Thanks be to EBT.
I thought about turning around and going home.
I thought about taking the easy way out.
Because I knew things always turn complicated when it's just you and me.
But I steeled myself.
I needed to do this, to go in and be strong and do what I needed to.
To know I could face you alone and not cave in.
So I took a deep breath and climbed out of the car.
It wasn't until I knocked and you opened the door that I knew it wasn't going to be easy.