely. "I think I like this walk idea."
"I knew you would." Jinx kissed him one last time before slipping passed him. "I'll see you in the morning."
Sam shook his head, pulling her to him again. He kissed her with so much passion her knees almost buckled. "You are not playing fairly."
"Well, maybe I am done playing fairly."
"You don't want to start this game with me Sammy."
"Oh, I am pretty damn sure I am."
Jinx was determined not to get sucked in again. She pulled back and stomped on his foot gently. Sam looked down at his foot, and by the time he looked back up, Jinx was already halfway down the streets. Sam smiled; life was good, and here he thought he wasnt going to be thinking that again for a long time.
When Jinx got downstairs, Dean was sitting in the kitchen, pouring himself shots. "Hey there stranger."
Dean turned and grinned at her. "Are you ready for your spankings young lady?"
"Mmm, young lady, you know I love it when you get all authoritve on me."
Dean's grin spread. "Come have a drink with me Jinxy." His voice already started to slur.
"Why don't we stop for the night? Get you up to bed."
"I knew it!" he said, pointing at her.
"Yes, you caught me. I want you oh baby oh baby."
"Told ya."
"Come on Dean, lets get you to bed and in the morning, i'll make you my special hangover cure."
"Really?"
"Really."
Dean looked at the bottled, then back at her. "Nah. I'm good." Jinx sighed; this was going to be a while.
"So, werewolves."
"What about that?"
"Thats how you and priss met."
"Is that what ACE told you?"
"Yep." Jinx nodded; she knew Ace wanted to keep her secret and she would be damned if she told, even and intoxicated Dean.
"Yep, thats how we met. Girl can run in heels."
"She looks good in heels."
"Yes she does."
"Has a nice rack too."
"I know."
Dean looked at her. "See, see thats not fair. You knowing that. You knowing everything, I don't know anything."
"Thats right, i'm a freaking genius."
Dean looked at her. "I have to tell someone, its killing me."
"You know you can tell me anything Dean." He looked at her, his expression so broken. She could only imagine the pain he was in.
Dean took a deep breath, pushing the bottle away. "You can't tell Ace, and you especially cannot tell Sammy."
"Of course not. This is just me and you, no one else Dean."
He nodded. "Dad told me before he died, that, that I had to look out for Sammy."
"Of course he did. He always did."
"Not like this." Dean his head, pinching the bridge of his nose. "I had to watch him, and if he, if something happens, I have to kill him. He told me I might have to kill him Jinxy." Jinx didnt let her jaw drop, even though she was more then shocked.
John Winchester was a hard ass, but he never would have told his son to kill his little brother, never in a million years. But the look on his face told her she was wrong; that he had asked that of Dean. "Son of a bitch." she said as she stood, then sat in his lap.
Dean's arms came around her and held on as if it was for dear life. "Its okay Dean."
"I can't, I don't think. God, Jinx don't make me do it."
Jinx ran her hand through his hair. "I wont Dean. I promise. You wouldnt have to. Its going to be okay."
"His powers, he shouldnt have them."
"Powers?" she asked, looking at him shocked; Dean nodded.
"He sees things. Visions."
"Psychic?" Dean nodded again.
Jinx was trying to take deep breaths; she could handle this. But now she was wondering when Sam was going to tell her about this new, power of his. She looked down guilty; then again, it wasnt like she was being completely honestly with them either.
Jinx nearly jumped in surprise when she felt a kiss on the top of her breast. "Dean what are you doing?"
"If you don't know, then it has been too long."
Jinx looked at him. "Dean, we're not going to do this okay? You're drunk."
"No I'm, I just want to forget, help me forget."
'Damn him for looking at me like that.' she thought as she shook her head again. "Come on, I know how to help you."
She felt his hand tugging at the edge of her shirt. "This is helping."
She pursed her lips together. "We agreed Dean, this wasnt a good idea."
"Well, now I am disagreeing." He kissed her quickly, but she pulled back then stood.
Dean looked at her hazzily. "You taste different." he said as she shook her head. "Its the alcohol."
"No, you," Dean looked at her confused.
"Come on, i'll stay with you all night, but you're not getting in my pants."
"Had to try."
