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Chapter 13: Beg!
Happy took a ride with Grace later that evening. They were sitting on their regular bench and she was having an ice cream, as always.
"Gemma gave you a cell?" He had wanted to ask her about that.
"Yes. Think she wants it back?" Grace was starring at pretty much nothing.
"Nah, think you can keep it."
"She taught me how to use it. You know, charge it, turn it on and stuff. And how to call you." She licked on the ice cream. "We practiced."
"Why didn't you tell your mom or me?"
"She said you'd probably think it's to much respibility. But that it would be good if I could contact you. You know."
"What? Responsibility?"
"Yes. But I wanted to help. Mom always makes sure I can get out or have good place to hide."
Happy stared at her. The stuff this kid had been through was just... fucked up. 'A place to hide', and fucking do what? Listen? He lit a smoke and kept looking at her. Still swinging her legs so she seemed ok, for the moment. It was hard to know how this would effect her in the long run, she needed stability and he was not sure he was the right guy to know how to do that.
"Did you like Clark?" She suddenly asked.
Happy almost choked on the smoke, it would be nice if she sugarcoated her questions once in a while.
"I don't know, Sugar. We only talked for a couple of minutes. He seems ok."
"I like him a lot." She said. "He's like you."
"How?"
"He doesn't talk to me like I'm a baby. He answers my questions." Her legs was still swinging. It was like having a lie-detector on her. Or at least watching her pulse in action. "It's because I'm small for my age."
"What is?"
"People think I'm younger than I am, so they talk to me like I'm younger." Happy hadn't known she was small for her age. He didn't know what size kids usually was. But that would explain why all the other had thought she was younger in the beginning. He had seen her run into school but didn't really know which kids was in her class. Then he remembered her birthday party. She had definitely been the smallest kid in the room.
"That must suck, being smarter than anyone your age and have people talk to you like you're younger."
"You think I'm smart?" She said with a smile.
"Don't fish, you know you're a fucking genius." He laughed and continued laughing when she held out her hand. "Greedy little kid." He added and gave her a quarter.
"For my Harley." She smiled when she put it in her pocked. "How old do I have to be to drive?"
"If you can get your mom to agree you can get a learners permit when you're fifteen and a half."
"Think she'll agree?"
"Don't know, you've got some time to nag her." He said and she smiled at him. "Don't go overboard, you need to be really smart about it."
Grace sat still for a while, jumped down to throw away the paper from the ice cream. When she came back she looked at him. "You should take her for a ride."
Happy stared at her, fucking genius, that was what this kid was. "I think I'll do that."
"You'll need a bitch seat."
Happy picked her up. "Don't let you mom hear you say that." He grabbed her helmet and carried her towards the bike. "Let's head back."
"Think Bobby'll make me muffins tomorrow?"
"If you ask him." She had the entire fucking club wrapped around her fingers, him included.
"Happy."
"Yes, Sugar." He said as he put her in front of him.
"I'm glad you're with my mom. She smiles with you." Since she was sitting with her back against him he took her hand and kissed the inside of it. These girls were driving him insane.
-o0o-
Ava and Clark was sitting outside on a bench when Happy pulled in. He put Grace on the ground and she ran up to them into Clark's arms.
Happy came just after her and gave Ava a kiss on her forehead.
"How many ice creams did she have?"
"Just one." He said with a smile.
"A big one." Grace said and Clark laughed. Happy didn't say anything and walked inside with Grace running after him.
"She adores him." Clark said with a smile.
"He's honest with her, answers her questions and just... talked to her." Ava said. "I can kind of see the appeal."
"I bet you can. You've got puppy dog eyes every time he's close."
"I do not!" She almost yelled. "Oh my god! Do I?" She really hoped she didn't.
"No, just kidding. But you do look like you wanna eat him."
"Oh my God!" she said and hit Clark in the arm. That was even worse.
"Guessin' he managed to give you an orgasm." He started to laugh.
"Clark!"
Clark couldn't stop laughing and she could feel herself blushing. He finally put his arm around her and kissed her cheek. "I'm sorry. Just really happy for you, but when I said that, you looked... I don't know. Like a catholic school girl who just got caught on her knees in front of the popular jock."
