And it hit me again, that was the second slave that managed to get me horny and at first my primal instincts almost took over and I almost jumped at her to finally know what is to have sex for the first time.
But then again the mere thought of doing something that would have a chance to hurt Dawn made me stop instantly. How could I do to her what I exactly criticized on other nobles! I decided then to do something I saw on movie once, hoping it wouldn t make her feel upset about it.
-Dawn, you don t know how happy I am feeling right now, hearing you saying that.
Then, I began walking towards her; she closed her eyes and waited. Tears kept rolling down her face. I noticed they weren t fear tears of what my actions or myself, but a mixture of fear of the unknown, excitement and happiness.
I noticed her breasts were quite big for her age, her light brown hair was shining, and she smell shampoo. Every inch of my body wanted me to grab her right now and there, but somewhat my feelings told me I needed to wait. With that in mind, I got behind her.
I touched her shoulders, she began trembling and I felt she was afraid of what was going to happen. Although what happened afterwards wasn t exactly what she was expecting; with a quick hand movement she was once again covered on the same towel she dropped.
She was totally caught off guard with that outcome; as soon as she noticed she was covered once again Dawn turned around and looked at me with mixed feelings; as not sure what to make out of this, after some moments of hesitation she finally said:
-Oh! I understand she looked and tears resumed falling down what was I thinking? This time her voice sounded sad, really sad.
-Dawn I really -Don t worry Rick she cut between my answer I perfectly understand - she made a mention to run away, but I was standing right in front of the door so she had no where to run.
-I am not attractive and what the hell I am a slave for damn s sake! How could someone as -That is not the problem here Dawn -Someone as special as you wanting something with -I am telling you Dawn; that is not the problem! I began getting a very sad feeling inside me.
-Someone as ugly poor and dirty like me - tears kept falling down her face and I felt a real sadness inside my heart.
Dawn fell down her knees and began crying real hard this time, and I was frozen, unable to properly react to what was happening. For the first time in my life, my rational mind wasn t giving me the answers I needed. That is why that seeing that someone I cared about suffering, I decided to let my emotional mind take control for the first time.
I kneed in front of Dawn, she must have heard something moving in front of her and as soon as she looked forward I firmly grabbed her shoulders and kissed her mouth passionately, at first I just placed my lips over hers.
Dawn tensed all her muscles when I got her by the shoulders, and opened her eyes wide too! She must probably have thought I was going to beat and spank her like the Silva s did, but I actually kissed her! At first she didn t believe that was happening; someone as nice as me kissing her? But as soon as reality kicked in she relaxed, and closed her eyes, her arms fell alongside her body and she opened her mouth.
The kiss then went to French kiss style, our tongues searched for each other and I could feel her breath on my nose. After moments that felt like ages (that was my 3rd kiss after all!) our lips parted from each other, Dawn stood there for a moment, as if kissing the air to make the sensation linger longer.
I managed to try to regain my breath, but it seemed really hard to; Dawn also was fighting to get more air, she was panting and her face was really cute with those closed eyes as if still feeling the taste of my mouth on hers
She opened her eyes and tried to say something, but if utterly failed. She had eyes that were asking: Why? I then decided to talk to her now, that she seemed calmer:
-Dawn, now that you are calm I want you to listen to me until I am done alright?
-Y-Yes! She answered and lowered her puppy ears, as if she was getting ready to be scolded.
-Dawn, the only reasons I didn t pounce you right from the start you got naked in front of me are that first: I didn t want to betray Dusk trust in me. One of her biggest fears was of you losing your dignity to some corrupt abusing noble.
-Second and most importantly: I don t want your first time to happen with someone because you are just grateful to him, it needs to be special, it needs to have feelings into it and doing this just to accept your gratitude felt like putting me on the same level as those I keep criticizing. Do you understand now Dawn-chan?
-Y-yeah - She replied while nodding.
-Thanks for being such a great person Rick no wonder your family are so well loved among our enslavened people. You guys are really nice and caring can I ask one thing Rick?
-Sure, go ahead I told her.
-If there are feelings involved would you d-do it with someone on slave . Status?
-I wouldn t - I replied and amended before she had time to say anything just because I see none as slaves, but as people with souls, needs, feelings and desires. As long as these conditions are met, I would get involved enough to be in a relationship with them.
-Thanks Rick! Dawn said with a bright smile on her face I will get ready for the party, see you there!