"You wouldn't be you if you didnt." she said as they got to the living room, but Dean collasped on the couch. "Yeah, I guess you're right. Here works too." She barely had a moment to register before Dean pulled her down ontop of him. "Dean."
"Just, stay here."
"I told you I would, just not on top of you."
He chuckled. "You're right, you're crushing me."
"Haha." Jinx made a few adjustments and laid back more comfortable.
Jinx looked at Dean, but his eyes were closed. "I'm worried Jinx, more then just about-"
"I know, me too."
"i shouldnt have told you."
"You needed to share the weight if it Dean. Its okay. You know i'll listen. Go to sleep."
"Mmm." Jinx snorted and closed her eyes. If Sam was the first one to wake up in the moring, there was going to be some explaining. God she did not need this drama, she had enough on her plate at the moment.
Jinx woke up to licking on her face. "I swear to god Dean if that is you..." she trailed off, opening her eyes.
Sam stood there with Baby, who was licking her face. "He came and found me this morning. He really wants to go for a walk." he said, his voice tense.
Jinx looked down at her and Dean's bodies all tangled up and swore. "Can I get a bathroom break before you start getting upset?"
"I'm trying not to be right now." he said as she nodded, untangling herself. Jinx looked down at Dean and kissed his forehead.
As she went to walk away, he grabbed her arm lazily. "Where...go?"
"I'm just taking Baby for a walk with Sam. We'll be back later."
"Mkay." he said as he rolled over and fell back asleep.
Jinx walked into the bathroom and looked at herself; one ruggamuffin straight from the pan. She quickly used the bathroom and brushed her teeth. She wasnt surprised when she walked out, Sam was waiting for her. "Come on." she said, grabbing his hand, lacing her fingers with his as they walked out the door.
They were quiet till they were a good distance from the house then Sam stopped and looked at her. "Okay."
"Dean was a wreak last night. I stay with him."
"Did anything happen?"
Jinx looked down and nodded. "He kissed me."
She watched Sam's jaw click. "Did you kiss back?"
"What?"
"Did you kiss him back? Its a simple question."
"don't you fucking treat me like some criminal Sam."
"Then is that a yes?"
"No, thats a 'you talk to me like that and you can go fuck yourself'."
Sam stared at her a moment, then took a deep breath. "I just want to know, did you kiss him back?" Jinx looked at him, shaking her head.
"No, its probably the first time we've ever kissed and I didnt kiss him back."
"Why?"
"You're fucking incrediable. If I wanted run around like this, I would date a girl Sam. Why do you think?"
Sam's arms encircled her waist and he smiled as he kissed her. "Because you like me. Because you wanted to kiss me instead, am I right?"
"Yes, now can you stop being a douche bag? Its way too early for it, and I don't like you as a douche bag."
"Sorry, what can I say? I was jealous. I wanted you to wake up next to me, not him."
Jinx kissed him. "You have nothing to be jealous about."
"Really?"
"Really. Dean and I, we're not like that anymore."
Sam smiled, pulling her closer. "Good."
Jinx was about to kiss him again, but Baby nudged her leg. "Baby, not right now." Baby whined and she looked down at him, pouting. "Okay. Whats up?" Baby picked a stick up, and held it up to her.
Jinx snickered, grabbing the stick from his mouth. "Watch this," She looked down at Baby. "Baby, stay." She threw the stick; Baby never moved, only watched where is went. "Baby, fetch." Baby took off running, picked it up and came straigth back.
"Thats amazing."
"i trained him. A lot easier to train then a boyfriend."
"Is that so?"
"Well, maybe not you. I think I can break you in fairly easily."
"I think I like this idea." he mumbled as he kissed her. This was a good morning; they were going to have to take walks like this more often.
A/N: There y'all go. I hope y'all are happy. Those who wanted Sam and Jinx together...well there you go. For now at least. Sometimes, well *looks at Persephone* Sometimes, we really want to kill them. They just get on our nerves, but for now, for your viewing pleasure we make them be nice. We'll put about again, next Wednesday on the dot...so please do review and let us know how we're doing. If we had one of the bumper stickers with a number on it, we would have you call that...but we don't. Theres a review box instead.
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Shes done now. Please review.