Thanks be to Ms. EBT.
I felt worthless again.
As grateful as I was – am – Ben helped me when I needed it the most, sitting with my counselor only reminded me that I wasn't able to do it on my own.
Getting the appointments or getting better.
But it's something I talked about with her.
I talked about everything with her.
It took us months to start making headway, because I was almost determined to let everything I had done slowly kill me.
But the sessions were starting to work.
I was starting to sort myself out.
But I still had a long way to go.