Here's Chapter 19 hope you enjoy :)
A week had come and gone and now Jake Bella and Renee are back home in Florida.
Bella was crying..
Jake: What's wrong?
Bella: I can't do this!
Jake: Do what?
Bella: This she points to her belly. Oh god I can't do this.
Jake: sat down beside her hey hey look at me...look at me Bells, You can do this you are the strongest person I've ever met.
Bella: I can?
Jake: Yes you can he kissed her longingly.
Bella: OMG...
Jake: What?
Bella: Smiled they just kicked! Here give me your hand. She places Jake's hand on her Belly.
Jake: felt his babies kick for the first time. This is a miracle!
Bella couldn't help but cry because their babies were truly a Miracle. I love you!
Jake: His eyes met hers I love you too more than you will ever know... This is our life now he said as he kissed her belly
Bella: She smiles she messes with Jake's hair I hope they have your hair.
Jake: Why?
Bella: Because It's so pretty. You know the babies can hear us now when we talk to them.
Jake: Hi my babies it's daddy...Me and Mommy can't wait to meet you, just do us a favor and stay in there a little longer ok!
They kicked...
Jake: WOW!
Bella: They are saying ok daddy we love you!
Jake: Smiled up at Bella...You know I was reading the baby books and they say that next week we should be able to find out the sexes of the babies if we want.
Bella Sucked in a breathe and tears started flowing...
Jake: What is it Bells?
Bella: You're reading the baby books?
Jake: Of course... I want to know whats going on with my wife and babies...he smiles don't cry baby.
Bella: I love you!
Jake: I love you too!
-The middle of the night-
Jake: went downstairs Bells sweetie? He found her sitting on the couch staring straight ahead at the tv. Sweetie...sweetie? He sat down beside her...
Bella: Hmmm?
Jake: What are you doing down here?
Bella: Nothing...
Jake: Nothing huh? it's 2 in the morning and you just decided to come downstairs and watch Roseanne?
Bella nods
Jake: That's not it, talk to me baby I'm here right here...he takes her hand.
Bella: looks at him...tears pouring down her face...I'm scared.
Jake: I know I'm right here baby.
Bella: No I'm really really scared, not like when you fall and have to get stiches. I'm terrified. Really really terrified! I have 2 lives inside of me right now that are counting on me to bring them into the world safe and sound and if I can't do that I'll be a failure... a failure as their mommy, a failure at everything. Because you and these babies are all I've ever wanted and If I lose you or them everything that would have ever mattered to me would be just gone! Oh god!
Jake: Hearing his wife talk like this tore him up inside...Baby look at me. Nothing is going to happen to the babies..do you hear me nothing...You will bring these babies into this world safe and sound because you are their mother and you love them more than life it's self, and I will be there helping you through the whole thing.
Bella: Please don't ever leave me I can't do this alone.
Jake: I'm never going anywhere you will have me and these babies will have their daddy.
Bella: You'll still be there win I get old and wrinkly?
Jake: That'll never happen you will be the most beautiful old lady in the world.
Bella: Just promise me!
Jake: I promise I'll never leave you even when you get old and wrinkly.
Bella: Ok I feel better now...
Jake: Come here let me hold you and my babies.
Bella: Ok Jakey?
Jake: Yeah baby?
Bella: I love you more than anything!
Jake: Smiled I love you too baby!
Bella: Good! Jakey?
Jake: Yeah?
Bella: Will you do something for me?
Jake: Anything.
Bella: Rub my back...It hurts.
Jake: loved doing things for Bella... How about I carry you upstairs and then I'll rub your back.
Bella: Ok...Can you still carry me?
Jake: Of course.
-Upstairs-
Jake: begins to rub her back... Better?
Bella: Yeah feels sooo good!
AN:
Going to be changing the name to This is our life now.