The song in this chapter is by Keith Urban and it is called "You'll think of me". Deacon didn't actually write this song. I do not own anything. Thank you so so much for all of your comments and nice reviews I really appreciate it! Keep writing suggestions and things you like and didn't like!

When Deacon started writing in the morning he didn't have any writer's block everything that was on his mind was on that paper entitled, "You'll Think of Me". It was perfect and he finished the song in 15 minutes. He practiced singing it while making breakfast and felt a need to sing it in front of people. Usually when he had a new song he would sing it for Rayna but he couldn't because the song was based on what he was thinking and the song screamed Deacon's relationship with Rayna. So who could he sing it to or where could he sing it?

Rayna woke up and thought about the text that Deacon sent her with those lyrics. She wanted to just be with him but it wasn't that easy. It was never easy. She needed to go somewhere to get her mind off of Deacon and then heard her phone ring.

"Hello?" Rayna said without looking at the caller ID.

"Hey it's Bucky,"

"Oh hey, what's up Buck?"

"Well I was just calling to see if you were up for going to the Bluebird tonight to scout, because it is open mic night, just to see if there is any good talent.

"That sounds like a great idea Bucky! What time should we meet there?"

"Maybe around 8:00. Sound good?"

"Yeah! See you then."

Rayna ended the call thinking about what she had just committed to. She thought it would be good and would get her mind off of everything, like Deacon, but would it? That's where they used to sing. The Bluebird was surrounded with memories of Deacon and Rayna. But she wanted to because it would be good to have some fun with Bucky while doing her job.

Rayna looked at her phone and noticed that it was 7:30 and started to get ready. She headed out the door at 7:50 and got there and saw Bucky walking into the Bluebird and followed him.

"Hey Bucky,"

"Hey Rayna! Well it looks like open mic night is starting right now!" Bucky said as they both looked at a young woman in her early 20's standing on the small stage.

Bucky and Rayna headed towards a corner in the back so that no one would see them.

Rayna and Bucky saw a lot of great acts and by 11:30 they were about to leave but then an employee at the Bluebird went up to the mic and said there was one more special guest performing.

Rayna thought it was going to be a country star considering that the man said "special guest" but when she looked onto the stage her question was answered. There on that stage Deacon Claybourne greeted everyone. Rayna's jaw dropped. Deacon couldn't even see Rayna though.

"How y'all doin' tonight?" Deacon asked as the small crowd clapped and whistled.

"I actually wrote this song this morning and it describes what I'm going through. Hope y'all like it."

Deacon started strumming his guitar and Rayna didn't know if she would be able to handle the song because she knew the song would be about her. Every song was about her.

"I woke up early this morning around 4am, with the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate. I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep, but thoughts of us kept keeping me awake." Deacon sang perfectly.

He kept singing and got to the chorus while Rayna was watching his every move.

"Take your records, take your freedom, take your memories I don't need 'em, take your space, and take your reasons. But you'll think of me. And take your cap and leave my sweater 'cause we got nothing left to weather. In fact I'll feel a whole lot better but you'll think of me."

Those words stung Rayna, "you'll think of me". But he was correct that always was the case. They would be done with their relationship but he would be thinking of her every night and then she would come to his house or he would come to hers begging for forgiveness.

"I went out driving to clear my head, I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left. I guess I'm feeling a little tired of this, and all the baggage that seems to still exist." He sang.

"It seems the only blessing I have left to my name is not knowing what we could have been what we should have been." Deacon sang slowly

Rayna couldn't handle it she left and went out to her car. Bucky followed her knowing why she left. Rayna said bye to Bucky and got into her car. Bucky drove out of the parking lot but Rayna felt the need to stay in the parking lot and wait for Deacon. She needed to talk to him.

15 minutes later Deacon came walking out the door of the Bluebird still not realizing that Rayna was there. Rayna rolled down her window and said,

"Great song."

Deacon turned around with a surprised face and said,

"You heard that?"

"Yeah, well I heard most of it but left a little early. I came to realisation about everything and the song made sense." Rayna said trying not to make eye contact with Deacon

"Yeah well you know I think of you every night and if you don't think of me then one day you will. And the only thing that wasn't true in that song was when I said "In fact I'll do a whole lot better" but I won't because you know that I need you, hell you need me. So if you think that there is something that we can fix or work out I am willing to do it because I just wanna be with you Ray."

"Deacon it's not that easy. Do you understand how many fears I have?"

"Fears? Didn't you listen to me, Ray we will work them out right here and right now."

"Deacon, I can't do this right now." She drove out of the parking lot the way Deacon left her the night before. Lonely and speechless.

Rayna felt the need to call and apologize to Deacon since he apologized when he left so while she was in the car she called him.

"Deacon I am really sorry for leaving." Rayna said calmly.

"I'm gonna keep writing until you listen to me."

"What?"

"I'm gonna write a brand new song until you listen and understand that our relationship can only get better. You aren't gonna have any of that 'fear' crap anymore."

"Deacon you don't have to do this."

But it looks like Deacon was doing this. Because when Deacon got home he wrote until he finished the song. The song was about how he was a new man and to give him a chance.

When Rayna got home she thought about him saying how he would write until she listened to him and went to bed, she did exactly what Deacon said she would do, think of him.