Jane was sitting in the living room of Dr. Isles' house. She rested her arms on the arm rests of the comfy chair in the dark room and waited for her to get home. To try her damnedest to make amends. The enforcer had feelings for the doctor and she was going to try everything to win her back, knowing it was a lost cause.

Maura was finally getting herself together. Although she still had not seen the video, she was almost sure what to expect since Jane was nowhere to be found. The blond came home one afternoon from work and took off her shoes along with her coat. Dr. Isles turned on the lights and jumped back startled as she saw a person sitting there. "Jesus Christ Jane you scared me!" she yelled across the room with anger. "What are you doing here?" she demanded to know.

Jane slowly stood up, her leg had pretty much healed. "Hey... I wanted to see you. I need to talk to you. I know you hate me and I don't... I understand why you do. I never thought that things would get this far between us."

"Don't come any closer" the woman stated with a warning. "there is nothing you and I need to speak about now if you'll excuse me, I have things to do" Maura answered as she pointed to the door.

Jane didn't listen she continued to walk towards the blond. "Please." She opened her arms to show she didn't have anything to hurt her. "Yes, I killed your father because of orders from Jason. He was my boss.. Jason White. I don't know what all he told you but I want to tell you. Everything, if you let me. Just give me ten minutes. That's all I ask and I'll be out of your life for the rest of mine."

Dr. Isles looked at Jane moving back. "Alright you have 5 minutes, start talking" Maura said.

"My real name is Jane Rizzoli. I was the enforcer for the Boston Mob. Jason gave me orders to kill Patty Doyle. When I found out he was your father and you were doing the autopsy I made it my mission to pretend to be your friend and gain your trust so I could find out if you got close to finding the murder. Got close to finding me. If you had found any evidence that I did it, you would be dead. I would have killed you and your body would never have been found. But when you told me you found a hair and it was in the lab, I realized killing you wouldn't stop my DNA from being found so I sent a text to Jason telling him to torch the morgue. I'm truly sorry that woman was killed" She sighed. "I didn't expect to have growing feelings for you. I wanted you. I still do. Because of you, I wanted to be a better person. I was going to get out of the mob after all this happened. Now I'm running from my own mob and the cops and FBI." She sat down on the arm of the couch. "I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you."

Maura listened not moving an inch as the brunette spoke. "was he the one who shot you?" she asked with such coldness in her words.

Jane looked at her. "Jason? Yeah. Beat me and shot me all because I told him that he didn't own me." She looked at Maura's skirt then back up to her eyes. "I'm so sorry I didn't get there in time to stop him..."

"Don't" she stopped her "Don't you dare" Maura added with rage glaring at Jane

"I didn't know he was going to be there, Maura." she took a deep but quick breath.

"Stop it Jane, I'm warning you!" she spat out once again with fury.

Jane sighed and looked down. She saw a DVD labeled 'Patty'. "What is that?" She asked with furrowed brows.

"A friend of Jason brought this to me days ago. He said its the evidence to incriminate you." Maura then took a deep breath as she looked to the DVD "But I haven't been able to even watch it."

"Oh.." Jane took a breath. "Don't watch it.. I was a monster then."

Dr. Isles sighs walking around the couch as she stood at the table looking down to the DVD. "Maybe I should watch it now" she suggested.

"Fine... press the 'red button'." She looked at Maura and stood up behind her. "You're not going to like what you see."

With out hesitation, Maura took the DVD and played it as she sat on the couch.

Jane knew that Maura watching what the hidden captured would tear them apart even more. Jane moved around and stopped behind the couch. She watched how could she had acted when she walked in and even waited for Doyle to look up so he could see it coming. 'Goodbye Patty', she had said with such coldness. Jane clenched her jaw and moved to the wall, leaning against it with her hands behind her back.

The blond paused it rewinding it to that part of Jane walking in and paused it. She turned to look at the brunette "Sit" she commanded as she looked to the seat next to her.

The enforcer furrowed her brows and hesitated, but finally walked over and sat down on the couch next to her without a word.

"Now watch" Maura said as she pressed play and watched once again with the murder right beside her.

"Why? I know what I did Maura and I'm sure you don't want to watch me kill your father." Jane's eyes glanced up at the tv.

"Shush" she commanded as she winced when Jane pulled the trigger.

Jane had winced at that part as well. She looked over at her when the screen went black. "So.. what are you gonna do with the tape?"

"You tell me Jane." she asked turning the DVD off and wiping a tear from her cheek.

"You could put me away for life if you hand it over to the cops. Or you could give it to your father's mob and have me hunted and killed. Or you could burn it and no one would be the wiser of knowing who Doyle's killer is. Taking a deep breath she spoke again. "Do what you want Maura." Standing up she looked away. "My five minutes is long gone... And as promised, you'll never see me again." She turned and walked toward the door.

"Did you mean it when you said I make you want I become a better person?" she asked as Maura let her head low.

