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CHAPTER VI: I Want Him!


It's been about a month since Kagome had started working as InuYasha's secretary, and its been a couple weeks since her last kill and yet nothing seems to have progressed between InuYasha and Kagome.

They are a lot friendlier now, calling each other InuYasha-san and Kagome. But as far as any other progress Kagome has been failing. Kagome bowed as InuYasha went to go to the bathroom. Kagome waited until he was out of sight and she dialed Kagura's number, who she had gotten close to over the past month, and exploded, "That is it! I quit; this guy is totally and completely gay! He has no interest in women what so ever! I am not cut out for this job!"

Kagura laughed, "He's not gay Kagome, he's had girlfriends before."

"Yeah well somewhere along the lines he realized what he was and is too afraid to admit it."

Another burst of laughter, "Trust me he isn't gay, just keep trying, you'll make progress eventually. Have you tried just talking to him and not at all being seductive?"

Kagome made a face, "like that's gonna work he's a man he's a—"

"Pig, I know," Kagura interrupted, "Well you know some men aren't—"

"As bad as you think, I know," this time Kagome interrupted.

The two girls laughed, "We talk way too much to each other," Kagura said playfully, "try finding something to talk about, invite him to lunch and just talk, no seducing, no being too friendly, nothing."

"So basically treat him like a woman."

"Kagome! Some men actually like to talk about things."

"Yeah they're called gay people."

"Look, you want advice? That's my advice, but be warned if it works, you will receive an 'I told you so' followed by a pose of triumph." Kagome rolled her eyes, "so will you try it?" Kagome sighed.

"Yeah why not."

"Yes! My plan is working!"

"You know for a 24 year old you sure don't act like one."

"Shut up. Now get back to work little girl."

"Bye old lady." then hung up and Kagome screamed in frustration then started stopping her foot and having a fit. She heard someone 'Ahem' and she looked over at the door and she blushed wildly being embarrassed by getting caught by her boss.

"You okay there, Kagome?"

Kagome fixed herself and dusted the invisible dirt on her skirt and then began fixing her hair that had come undone, InuYasha walked up to her and grabbed the clip, which let Kagome's entire silky smooth wavy hair cascade down beautiful body. This was the part of the movie where everything went in slow motion for InuYasha. He watched her hair fall and frame her face delicately, a soft whiff of her cucumber melon shampoo tickled his senses as he watched her long thick dark lashes fan over her gray/blue eyes. Her petite hands fixing the hair that has been released from their hold and her tender pink/red lips making out his name.

"…Yasha-san? InuYasha-san?" he blinked rapidly, "I'm sorry, what were you saying?"

"I asked if you would like to have lunch with me today."

He coughed then cleared his throat as if he was stumbling on words, "Yeah- Y-Yes. Yes, th-that would be lovely," he replied 'lovely? What the fuck? What am I am gay?" InuYasha thought.

Kagome smiled still convinced that he was gay and barely came out of the closet, but she was happy he accepted nonetheless.


"So uhm… what do you like to do in your spare time?" Kagome asked as they sat down on a table at a small café that stood near the building.

"Oh, uhm a lot. I mostly read though and if I really have extra time I play some basketball or soccer."

"Cool. I played volleyball in high school," Kagome said remembering that was one of her "interests," on her info paper, it was a complete lie however, she hated the uniform.

Oh so you like sports?"

Kagome nodded, "I love shooting more however," now this was the truth, she was pretty good a shooting through peoples heads.

"Really? Me too, what kind of guns do you have?"

Kagome and InuYasha talked about almost everything, almost. Kagome laughed as InuYasha told her about the time he gave his brother a haircut they were interrupted however, when a man behind them began yelling at the waitress.

"I didn't ask for onions this take it back!" Yelled the man a seat behind their table, Kagome watched intently and InuYasha looked over.

"I'm sorry sir, I'll go get you a new one."

"I'm allergic to onions, I could've died if I hadn't noticed.

"I'm truly sorry sir, I will get you a new one on the house." She bowed and left the fat man that sat there, she wobbled to her knees not ever being treated that way before and before anyone knew it she accidentally bumped into InuYasha and Kagome's table knocking over Kagome's glass, luckily she had ordered water instead of Dr. Pepper like she usually does, the waitress apologized, "I am so sorry ma'am, please forgive me." Kagome smiled lightly at the girl feeling sorry for her. She remembered when that had happened to her, she got a beating from her father for it. She hoped this girl wouldn't experience that.

