Thanks be to Ms. EBT.


I'm emotionally and mentally exhausted when I wake the next day. But I don't complain. It'd be selfish to complain.

Ben and I get ready, have breakfast with our parents, and then make our way to the funeral home.

Because Edward's body is in a casket.

For people to view.

And mourn.

It's… bizarre.

But Ben and I ready ourselves. We find strength in each other to be strong for our friends, for Kate, for Bella, and for Esme, Carlisle, and Alice.

I know today won't be easy for anybody.