Dr Cook spent hours that day trying to find treatments to treat Bella's cancer he finally found one but it wouldn't be one that Bella herself
would like because it was life changing…
Jake and Renee sat in Bella's room with her waiting on Dr Cooke to come in with some news…
Bella was worried Jake could see it on her face.
Jake: Bells look at me….look at me he brought her face up to his.
Whatever happens, happens ok I'm never going to leave you.
Bella: You say that now.
Jake: What is that supposed to mean?
Bella: It means I'm sick ok I might die Jake don't you get that? I wouldn't blame you if you did leave…
Renee: I just need a minute she hurried out of the room.
Bella: I'm going through the fight of my life right now and I'm just trying to spare you.
Jake: Spare me what? He ask beginning to cry spare me from what? From loving you from helping you? Because Bella I will not let you die you hear me!
Bella: If I do die I don't want you to sit there and watch that's what I'm sparing you of.
Jake: You are at the best damn hospital in America for this! You will not die! DO YOU HEAR ME!
Renee came back into the room her eyes were red and puffy like she had been crying.
Soon after Dr Cooke came in…
Renee: Shot up what's going on?
Dr. Cooke: Ok so I have some good news and some bad….
Bella: ok?
Dr Cooke: I'll start with the good first….I found a treatment…Ummm a Bone Marrow Transplant…he then proceeded to explain the procedure further.
Bella: What's the bad?
Dr. Cooke: Instead of giving you chemo I'm going to put you on the chemo like pill even though we did catch it in time your body well it's to weak to go through Chemo.…It works the same as chemo except you don't vomit and you don't loose your hair…There are side effects though.
Bella: What are the side effects?
Dr. Cooke: just stared at her not wanting to say….
Bella: What are the side effects?
Dr. Cooke: Your body will be unable to carry a child.
Bella: WHAT? She stared at him dumbfounded she looked up at Jake who was still crying trying to soothe her
Jake: shhhh Bells it's ok.
Bella: I…I…I.. ummmm I can't have a baby?
Dr. Cooke: I'm afraid not.
Bella: All I've ever wanted to do was be a mom and have your babies Jake, that's all.
Dr. Cooke: I'll leave you alone have the nurse call me when you all are ready he left the room.
Jake: Bells look at me we will find a way we can always adopt.
She looked at him with tears streaming down her cheeks she just kept repeating I'm sorry I'm sorry!
Jake: What are you sorry for Bells?
Bella: I can't give you what you want…I'm sorry!
Jake: You can't give me yourself because right now that's all I want that's all I've ever wanted Bells! We can have a baby another way…There is plenty of babies out there that need good homes but there is only one Bells!
Ummm yeah I made up the treatments.
I'm only 19
And I most certainly am NOT a dr OBIOUSLY! Haha
Enjoy