"Geez! You're horrible." But she laughed and leaned her head on his shoulder. "Why didn't you tell me that you worked for a garage that they use in New York."
"Don't know."
"Did you ask Jack to send me here?" She had wondered that for a while. If it had been his way of getting her to know the Sons. If it was one of his 'calculated moves' as he sometimes called them.
Clark turned and stood in front of her. "No! Jack knew them since before and I didn't ask him. I didn't even know. I promise." He put his arms around her. "I've made that mistake once. Not going to do that again."
"I'm going to tell Happy that his girl is in the arms of some other guy." Tig said as he walked by. Ava waved at him and he smiled at her. Chibs stayed behind as Tig went inside.
"How are you doin'?"
"Cuts still hurts. Ribs are a bit better."
"Make sure you take the painkillers, no use to be in pain if you don't have to."
"Ok." She gave him a hug. "Thank's again, for everything. Just glad I got that 'friend'-status."
Chibs looked at her with a surprised face. "That was just for other clubs, in case you did something stupid an ran away. And to make sure no-one from another charter made a pass at ya."
She probably looked as surprised as she felt since Clark started to laughed next to her. "Siss, sometimes you can really look stupid."
"Sorry, I just don't understand."
"If you're not someones Old Lady and you're here, you're up for grabs." Now she probably looked horrified. "If anyone tried Happy would kill 'em so I wouldn't worry. Anyway. You were already on our watch, we would have done the same thing if it happened a week earlier."
"I'm sorry if I... I don't know, offended you."
"Didn't." The Scotsman said with a smile. "Not easy to understand all this."
"No, sure isn't!" Ava said with a laugh and cringed when her ribs protested.
"Go to bed sis. I'll take Grace for the night to make sure you get proper sleep."
"Should probably take Happy as well." Chibs said and Ava felt herself blushing.
"No, passing up on Happy in my bed." Clark smiled. He put her arm around Ava and walked her inside.
When they were in Happy's room he gave her the pills and watched her swallow them.
"Thank you, for coming here." She said as she laid down.
Clark laid down next to her. "I know I've said this a million times... but I'm really sorry for fucking up your life."
"And I've told you a million times that it wasn't your fault." Ava wished more than anything that Clark would be able to forgive himself. It wasn't his fault, none of it, no matter what he thought.
"Love you." He whispered and got up and it felt like she was falling through the mattress.
-o0o-
Happy had heard the conversation and waited for Clark when he came out. "Why is it your fault?"
Clark almost jumped out of his shoes. "Fucking hell! Don't sneak up on me like that."
Happy repeated the question cause he had a feeling it was more to this than that Clark had been on drugs. "Why is it you fault?"
"Come on." Clark said and they walked outside. They sat down on the same bench they had been earlier that day. "I introduced them and by the time I realized what he was he had taken her across the country. I couldn't make her leave. Fuck I was so deep in the shit I could hardly make sense to myself and... I fucked up. Our parents died, I was strung out and she was seventeen and alone."
Happy watched him. "You introduced them?"
"Yeah. Was a drugbuddy of mine. Charming, eh? I practically handed my baby-sister over to a complete psychopath." The contempt in his voice wasn't towards anyone but himself.
"Did she stay with you when she lived in New York?"
"No, other area of town, she thought it was safer." He put out his cigarette and smiled at Happy. "I'll take Grace to bed. I'll let her stay with me tonight."
Happy just nodded. He knew that people did stupid things on drugs and that Clark probably didn't know that Jonah was a psycho. It still pissed him off.
-o0o-
A few hours later he went into his room, took a shower and got into bed next to Ava. She opened her eyes and smiled at him. "Come closer."
He did and put his arm around her hip, trying to avoid her back. Her lips was pressed against his neck when he felt her tongue licking him.
"Not sure that's a good idea, babe."
"I think it's a great idea." she said before biting him over the collarbone. Before he had time to do something about it he felt her hand around his dick and she started to stroke it up and down.
"Babe. You really should... Oh, fuck!" He grabbed her face and kissed her while she still moved her hand, now and then running her thumb over his glans. "Ava!"