Jane turned and looked at her. "I meant that with all that I am, Maura."

Maura put her palms up to her face as she tried not to cry. "I don't know what to do" The blond whispered into her hands.

The murderer walked back up to her and sat down next to her. "I'll do anything and be anything you want, Maura... just name it."

"You'll have to go to jail Jane. This just can't go away" she then turned and glanced at Jane "There are consequences you must pay."

Jane handed Maura her cell phone. "Call 'em... tell 'em I'm here." She took a deep breath. "Im gonna miss you. I know you hate me, but I don't hate you. I wish you a great and perfect life,Maura. And I hope that one day you could forgive me."

Without thinking twice she took the cellphone and called the police. Once she hung up, she turned her body to the brunette. "I'll think about it and maybe I'll wait for you, but maybe I won't. I'm hurt Jane, you killed my father, the person that I did not know but was my blood, my heart and above all a part of me. You killed one of my teammates, you made me fall for you and you became the person I made my mission to bring down." Dr. Isles took a deep breath before she continued "Not to mention having to deal with Jason" she flinched as she said his name. " My feelings are not just a switch I could turn on and off, I don't work that way. I fell for you Jane, I really truly did. Face the consequences and maybe I'll consider giving you another chance."

Jane nodded her head. "I understand, Maur. I'll do my time but I don't expect you to wait on me. But I didn't expect to actually fall for you so the unexpected can happen." She took a chance and moved her hand into the doctor's. "You'll never believe how truly sorry I am for everything and when I get out I'll be an honest worker for where ever I can get a job. Even if you never look my way again."

As the blond felt the touch, she wanted to both move back and tell her to just leave. Yet there was a part of her that aside from all the bullshit, wanted to forgive the brunette and take her right there and then. Yeah, Maura's life was all fucked up right now to say the least but between all the chaos, still found the will to smile. Dr. Isles moved closer kissing the woman with passion. She kissed her like if it was their last time on planet earth and she made sure to tattoo that moment deep into her heart.

Jane didn't expect the kiss but welcomed it by kissing Maura back just as deeply. She moved her free hand up and put it against her neck. She wished it could last longer but the banging on the door made her pull back. With a sigh she looked at the blond and kissed her lightly once more. "I'm gonna miss that." She whispered before standing up and going to the door to answer it.

Dr. Isles nodded as she stood up watching Jane. Enough words had been said already, it was all the could even say anyways. Maura gave the brunette a smile and a wink. The Dr. hoped Jane was serious about getting her life straight or what not. After all, one could only dream right?

"Jane Rizzoli, you are under arrest for the murder of Jason White." They didn't know about her killing Doyle because Maura hadn't given them the DVD. "You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say and and will be used against you in the court of law..." Her rights were read to her as she was cuffed.

Maura pause for a second looking to the DVD and back. She hesitated, fighting a war with herself. Give it to them, keep it, burn it, hide it, a thousand things ran through her mind. "Wait!" the doctor exclaimed not moving a finger.

The arresting officer and Jane turned around, looking at Maura. "You can't take back the call to us, ma'am. She's a wanted felon. We finally got her one one murder out of her dozens." The enforcer looked down hating that Maura now knew how many she's killed.

"I just..." Maura leaned to get the DVD and pause. She gazed to it before closing her eyes and grabbing Jane's keys next to it. "I understand Sr." she said walking to them "Here are her keys officer" she handed them the object.

Jane saw the DVD in her hand and just knew that Maura was going to give it over to the cop. When she didn't Jane smiled sweetly. "Thank you." She said in a barely audible whisper. The cop took the keys. "Thank me by becoming a better person Jane" Dr. Isles answered. "You have my word, Maura." Jane smiled "Have a nice day ma'am." Officer Jensen said then shoved Jane out the door and to the cruiser.

000

Jane pleaded guilty for the murder of Jason White. Though she was saving Maura, it was still man slaughter. She was sentenced for seven years in prison, six if she had good behavior.

Sitting in her prison cell in her orange jumpsuit, she sighed and unbuttoned the top and let it fall to her waist so it became just pants. It was warm, and the only comfort the enforcer could get was to sit in the pants and her white tank top. It had been three months since she came to this hell hole. Jane tried not to count down because it just made it seem like her stay there was longer. The brunette's leg and bruises had completely healed. She had good behavior but there was one butch of a woman that knew who Jane was and planned on making her life a living hell. More so than it already was.

Maura continued on with her life still healing some wounds that were not quite closed yet. The morgue and her office were completely remodeled and she had gotten most of her team members back into action. Although her mind would travel to a place where the only person there was Jane and she would always try to distract herself from that place. It had been a while since she saw the brunette and was wondering if maybe, just maybe, she should go visit the woman.

Kate Benson had come into Maura's office and saw that she was in deep thought. The red head was the doctor's new assistant and growing friend. With the file in her hand she walked up behind her superior. "I know that look, Dr. Isles."