"It's quite alright, really it was an accident."

"Yuki!" yelled the manager as he walked over to them, "I am so sorry, please let us pay for your dry cleaning."

"Please don't worry about it, its just water, no harm no foul."

"Thank you!" said the waitress Yuki. The manager pulled her aside and began lecturing her quietly yet harshly.

Kagome looked down at herself and her now wet chest. Luckily her skirt was a dark blue and you couldn't tell it was wet, her shirt on the other hand was white and the fabric became see through so you could see Kagome's lacy white bra. 'Wonderful, the one time I'm not trying to seduce someone this happens,' she thought ironically. InuYasha grabbed the napkins from the metal tray holding it then Kagome who blushed rapidly. He silently gulped as he watched Kagome dab herself with the napkin, he never realized how perfectly luscious her breasts looked. He blinked rapidly and noticed Kagome staring at him and he knew he was screwed, she probably thought he was a pervert and hates him for taking advantage of the moment. However, that was not the case for Kagome.

'So he's not gay?' she yelled in her mind, 'score! Maybe I can do this job.' She told herself. She smiled at InuYasha pretending not to have caught him staring, "Shall we get going? Lunch break is almost over."

"Oh yeah, of course."

They headed up the stairs and entered the Takashi Corp building envious and shocked eyes looking their way. Men were jealous because the boss just had lunch with the prettiest, not to mention the sexiest woman in the building and the women jealous because Kagome had lunch with their gorgeous boss. The people who were shocked were the ones who knew InuYasha wasn't the type to just chat with a girl happily and laugh like the way he did with Kagome.

They made their way to the 57th floor and began to do whatever they were doing before their lunch break.

The phone cried wildly in the quiet office and Kagome picked it up, "You've reach Mr. Takashi's line how may I help you?"

"Get me on the phone with InuYasha now, this is Paris." Yelled the aggravated woman on the other line in English.

Kagome blinked not understand her due to her fast-talking, "Pa'don me?" she said with an accent, Kagura had taught her some basic questions and answers if someone non-Japanese ever called.

"Do you not understand English? I want to talk to InuYasha. I-NU-YA-SHA," she said slowly as if she were talking to a retarded child.

Kagome pursed her lips but tried to be polite, "Who is this?"

"PAIR-RIS" she said again in a slow annoying voice, "It's urgent!"

"Please, hold."

InuYasha watched Kagome as she answered the phone, seeing her confused face then an irritated face followed by a forced smile and he could the person on the other line was giving her a hard time, his eyes watched her lips then suddenly looked up to see her staring at him and he looked away casually.

"Paris, is on the phone for you, she says it's urgent." He nodded and Kagome transferred the call, he pushed the speaker button and Kagome felt a small tingle on her spine as InuYasha's deep voice greeted the woman with a perfect American accent, "Hello?"

"InuYasha where have you been? You haven't called me in almost a month!"

"Paris I told you that we should see other people," he sighed heavily.

"You're the only person I want!" she cried.

"Parris don't make me do this over the phone."

There was a pause then a gasp; "I'm pregnant!" she lied. InuYasha almost lost it; one thing he hated more than a woman's fake tears was a woman's lie.

"I never touched you with lustful hands and you know that, how dare you tell me you are pregnant!" he yelled slamming his balled fist on the desk, which made Kagome jump.

"I'm sorry, I just… I just… I want to be with you."

"Yes, well you just lost your chance now didn't you?" he thought for a minute and kept his cool, "I'm sorry." Then pressed the 'end' button.

Kagome watched him place his elbows on the desk and burry his face in his hands. As if her legs had a mind of her own she walked over to him and gently rubbed and scratched his back, what most women don't know is guys love when someone scratches their back. InuYasha leaned into her touch and let his check rest on her gentle moving arm. "What's wrong InuYasha-san?" she asked worried. He looked over at he phone, "did you break up?"

"No, we were just dating, she was never my girlfriend."

