Thanks be to Ms. EBT.
There are so many things I want to ask you, talk to you about.
With Bella suddenly leaving, I feel like my grasp on everyone and everything is lessening. And I want answers.
"If you love Bella and you didn't want to lose her, why?"
"Why what? Fuck you?"
I cringe a little at how harsh you are, but I know that's all it was.
"Honestly? I don't know. We weren't fighting. We were happy. We had plans. I wanted to marry her."
"And?"
I need you to give me a definitive reason.
"And nothing. I made a mistake. I fucked up. And I continued to fuck up."
Thank you. :)
More tomorrow.