Thanks be to Ms. EBT.
Karma.
It's also known as my freshman year of college.
Everything went wrong.
I almost flunked out.
I couldn't keep up with my classes.
I didn't have a free hour during the day, so I wasn't able to book any sessions with a counselor during regular hours.
I didn't make any friends.
Ben and I barely spoke, because he was so busy.
I cried all the time.
And I missed Bella so, so much.
Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year's at home were awkward.
My parents could tell there was something wrong, but I didn't say anything when they asked.
I was depressed and didn't care about anything.
Karma.