Her eyes was locked to his when she wasn't kissing his chin, jaw, neck or scratch him with her teeth. She was a quick study, not that he was surprised, she had the brains for it. For a second I wondered if this was another thing that she had been taught by being hit but he quickly pushed that thought aside. When she let go for a few seconds to spit in her hand and then moved it back down to continue, he caressed her face again. He was so close.
"Ava, if you don't stop I'm gonna cum all over you."
She just smiled, leaned forward and grabbed his lower lip with her teeth before shoving her tongue into his mouth. He was lost, he moved against her hand, kissing her and felt the tickling, the contraction in his balls and when she drew her finger over the top again he couldn't hold it. He came into her hand and when he opened his eyes her eyes was watching him with a curious face.
He kissed her again and got up to get a towel. When he laid down next to her and dried her hand he laughed. "Fuck, can't even remember the last time I had a handjob."
"I liked it." She smiled.
"You liked it?"
"I liked watching you." He could see why. He would like to see her come, without being in the middle of his own orgasm, or trying to avoid it.
Ava saw the smile in his face and knew what he was up to. "You can't! I'm injured."
"If you lie really still it won't be a problem." He smiled and put his arm under her head. "It's my turn to watch."
"You've seen me." She tried to push away his hands.
"You need to be very still, babe. Wouldn't want you to make those injuries worse." He pulled her closer and kissed her while slipping his hands into her boyshorts. She was soaking wet and for a second he was stunned and looked at her. She blushed. "Babe? Seriously, giving me a handjob does this to you?" She was extremely embarrassed, she walked around horny the entire time when he was around. She knew exactly what Clark had meant when he said she looked like she wanted to eat Happy whenever she was looking at him.
"I liked it." She mumbled and sighed when she felt his fingers moving between her legs.
"Noting to be embarrassed about, babe."
"Oh, God!" His fingers was inside of her and his thumb was on her clit. She was already so turned on, it didn't take him long before she felt herself contracting around his fingers and the now familiar cramp started between her legs and moved up her stomach and down the inside of her thighs.
"Fucking hell, Ava." He mumbled into her hair while he was hugging her.
"What?" She had no idea what he meant.
"You are so fucking beautiful. And I have a hard-on again." He laughed.
"We could try, just a little." She really wanted him and kissed his throat and chin.
"No."
"Please?"
"Absolutely not. Tara would fucking kill me if I messed up you back."
"I can be on top." She put her leg around his and rubbed her very wet groin against his thigh. She could her him inhale sharply.
"God damn it, Ava. Stop!" He turned towards her and gently pushed her away.
"You're mean." She murmured into his throat before biting him carefully and was very satisfied to hear him groan.
"I can't believe I'm doing this." He mumbled and pulled the cover over them before saying in a stern voice. "Go back to sleep. Be nice."
"I'm very, very nice."
"I know, babe. Please, go back to sleep." He kissed her and carefully put his arm around her.
-o0o-
Clark stayed for another two nights and despite Ava's best attempts, Happy refused to have sex with her.
"This is like being a teenager again." She complained the last night.
"At least we're below the belt." Happy laughed which pissed her off.
"Don't know why you're laughing." She said and hit his arm. "No like you're getting any." Then she realized something. Considering what Tara had told her about monogamy and Old Ladies. But she didn't want to ask and instead hid her face in his chest. She really hoped that he wasn't having sex with someone else instead.
"Laughing 'cause you're as horny as a teenage boy."
"And you're like a catholic schoolgirl with a promise ring, cramming your knees together." She knew she sounded grumpy and his laughed made her even grumpier. "Talk to me instead." She didn't want to thing about sex anymore.
"About what?" He said and pulled her closer.
"Why you don't like Clark."
Happy choked, he was considering having sex with her instead. He would prefer that.
"He told me that Jonah was his drugbuddy."
"It wasn't his fault. It's not as simple as he introduced me and gave me to him." Ava said with emphasis.
"Still don't like it." He drew his thumb over her lips.
"He's my brother, my only family and I love him."
"I'll behave." Not like the prick was around the entire time so he could live with that.
"Good." She moved closer to him and he carefully leaned to his side to hide the fact that he had a hard-on. This would be so much easier if she wasn't all over him. Handjobs were nice but they didn't really do much more than taking the edge off. "I think I'm done."
