Fanfic: Legend of Sun Knight
Title: The Beginning that Resembles the End: Chapter 6
Creus xXx Leithe
Genre: Yaio
Disclaimer: You know the drill...i don't own Creus Sun nor Leithe Judge even how much i want to [tough luck:]
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Present.
Leithe grabbed a dagger and swiftly unbind Creus' hands. "You could escape at the back door. A horse is waiting at the woods." He said kneeling beside Creus while tackling the ropes at his feet. "You'll have a week supply of food and enough money to…" a gentle hand silenced him.
Creus smiled and shake his head 'no'. "This is not like you Judge Knight."
He wanted to shout to Creus that he was wrong. As the Judge Knight this is going over the jurisdiction of his rank…but as a person, this is the only thing he can do to save his sanity.
Just then, Creus kissed him and said "I wouldn't let myself be the reason for your downfall Judge Knight."
"Then don't let me kill you damn it!" What's the point of being a Knight if he can't even save anyone? If he can't save HIM! All his life, all his damned life in oblivion, Creus is the one who always save him, even if this less-than-an-excuse for an idiot claims otherwise, it would always be him.
"Judge…"
"I'm not the Judge Knight right now! I'm Leithe! Your Leithe and you want me to kill you!" Damn him for placing him in this situation and Sun expects him to let this happen? Idiot! Selfish, rotten good-for-nothing idiot! Leithe's resolve is thinning; he doesn't know how he can hold on to this farce.
But Creus made him face him and answered matter-of-factly. "I'd rather…" he paused, words almost failing him. "I'd rather die in your hands than anyone else." And with just that, everything just gave way.
"I've never begged anyone for anything…but I'm begging you Creus, live."
"Leithe…" He answered…Leithe instinctively wrapped his arms around him fiercely, not wanting to let go. He just took Creus as they lay on the floor. Not once did he lessen the grip he had at his love, cushioning Creus head at his chest.
He could feel the weight of Creus' hand lying at his heart. Leithe held his hand and tentatively pressed it to his lips. "Don't you want to make love to me?" Creus asked, noticing the bulge at Leithe's manhood.
He didn't answer; he just tightened his hold at Creus.
Every second… he whispered to himself, but he's afraid he might never let Creus go if they do it here. And this is hardly the place to do it. Trying to gain control over himself, he nestled his head to Creus' hair.
"Anywhere is fine Leithe."
"Hush! Stop tempting me!" He fixed his hold to Creus waist and jostled him up until they're both facing each other. Their foreheads touching, he added softly "Creus."
Just one word, just saying his name in that warm almost reverent tone is enough for Sun to be filled with emotions he couldn't contain. He was resolved in doing everything he can to make Leithe happy before this end. To leave as much memory he can for him. But here is Leithe, asking nothing more than to hold him which he has always done for countless of times.
Creus burrowed his head to his lover's neck and Judge could feel Creus' tears trickling down to his collar. "I love you." Creus said. "I love you…I love you, Leithe" He whispered again and again, until it became like a mantra for both of them.
Leithe said nothing and felt a lump building its way from his throat. He won't even give himself the reprieve of answering Creus' feelings. He has no right, no right at all to have that satisfaction, moments before he-it has been years, he almost forgotten how it felt to shed tears.
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Note: Anon, I don't know who you are but thanks on correcting me about the ratings...eheh, my bad :] (I was kinda happy...at least now I'm sure someone has read my works) Thanks for reading!
Anyway, this is the part I edited the most..the original one was...eeehhhh...mushy...too mushy for my erratic hopeless romantic senses that I wanted to rip it to pieces...I CAN'T BELIEVE I WROTE SOMETHING LIKE THAT! the horror! [I like things this subtle...though I still have lots of work to do]