Kagome nodded, "I'm sorry," she said not really meaning it, mostly because she's never felt love, well at least romantic love, before and she didn't know what it felt like to lose someone you loved like that, and a small portion of it was because Kagome was relieved. It made her wonder since she didn't like him. She bent down to look him straight in the eyes and it felt like gravity was pulling their bodies closer and closer. Kagome's body wasn't quite listening to Kagome's mind's protests and InuYasha felt the same. He closed the gap between them and stood from his chair wrapping his perfectly toned arms around her petite waist. Kagome's hand roamed up his perfectly chiseled stomach and chest as if Michael Angelo or God himself sculpted it. Their innocent kiss turned into a dance of war as their tongues gilded through their mouths. Kagome moaned as she felt a tickling frenzy from the kiss. InuYasha sat her on the desk and began kissing her once more. Kagome's flowing dark blue skirt lifted up as she instinctively wrapped her creamy long legs around InuYasha pulling him closer. Her body wouldn't respond to her! When she told it to pull away the more she pushed herself closer. The more she told herself to stop kissing him, the more she kissed him further. The more she told herself to not moan, the more she became louder. InuYasha stopped kissing her lips feverishly and began making his way down to her neck; he looked at her to ask for permission and her half opened eyes had the look of desire? Want? Need? Who cares she granted him permission when she arched her neck so he could get better access. Another moan escaped her lips as InuYasha licked and kissed and sucked and nipped at her neck and collarbone Her mind was going haywire. Why? Her neck was her weak spot! She never lets anyone come near her neck; one time a guy tried to and she knocked him out by elbowing him in the face. But her body screamed more! More! More! She needed his touch, it wasn't just a want, it was a need. When they touched Kagome's body moved on its own, her body craved for him, but her mind wouldn't allow it. As for her heart, she felt a tugging at it, much like when a child tugs n his mother's skirt when he sees an ice cream truck. InuYasha began to kiss up her neck again and this time he rested his cheek on her cheek and whispered to her ears breathlessly, "We…shouldn't be doing this." Kagome leaned against her arms that felt like jello and stared at him, her heart tugging at her more violently. She had to force herself to get off of the table because she had a feeling if she didn't she would continue to kiss him and never stop, and that was not going to be good news. Kagome bowed and excused herself to the little ladies room. InuYasha watched her leave and slapped his forehead, "Ah, how could you be so stupid!" he lectured himself, he had never touched a woman like that since Kikyo, and he's never felt that much need to touch, not even with Kikyo. His heart yearned for her, his body craved for her, and his mind…well it was thinking thoughts that weren't helping InuYasha at the moment. He stared at the empty desk and he couldn't help the smile that crept its way onto his lips. She felt so soft, her skin was flawless and not to mention he had never seen much a perfect body on anyone, hell even Kikyo's body couldn't compare. InuYasha grunted as his problem down under got worse. He cursed mentally as Kagome walked back in still looking as beautiful as she did when she was kissing him on the desk. She smiled at him as if nothing happened and went back to work. InuYasha groaned inwardly and tried to focus on the paperwork but so far, failed because her scent lingered where he sat.

Kagome ignored the loud beating of her heart and the tugging feeling, she looked aimlessly at the paper she was going over and poked her pencil on the paper not really paying attention. She thought about her situation, isn't this a good thing for her? She makes him fall in love with her, crush him, then set up an accidental death. What was keeping her from doing it though? She just needed to continue what they were doing and make him want her so bad that he falls in love right? I mean all the men she knew or met only cared about looks and the girls body, he shouldn't be any different. Kagome groaned why couldn't she bring herself to get up and walk over to him and start kissing him? She did it a few minutes ago for goodness sakes! 'it's not right and you know that Kagome.' A voice said to her.

'What the hell? Who are you?'

'Most people would call me your conscience, we haven't talked in a while'

'What are you? Dori from Finding Nemo?'

'Short tempered as ever, look you and I both know what happened to you as a kid and as a teenager was wrong and deeply wounding, but you have to forget that image that ALL men are pigs. I know your heart knows he's different.'

'Who the hell are you to tell me what to do?'

'I know it hurts thinking about letting any man into your life, but can't you listen to your heart for one second and ask what it wants?' the voice faded and Kagome closed her eyes, thinking she was going crazy. Kagome unconsciously brought her hand to her heart and felt its fast beats. She felt an ache of longing and need, her eyes wondered over to InuYasha who was staring at the computer screen nonchalantly.

'I want him. I want to feel loved.' Said a very desperate voice in her mind. InuYasha turned to look at her feeling her eyes on him and their eyes locked, the world disappearing in their eyes and only saw the other.


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