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Bound To You:
Chapter 14:
"I hate that I love you!"
"What?"
My eyes grow wide at the realization of what I just said, 'Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god! What the hell is wrong with me? Why the hell did I say that? I don't love Damon, I don't love Damon, I Hate Damon! Why does it feel like I'm lying?'
"You compelled me to say that, didn't you?" I say glaring at Damon.
"What? I thought you knew me a little better than that." Damon says hurt written all over his face.
He moves further away from me, giving me the room I obviously need to calm down, but it only causes me to miss the warmth of his body against mine making me angrier.
"It's something you would do. It's something you have tried to do. Are you that desperate for me to sleep with you that you would try to compel those feelings into me?"
As soon as those words leave my mouth I regret them, I am crushed with wave after wave of guilt and anger that I feel towards myself. Even though Damon's face is masked with anger I can feel the unbearable pain my words caused him. 'Oh my god. Why did I say that.'
"Damon-"
"Don't," he says, his voice as cold as ice, "Don't apologize. You have never lied to me before, so don't start now."
"Damon, please." I say tears sliding down my cheeks, "I'm sorry-"
"I know that I can't apologize enough for all the things I have done to you and everyone you love," Damon says completely ignoring the fact that I was talking, "and I don't expect you to forgive me."
"Damon-"
"That's why when this spell is lifted, I'm leaving." I watch as a small amount of warmth returns to Damon's blue eyes as he speaks. I know he can feel what his words are doing to me all the sadness it's causing me. He can feel how much I care.
"No." I say my voice suddenly full of strength, "You're not leaving."
"Elena-"
"No! You promised me you would never leave me. I need you Damon! You can't leave me!" At the thought of never seeing Damon again hits me, I feel my heartbreak. 'Damon can't leave me. He can't do that to me.'
As I gaze at Damon, nervously waiting for him to say something, anything. I start playing with the locket around my neck. The locket that Stefan gave me, the one that just so happens to be full of Vervain.
With out a moment's hesitation I rip the locket from my neck and drop it aimlessly on the floor.
"Elena what are you doing?"
"Compel me."
"What? Elena-"
"Compel me to forget Damon. If you are serious about leaving compel me to forget you and about everything that we have gone though because honestly I would rather not remember you than have to feel like a part of me is dying when you walk out of my life forever." I plead to him.
"I'm not going to do that." Damon says, as he looks me over.
"Fine," I say as I push myself away from the fireplace and walk up to him. I don't even hesitate as I grip onto the hair on the back of his neck and smash my lips against his.
Instead of responding he gently pushes me away, "We can't, Elena."
"Are you of all people really going to say no? I know you have feelings for me Damon. I can feel them."
"It doesn't matter if I have feelings for you. They're not going to make a difference. You won't admit you have feelings for me without accusing me of compelling you."
"Than compel me Damon. That way you get an honest answer out of me." I watch him roll his eyes as I continue; "This is not just about me and my denial Damon, but also about your trust issues. You don't believe that anyone can have honest feelings for you."
"You can't blame me, Elena." He says getting angry, "You said it yourself. The only person who ever loved me died when I was young! Katherine used me. My own father hated me. I have a reason to not believe you after everything that has happened that you-" he does finish before I kiss him again, and unlike the last kiss he doesn't fight it. He gives in to what I want, what he wants.
As we kiss everything seems to snap into place. I am in love with Damon. It explains everything. Why I get jealous when he's with anything that is wearing a skirt, why I couldn't stand Andie, why my heart seems to want to burst out of my chest whenever Damon smiles at me, everything.
"Damon," I say as we pull away slightly so I could look into his beautiful blue eyes, "I do love you." I silently plead for him to believe me. He searches for any hint of hesitation, and from the smirk on his face he found none.
He briefly crushes his lips on mine again, allowing me to pull his bottom lip into my mouth. Smirking as I hear him groan deep in his chest, I push him back and pull my shirt back over my head. "Maybe we sound take Caroline's advice and take this somewhere else." I say as I run my hands down Damon's already naked chest.
Taking the opportunity Damon bring his head down to my neck and starts nipping his way up to my ear, "and why would we do that?" he whispers hotly.
"Because," I say walking towards the parlor exit, noticing how I haven't walked into the barrier yet. I look over my shoulder at Damon as I continue, "you may be lucky enough to make me scream." I smirk as I see Damon's eyes darken with lust.
It doesn't take long for Damon to use his speed to rid us of our clothes and up to his bedroom.
I slowly wake up after many satisfying rounds with Damon, to the feeling of someone kissing down my neck to my chest. I open my eyes to see Damon hovering above me with a mischievous look in his eyes.
"Hi," I say smiling as I run my fingers through his messy dark hair.
"Hi yourself."
"What are you up to?" I ask as I feel him run his fingers up and down my thigh, causing a bundle of need to grow in my stomach.
"Why is it that you always think I'm up to something?" he asks mock hurt.
"Because you are always up to something," I say kissing the corner of his mouth, "and the look in your eyes." I whisper softly, "Your beautiful blue eyes."
"Well, I was hoping you were up for a few more rounds." He says smirking.
"What, 4 wasn't enough?"
Damon lowers himself on to my body, causing me to moan softly. Taking the opportunity, I start kissing and licking down his neck, biting softly. I can't help but smile when I hear him groan above me.
"Stop teasing Elena."
"On one condition." I push him back slightly so I could look him in the eyes.
"Really? You get a guy all worked up to get him to do something? I never figured you to be this evil Miss. Gilbert."
"Can you be serious for a minute?" I ask cupping his cheeks, "I want all of you, Damon. And I want to give you all of me."
He furrows his eyebrows in confusion only for the realization to dawn on him, "No, Elena. I-"
"Please Damon?"
"I could hurt you."
"You won't. I trust you. I could never do this with Stefan and to be honest I never wanted to do it with him. I want to do it with you."
He kisses my head softly before whispering, "Fine. But-"
"You won't hurt me, Damon. I trust you."
I smile slightly as I feel Damon brush my hair way from my neck, kissing down until he reached my pulse point.
He pulls away in order to bite his wrist but I stop him, "Wait."
I silently trace the veins under his eyes to his cheeks. His blue eyes are now completely red with blood, "You're so beautiful." I whisper.
Instead of answering, Damon bites into his wrist. I grab on to his wrist and slowly lick the blood from his open wound, causing him to moan.
I smirk as I start drinking deeply, enjoying the warmth of his blood going down my throat. As soon as I feel Damon bite into my neck I lose control of the moan I have been withholding. An incredible amount of pleasure went through me each time I feel Damon pull more blood from my body. I can feel the same thing going on through Damon. Not from the bond but from his blood.
I quickly flip us over, with the newly found energy running through my veins.
Both of us pulling away from the other in order to catch our breath, but I quickly pull Damon's lips to mine, weirdly turned on by the taste of my blood on Damon's tongue.
"Damon," I whisper against his lips, "Shower. Now."
I feel him smirk against my lips, "Way a head of you, sweetheart."
I can't help but laugh as he speeds us into the shower.
Damon and Elena finally had sex! Woohhooo! You all have been so patient so I thought I would finally take you out of your misery.
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