Dr. Isles snapped out of it as she turned to see her friend "Am I that obvious?" she asked with a smile.

Benson smirked and nodded. "Yeah. You are." She chuckled. "Why don't you go see her? We've closed the case and you're here for no reason anyway." she didn't know exactly what happened between Maura and Jane but she knew that the doctor missed her.

"You think?" Maura said before pausing. "No I can't, I mean what would I say?" she added sitting down on her chair.

She laughed. "Well you could start with 'Hi'." She shook her head and pulled the papers out of Maura's hands. "Go see her on your own or I will drive you there myself."

The blond chuckled "Wait, will you go with me? I mean you wouldn't have to get out to see her with me if you don't like. I just need a support system. But what if she doesn't want to see me? Or what if she was maybe transferred somewhere else?" she blabbered.

"I can go with you but I wont go in. Behind those doors is just for you. I don't know what went down between you two but I know you care about Jane. If you're meant to see her, you will." Kate offered a smile. "Now lets go."

Dr. Isles smiled "You are a great friend you know that?" Maura then stood up grabbing her keys "Okay, but..." she stopped "What if she hasn't changed?"

Kate smiled. "So are you and I don't like to see you sad. So if I have to take you there to maybe get a smile on your face I will." She sighed. "Then you'll know she never will and maybe you could move on."

Maura nodded "You're right, I have to do this" she took a deep breath looking to Kate letting her know he was ready.

Benson took Maura to the prison and sat in the car and watched her walk in.

Dr. Isles was tense as she walked into the reformatory. She went through security and then waited at the visiting room with others as they called in the inmate.

Hearing she had a visitor, Jane furrowed her brows and got up. She didn't worry about fixing her overalls. They were ugly any which way you wore them. Walking into the visitation room, she stood at the door, staring. "Maura?" She asked, her voice cracking a bit.

The blond heard Jane and stood up facing the brunette "Hello Jane" she said in a nervous tone.

Jane smiled brightly. "Hi.." She smiled and walked to the table and sat down. "It's so good to see you. I didn't know if I would ever see you again."

The blond sat down as she smiles "I didn't think I would come to be honest."

"I'm glad you did. I've missed you so much." Jane reached over offering her hand for the doctor to take. "How have you been?"

Maura glanced at the hand and debated for a second before taking it. "I've been good, things have actually turned around for me for the best" she stated.

Jane grinned and sat forward. "Really? That's great. So what made it turn around?"

"Well for starters I got a new assistant.." I look for you're reaction before I continue.

"Aw that's great. Is she any good?" Jane asked assuming the assistant was a woman.

Maura smiled "She is great, her name is Kate and we became quite found of each other" she said.

With a nod, the prisoner looked down at the table. "Well that's good, Maur." slowly she took her hand out of Maura's, thinking the woman had started to move on.

The blond saw the expression and felt the need to clear the air. After all, this woman in front of her had found her way to Maura's heart and did not want the brunette to leave that place. "Jane look at me" she asked in a soothing tone

Jane looked up slowly. "Yeah?"

"Give me your hands" I ask extending my hands palm up resting them on the table.

She moved her hands into Maura's and looked down at them before looking back into her eyes.

"Jane, you came into my heart and made it your home. I wouldn't nor do I ever want to change you and what I feel for you" I smile squeezing your hands.

"Well... I am changed. You helped me with that. I've been on my best behavior in here so I can maybe get back to you in six years instead of seven. She caressed the back of her hands with her thumbs. "So does that mean you'll wait for me?"

Dr. Isles listened as she nodded "For now I will, but I hate predicting what's to come but for now... I will" she repeated with a smirk.

Jane smiled and then leaned in, kissing her lips softly. "That's all I ask... But if you find someone better, that's not like me, don't miss out."

Maura kissed the brunette back cherishing the moment "I won't, and if it helps.. I promise to come and visit you more often" the blond smiled as she looked to their hands.

"I would love to see you more, Maur. You have no idea how happy I am to see you."

"I was debating coming to this place" Dr. Isles looked around to the inmates in the room visiting their families as well. "85 to 90 percent of this women enter the criminal justice system with a disturbing history of emotional, physical, and sexual abuse" the doctor adds as her gaze finds it's way back to Jane.

Jane looked down when Maura said what she did. She was quiet for a moment. "And you're looking at someone that's not in the 10 to 15 percent that hasn't been abused." She sighed and looked up. "I joined Boston Mob to get revenge on a man I thought I could trust. Court was turned in his favor. They ruled me out to be crazy and he walked away scott free." She said slow and quietly.

"Jane I'm sorry I didn't..." Maura paused feeling horrible for what she said. "I'm sorry" she stated once again in regret.

"There's a lot you don't know about me, Maura, so don't be sorry. You didn't know. It's in the past and in the end that bastard still wins."

"Don't let him win Jane" Dr. Isles answered giving the brunettes hand a gentile squeeze.

"He already has."

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