Having said that Dawn, still covered in nothing but her towel, left my room, visible happier if that was even possible and humming a song she knew, while me had one of the biggest wood one could ever have. What my perceptions failed to show me, and that could have made a whole difference was that there was a pair of eyes watching the whole time, a tail shaking nervously and twitchy ears...
The food was delivered and Dusk stuff shortly after, I arranged things as to Dusk share the same room as Dawn, so they could be together again! That made them both smile and giggle, with all the chat they had to do!
I was helping unpack Dusk s stuff, everything was going smoothly until I grabbed one of the boxes that read: Dusk secrets , needless to say that made me giggle and fuelled my curiosity was what would make a girl like Dusk keep as a secret, so I said:
-Dusk secrets, huh? I am going to check it right away! And proceeded to open the box.
-Noooo! Don t open that one! screamed a blushing Dusk while rushing at my direction.
Dusk apparently miscalculated the distance between me and her and ended up crashing against me and the box, making tons of stuffed animals fly around the whole room.
-Stuffed animals? I, Dawn and Akira said that in unison.
For Dusk biggest despair, her biggest secret has just been found out; she loves stuffed animals and collecting them! She quickly turned into a lovely shade of red from one dog ear to another and then Dawn exploded on uncontrollably laughter, followed suit be Akira and I.
Poor Dusk realized there was no use trying to hide it, just sat there blushing hard and feeling embarrassed when I finally managed to stop laughing I told her:
-Dusk, I never imagined you would have this kind of stuff with you! But it makes you even more feminine than I though!
Blushing even further she just stood there looking embarrassed and cute. After a while both sisters were well placed and together as long as their life times allowed them to. Akira was happy, but I totally noticed she was forcing herself to be happy, something probably was bothering her, and I would find out eventually what later.
A big party took place afterwards, with the current trend music playing loudly, enough food for everyone to feast for hours straight; not to mention the endless and endless alcohol beverages we had in stock for everyone.
I made those parties to help promote union within our household, and it really worked! Almost all the time my supporters were happy and content working their fullest for the well being of the noble name Montecchio.
This was the first party that Nina wasn t there to be with me and share the joys of being together and that thought made me really sad there was a party going on around me but again I felt empty inside, even Dawn tried to cheer me up, to no avail. Later Dusk came to check if I needed something and shyly left afterwards.
Not even Akira managed to bring me out of it, what was weird considering the wonders she did to me lately. Their effort worked the magic of at least trying to make me fight against this depression, so I left my seat and went to drink with my workers.
Last time when I got to drink that much with them was 2 years when there were 3 marriages between slaves on our household (something that was only allowed on mine, no other noble left that happen) and I decided that being with them sharing the happiness was the right thing to do. This time was a festive happiness time, so that is why I decided to do it again.
On these parties, everyone respected all others, never ever we had a problem with drunk people doing wrong things because of drunkenness, we didn t keep an eye on anyone, as everybody knew how to behave.
So I began drinking to my heart content, and to party and dance along with everyone, Dawn danced with me, I kidnapped Dusk to do the same, she was shy at first, but ended dancing clumsy at first even Akira ended up dancing with me. I drank a lot and the last thing I remember was when I ended dancing with Akira and told her I was heading to the bedroom.
I woke up on the following day with the sound of the birds feeling like they were nails sinking into my skull. I had such a terrible hangover that I was thinking I would never drink again in my life (like the other times I drank, but never was able to fulfill that promise).
I woke up, and weirdly enough Akira wasn t holding the silver server with my stuff, as a matter of fact she wasn t even on the bedroom that strike as odd, but as soon as I looked at the clock I noticed that it was WAY past the usual time I wake up, so I figured she went to do some of her chores just to be entirely ready to take care of me once I was up.
I looked at the mirror and noticed I was naked. Wondering about it for a moment I felt the smell of drinks mixed with puke, meaning I probably puked a lot and was put on bed as I was at that moment, I must have passed out from drunkenness
I was looking me horrible hangover face on the mirror and while I was at it I saw something strange there was a pair of cat ears on my cat, right under the bed sheets, black ones at that. My first thought was: What the fuck? And then I went there to investigate.
As soon as I neared the bed I noticed it moving a little, sounded like breathing, that little small purring surely belonged Akira but what was she doing on my bed? I wasn t able to recall anything at all aside saying I was heading back to my bed.
Decided to find out what was going on I took the blankets slowly, after it was completely taken out what I saw made me freeze in utter disbelief and for a moment I didn t know what shocked me more. If it was Akira lying naked on my bed or the little stains of blood between her legs and the bed sheets