What the fuck did that mean. "With what?"
"Done sulking."
"You've been sulking?"
She was still for a while. "No, I haven't. I usually sulk for a while after... you know. I think it's because I've been so horny."
"Been? When did you stop?"
"Oh, shut up!" She stretched out and turned around, rubbing her ass against his dick a bit more than necessary.
"Fucking hell. I'm going to fuck you silly first chance I get." He said into her ear and she just giggled. Teasing bitch.
"Good night."
"Sleep tight, babe." He mumbled into her hair and hugged her tighter.
-o0o-
It was her first day at work and when she woke up in the morning she was looking forward to it. The ribs were fine and the cuts were ok. She could at least work if she took painkiller and just hanging around the clubhouse was boring her.
When she woke up it was just her and Grace in bed. It was the first morning in a while that it was just the two of them. Grace had gone back to school after a couple of days and Happy usually took her before Ava even woke up.
"Hey, honey."
"Are you done yet?" Grace whispered.
"I'm not sure I've been sulking."
"I know."
"No reason to not celebrate it. Do you have the cd?"
"Gemma brought it."
This was a tradition of theirs, when Ava was starting to feel better, when she was 'done', they put on a cd with their favorite songs. Sang along and made pancakes. It was a way to mark that they were moving along.
They got out to the kitchen and Ava found the ingredients she needed for the pancakes, Grace turned on the cd and the first song started, it was loud!
Bobby came in. "What are you doing Sunshine?"
"We do this, when we're done!" She screamed over the music and ran into the kitchen, singing along.
When they started frying Ava put Grace on the counter. They were still singing along and at the end of Motörhead's "We are Motörhead" Grace screamed;
"Next song is the best song ever!"
Happy walked in and found Chibs, Bobby, Clay, Gemma and Opie sitting, looking into the kitchen.
"What's with the loud fucking music?" He looked at Gemma who just pointed to the kitchen.
They were making food, sining along. He had seen it before, they danced and sang along to music quite often, he took it as a good sign. He sat down next to Chibs. That's when Grace screamed: "Next song is the best song ever!"
"Do they do this often?" Chibs asked. Happy just nodded. "It's a good sign then."
When they were eating Gemma smiled at Grace. "Tara and I got you a present."
"Why?" Grace smiled but looked confused.
"Cause you're the braves kid in the world." Gemma handed over a package.
Happy laughed when he saw what it was. Two t-shirts, one Harley Davidson and one Sons of Anarchy. Grace immediately pulled off the t-shirt she had on and then she was staring at both of them. She looked up at him with huge eyes.
"I can't choose."
Bobby laughed at her bewildered face. "Give 'em here." He took the t-shirts and put them behind his back. "Pick a hand. That's the one you'll have today and the other one is for tomorrow."
"Ok." Grace said and pointed at one arm and then pulled on the Harley Davidson t-shirt. She gave Gemma a hug. "Thank you, can you braid my hair?"
"Sure, get a brush." Gemma said. She watched Grace as she ran off. "I always wanted a girl."
"Thank you." Ava said and gave her a kiss on the cheek and when she passed him she stroke her hand over his back. Happy realized that was getting a new case of blue balls since that was all it took for him to feel the twitch in his crouch.
"Oh, Ava, what happened with the apartment?" Ava had been trying to get a new place to live since she didn't want Grace to have to move back to the old one. Simply since it would freak Grace out to live there when Jonah knew where it was. Not that it matter but they couldn't really tell her that he was dead.
"Jack fixed it, not sure how he did it, but we can move into the other on monday."
"I'll meet you at the old one when you're done at work."
"Do you know where she's moving." Opie asked him.
"Yeah. Pretty much the same neighborhood." He didn't like it, he wanted her in another neighborhood but he wasn't going to fight about that. Yet.
"We'll gather everyone together and help with the move. Not like she can lift anything." Clay said before getting up. "Can you fix it, love?" He said the last part to Gemma who nodded and then smiled at Grace who came running with a brush in one hand and her bag with hairs stuff in the other.
Happy knew that they were heading towards trouble, that they were preparing for war but at the same time he knew that the worst was over at least for his girls. And they fit in, they both seemed comfortable with the club. Grace had since the first time he took her there, but Ava was comfortable now as well and the Crow Eaters had the sense to stay the fuck away from both of them.
