Chapter 10
I was a little saddened at the thought of not being able to continue my questions in P.E class but the thought that I could still be with Alice kept my spirits up a little.
We arrived at the changing rooms a little late and most of the girls were already finished changing.
My heart began to pound as I watched my angel slowly strip off her shirt, my mouth almost watering at the sight of her smooth skin.
My legs carried me towards my angel as if I had no control over them and I reached out and ran my hands down the smooth skin of her back. She sighed and leaned back into me.
My body was screaming at me to take her, to please her like I had yesterday but I knew I couldn't. Not just because we were at school and could be found at any second but also because I knew we had to slow down. We had the rest of our lives to fulfil that need we had for one another, we were in no rush.
Sighing, I placed a kiss upon her shoulder and stepped away. Touching her was not helping my control.
She turned around with a rejected look on her face trying to read my emotions. She must have understood because she gave me her usual small smile.
The class was as I expected rather boring and I spent most of the period on the bleachers with Alice. We couldn't pass notes as we had in biology so Alice instead simply told me stories about her and her family.
I could see the adoring expression she held when she spoke of her family. She loved them very much and from the stories she told, it sounded as though they were all very close.
It was then I decided, I needed to learn to speak again, to open up and live my life. Although the thought terrified me, I focused on the idea of someday being able to be a normal couple with Alice. I could take her home to meet my father and the three of us would have dinner together and she would take me to meet her parents. These images were so wonderful, I wanted to be the girl I saw in them but I knew it wouldn't be easy.