Thanks be to Ms. EBT.
One of the biggest things I had to deal with was the loss of contact with everyone.
Especially Bella.
I had little to no information on her.
She'd changed her number.
She'd blocked me from her Facebook and Twitter accounts.
Edward never mentioned her on either of his.
The rest of the group would mention things in passing, but they weren't significant enough to let me know how or what she was doing.
It was so hard to go from being her person to being… nobody.
I had days when I wanted to wallow in that fact, and I had others in which I wanted to push through and get better.
But I eventually did end up on the other side.