He got up. "Let me know when you're ready, Sugar, and I'll take you to school." He said to Grace and went towards the dorm.
-o0o-
Ava was in Happy's room, getting ready. Tara had been by and left her some of her own work clothes and taken care of her back at the same time.
It was the light gray shift dress and a black belt, she didn't have any earrings but had taken some hairpins from Grace's bag and managed to get the hair up. She took the shoes in her hand and was about to walk out when Happy opened the door.
"Give me a kiss." He said with a smile.
He looked at her and even turned her around before placing his hands on her butt-cheeks and leaned down for a kiss. He didn't stop and she put her arms around his neck and sucked on his lips and tongue. She felt him push her backwards until she was pressed against the dresser.
"Just want to remind you that it's been more than a week." She said against his lips and his hands her ass and he lifted her up on the dresser, seconds later his hands was underneath her dress, pulling in her. His lips lever left hers.
The sound of his belt made her certain, she was going to get some and she trembled from excitement and wrapped her legs around him. When she felt it, warm and throbbing agains the inside of her thigh she groaned and closed her eyes.
"Sure about this, babe?"
She opened her eyes and looked at him. "What?" She could hardly think. "Come on!"
"Sure?" He was just at her entrance and had the most devilish smile, she could hardly breath out of pure horniness and he was teasing her!
"Fuck's sake. Come on!" She was trying to pulled him in with her legs but he was holding her hips, making sure she couldn't come any closer to him.
He raised his eyebrows and smiled, not an inch from her face. "Beg!"
"Oh God I hate you sometimes. Please! Fuck me, please!" And he rammed inside of her, still looking his eyes to hers.
Happy had known he was screwed the second he walked into the room and saw her with bare legs in that dress, barefoot and her shoes in her hand. The same shoes that were now hitting his back with every thrust. He might have managed to restrain himself if she hadn't pointed out that he could have her without condom, just the thought of her warm wet insides with nothing between them made his dick twitch.
Sitting on a dresser and with him holding her hips wouldn't hurt her back. At least that's what he told himself while making her beg. He fucking loved to hear her beg and her asking him to 'fuck' her, had made it all the more appealing. He couldn't take his eyes of her face. The last few nights of advanced 'below the belt'-games had made him love her face even more. When she closed her eyes and kept her mouth slightly open he couldn't stop looking at her.
He moved his hands from her hips and caressed her face to kiss her when he felt her squeezing his dick and no matter how hard he tried he couldn't keep his eyes open when he came.
"I needed that." She said against his chest. "Thank you."
He laughed. "I like that dress." She looked up at him and he gave her a kiss before taking a step back to pull up his pants.
"I'll keep that in mind." Jumping down from the dresser, she picked up her panties and walked into the bathroom.
"Still hate me?" He yelled after her and heard her laugh.
"No. Not until next time you make me beg."
"It's that or I'll just nod at you." He sat down on the dresser and waiter for her when she came out again she looked at him with a questioning smile.
"Beg or a nod?"
"That's my rule."
"Your rule?"
Ava walked up to him and stood between his knees. "What if I refuse then?"
"You? Deny me? Babe, you can't get your panties down quick enough when I'm close by." He laughed and jumped down to put his arm around her shoulder.
"Just you wait until I'm over my worst horniness and attraction to you."
"Not going to happened." He said as they walked out into the hallway, when they did he let go of her. Whenever they were alone he couldn't stop touching her but she had noticed that he hardly ever did at the clubhouse. She assumed that it was one of those rules she didn't understand.
"You are such an arrogant, smug, ass sometimes."
"That's why you love me." He said and pulled her closer.
"Smug!" She said and walked away. He caught her again. "Not going to trick me into saying it." She stared at him. "Beg!" He glared at her and she glared back and finally turned to walk to her car.
She couldn't help herself, she had planned to just walk away but she turned around and when she did he gave her another self-satisfied smile. Damn! He knew she would do it and she couldn't bloody help herself.
She knew would beg the next time as well. Begging seemed to be the better option. There was no way in hell she would give in just because he nodded though! She might be horny but she still had some pride.