Thanks be to EBT.
Because it's not just about unburdening my soul.
Or begging for forgiveness.
Or knowing I shouldn't receive it.
It's about finally being the best friend I'm supposed to be.
Telling her the truth. Opening her eyes. Giving her all of the information so she can make the right decision for herself.
And it's not about wanting to hurt you, either.
It's about doing the right thing and letting Bella decide how she'll deal with that.
But I also want to pretend that her not knowing is keeping her from being hurt.
Reality versus pretending…